tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81034324740404167422012-02-13T00:31:00.324+08:00sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.comBlogger2831100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-27949748198983741352012-02-13T00:21:00.002+08:002012-02-13T00:26:31.362+08:00to the boy i love most,<div>good luck in your next relationship :) </div><div>treasure her, love her like no other</div><div>hope she is the right one for you</div><div>take care loads...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2794974819898374135?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-77982150761630499602012-01-04T01:43:00.002+08:002012-01-04T01:48:20.465+08:00im just a pathetic lost sheep now<div>i not only know how to screw up my rs, i also do so for fs</div><div>just when i know something is wrong, its too late alr...</div><div>im just sucha failure</div><div>standing alone... </div><div>i understand why f left me but c...</div><div>she just doesnt wanna answer my call</div><div>im just left with a</div><div><br /></div><div><i>i feel lost right now</i></div><div><i>blogger is whats left for me to confide to</i></div><div><i>im just a pathetic bitch</i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7798215076163049960?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-28619572648016267402011-10-26T12:50:00.002+08:002011-10-26T13:05:16.080+08:00love is like falling into an endless hole.<div>when you just started falling in love,</div><div>it feels like youre lying onto a cotton candy,</div><div>sweet, enjoyable, happy, just like a small kid.</div><div>but during this fall, there will sure be rocks blocking your way.</div><div>they might hurt a little but their manageable.</div><div>if there is a huge rock blocking your way, </div><div>you gotta find a solution to get through this.</div><div>while getting through this obstacle,</div><div>after getting through this rock,</div><div>there will be a clear route awaiting for you to continue.</div><div>in this endless hole, many things can happen.</div><div>when you have found yourself broken into pieces,</div><div>thats when your relationship have come to an end.</div><div>the longer you fall, the greater the impact.</div><div>the greater it is, the more painful it will be.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2861957264801626740?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-53326439193895014482011-09-13T23:57:00.006+08:002011-09-14T01:09:15.337+08:00i will always remember 13 sep 2011<br />the day i lost everything<br />my boy have left me<br />my dad is mad at me<br />my life is pointless already<br />im left with nothing<br /><br />you left me<br />now im left with nothing<br />i regret every single little thing<br />im just filled with WHY<br />why didnt i cherish my time with you just now?<br />why did i throw away the ring?<br />why didnt i hug you longer just now?<br />why is it our last meal just now?<br />why didnt i sense that youre gonna leave me?<br />why why why?!<br />im totaly broken into pieces right now<br />whats left with me is just a room and myself<br /><br />although i may have cried and stuff during our times together<br />but i really love every moment of my time spent with you<br />im so stupid<br />even though youre infront of me but i still cry<br />thankfully, my card is with you<br />thankfully, you made me stay<br />thankfully, youre by my side<br />but i dont want it to be our last goodbye!<br />i really dont want it to be our last goodbye kiss<br />i really dont wanna leave you<br />now i really wish my dad throw me out of my house<br />so that i could be with you!<br />i really wish just now didnt end<br />i wish you didnt have to book in so that i could have more time with you<br />i really love you!<br />im so filled with fear<br />i would realy beg you to come back to me<br />the heart hurts more than my head and my stomach<br />its not even the best decision at all<br />i wanna go back to before 6 hours ago<br />i wanna stop at 6pm<br /><br />i know that while you were typing this<br />i realize you kept looking at my desktop pic<br />i really hope it wont be our official last goodbye!<br />i will wait for you<br /><br />this afternoon, im really happy i put so many smile on your face :)<br />though most of em are sad song (first 2 song title stated is what i really mean it from my heart )<br />with those songs:<br /><ul><li style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">thi rak</li><li style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);">jai kong chun pen kong tur</li><li style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">kwaam aun ae</li><li style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">waen gam</li><li>(i forgot the part 2 name)</li><li>ying gwah sia jai</li><li style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">ruk sam sao</li><li style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">ruk tur doo lae mai dai</li></ul>im glad you really do appreciate it that you listen though youre not a fan of thai<br />just like show you say about thai songs, they really are sweet<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">so</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> thi rak (<span style="font-weight: bold;">sweetheart</span>)</span>,<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 102);"> jai kong chun pen kong tur (<span style="font-weight: bold;">my heart belongs to you</span>)</span>, <span style="font-weight: bold;">but</span> <span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">kwaam aun ae tee mee wun nee mun tum hai chun glua (<span style="font-weight: bold;">my fail today have cause me to be fearful</span>)</span>, <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">waen gam (<span style="font-weight: bold;">karma</span>)</span> <span style="font-weight: bold;">has striked me</span>, <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">thang tee ruk sam sao tong chop (<span style="font-weight: bold;">this love triangle has to end</span>)</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> and you really ended it. now</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);"> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">wah chun pen kon ngoh neuah krai krai (<span style="font-weight: bold;">that im more stupid than anyone else</span>), mee ruk tae yoo (<span style="font-weight: bold;">had true love</span>), doo lae mai dai ( <span style="font-weight: bold;">but couldnt take care of it</span>), ja roo ka mun gaw sai gurn pai(<span style="font-weight: bold;">by the time i realized its worth it was too late</span>), puad row kid yahk yaun ruang row kae nai dae tae fun (<span style="font-weight: bold;">breaks my heart, whenever i think of reverting the story i can only dream</span>).</span></span><br /><br />after we broke up, although things may not have turned out smoothly<br />but i really do appreciate youre still there for me no matter what<br />everytime after we leave each other<br />it only makes us realize we need each other more<br />since the day we broke up<br />i have always needed you more than anything<br />till now, my love for you have never changed<br />i may have cry and stuff<br />but it never stop me from loving you<br />like what i told you while waiting for cab,<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i will always wait for you no matter what</span><br />without you, my life is not even perfect<br />youre the one who filled in the big gap towards perfection<br />i really hope it isnt our last goodbye and it will never be our goodbye kiss<br />i will still be counting on<br />so what if we ended on our 11 mth<br />i will still be counting down!<br />today is our 1yr 1 mth and i will still be counting on to 2 yrs 3 yrs 4 yrs<br /><br />now,nothing in my life is important anymore<br />not even myself<br />now what i will only wish for is for you to come back<br />what i want is only you, thi rak<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"> i will always be your baby, your pui eh, your baby cow and you will always be my love,my babylove</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5332643919389501448?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-56952913075411366702011-09-01T00:19:00.003+08:002011-09-01T00:40:07.892+08:00<iframe width="370" height="295" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/9BMwcO6_hyA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br /> <br />This romeo is bleeding but you can't see his blood <br />It's nothing but some feelings <br />That this old dog kicked up <br />It's been raining since you left me <br />Now I'm drowning in the flood <br />You see I've always been a fighter <br />But without you I give up <br />Now I can't sing a love song <br />Like the way it's meant to be <br />Well I guess I'm not that good anymore <br />But baby that's just me <br /> <br />Yeah I will love you baby <br />Always and I'll be there <br />Forever and a day always <br /> <br />I'll be there till the stars don't shine <br />Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme <br />I know when I die you'll be on my mind and I'll love you always <br /> <br />Now your pictures that you left behind <br />Are just memories of a different life <br />Some that made us laugh <br />Some that made us cry <br />One that made you have to say goodbye <br />What I'd give to run my fingers thru your hair <br />Touch your lips to hold you near <br />When you say your prayers try to understand <br />I've made mistakes I'm just a man <br /> <br />When he holds you close when he pulls you near <br />When he says the words <br />You've been needing to hear <br />I wish i was him to put the words to mine <br />To say it to you till the end of time <br /> <br />And I will love you baby <br />Always and I'll be there <br />Forever and a day always <br /> <br />If you told to me to for you, i could <br />If you told me to die, for you, i would <br />Take a look at my face, there's a price i wont pay <br />To say these words to you <br /> <br />When the light dont light and it slowly dies <br />So baby would you just give me one more try <br />We can pack our bottle of dreams and lives <br />We'll find a place where the sun still shines <br /> <br />Yeah I will love you baby <br />Always and I'll be there <br />Forever and a day always <br /> <br />I'll be there till the stars don't shine <br />Till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme <br />I know when I die you'll be on my mind and I'll love you always <br />Always<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5695291307541136670?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-19286720726063369692011-08-31T23:15:00.004+08:002011-09-01T00:43:43.032+08:00hoho! havent blog for the pass few days <br />shall update :) <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">monday &amp; tuesday</span> <br />woke up and went to study alone <br />looking forward for you to come <br />due to starbucks is having busy period <br />i left earlier than what i planned <br />went to buy chicken and brussel sprouts <br />got home slack and stuff <br />wait and wait <br />waited damn long <br />called him but never answer <br />spammed him but he didnt wake up <br />instead, his phone went low <br />finally he is on his way!! <br />cook brussel sprouts <br />but the meal didnt go well <br />went to slp and woke up <br />watch movies <br />altho halfway i went back to sleep :/ <br />he had to leave earlier than expected :( <br />went to prepare for work after that <br />reach there and saw the familiar faces <br />rotted and petrol ard a small area <br />keep smelling bak kwa <br />tempting!! <br />rotted and waited for dismissal <br />not bad <br />ytd mid-autumn festival opening got fireworks :) <br />watched it <br />so damn loving fireworks! <br />but i kept going into the rain and shelter and rain and shelter <br />my body is strong enough to not get sick XD <br />colleague drove me home <br />so paiseh sia! <br />and got home <br />feeling tired <br />sleep early :) <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">today</span> <br />woke up waiting for plans :) <br />felt hungry so went down to buy laksa to eat <br />rot awhile then leave house to meet nelson and yolanda <br />sat there and chit chat <br />not much mood to study!! <br />in the end copy abit then went off to paragon <br />meet weiyi in stadium mrt then meet siying at orchard mrt <br />walk to paragon then go ben shermans <br />saw a shirt so nice <br />but too broke to buy for him <br />:/ <br />shall save and buy it for him!! :) <br />walk around abit and walk to soup restaurant <br />siying left early :/ <br />its been a long time since i last saw her <br />went to eat <br />the food is good!! <br />but the kangkong is so damn spicy <br />other than that, the food is perfect! <br />i wanna learn how to cook the mince meat with chestnut in soya sauce alr :x <br />walked to 313 <br />super full!!!!!! <br />then went forever 21 <br />saw their spag basic at $5 only!! <br />so damn cheap! <br />so i bought 2 <br />one is teal color and the other is purple <br />never really wear those color out before so i try <br />bought L size this time <br />i know its big but i dont want too tight <br />fats bulging out :( <br />took cab home! <br />HSH! <br />now gotta do my resume and stuff :) <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">im so scared <br />now from what i judge, seems like she realy cant bear to leave you anymore.. <br />how long do i have to wait... <br />the longer you drag, the more she cant bear, the more uneasy i get <br />but i cant go anything about <br />afterall, its between the both of you <br />nowadays, i feel that youre texting me lesser and lesser <br />be honest with me alright? :( <br />thats what i need most! <br />i think im damn stupid <br />you told me so many times how important i am to you in your heart but my feelings which include jealousy, emotional and anger just works up so easily <br />but its also because i mind alot about you <br />i know i cause you uneasiness for hugging too tight <br />but if i dont, i dont know when will i lose you again <br />its all the fear <br />how i wish youre beside me now...</span> <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i dont know isit me or what coz you dont seem to wanna text me so much anymore...</span> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">all i could do is just wait for you to text me and ring me up <br />everytime before i blog <br />i would check in my edit post to see if you got post anything for me anot <br />but i guess i can wait long long.. :) <br />i really miss you <br />i miss the times when you belong to only me too... <br />haiz... <br /></span><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-n6X6a6rwtg4/Tl5Vj5DglbI/AAAAAAAAAIc/vf4gvB9yJT0/s1600/IMAG0627.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 191px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-n6X6a6rwtg4/Tl5Vj5DglbI/AAAAAAAAAIc/vf4gvB9yJT0/s320/IMAG0627.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5647045057868502450" border="0" /></a> <br />what i wore to study and town :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1928672072606336969?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-14488564078331457532011-08-28T22:26:00.002+08:002011-08-28T22:33:56.742+08:00today slept super long <br />but had super bad headache <br />before going to work bought caramel macchiato <br />so addicted to it but it feels like its harming my throat <br />sold a sensation today :D <br />like FINALLY!! <br />then played monopoly with richard on ipad2 display <br />today starhub soo many ppl! <br />but only buy prepaid card or samsung ace and stuff <br />didnt go for break so i left early <br />was thinking alot but green thought i sad coz albert dont wanna sign timesheet for me <br />LOLS! <br />but thankfully green signed it for me... <br />went to cold storage awhile then went home <br />cooked a few dishes and ate it just now <br />feel so bloated now!!! <br />tummy huge like a pregnant lady <br />not gonna do that anymore i swear <br />its so gao wei :( <br />migraine getting worst <br />cant wait to get medication from dr tan :( <br />sooo looking forward to next check up from her! <br />but sadly, its a lonely trip :x <br /> <br /><span style="font-style:italic;">dont know whats wrong with me today... <br />looking forward to receiving your text <br />but at times, i have no idea why i cant hear my msg tone! <br />haiz... life is sucha bitch</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1448856407833145753?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-80820390056255713412011-08-27T21:25:00.012+08:002011-08-27T22:59:58.104+08:00best time of all!! <br />thats the first thing im gonna say in this post :D <br />had fun :) <br />thinking it may screw up but it didnt!! <br />it went rather smoothly :D <br /> <br />morning went to study for SV <br />he came to school to meet me <br />then we went home together <br />waited for 12 soooooo looonnnggg!! <br />in the end we took 33 and 12 is behind! <br />sianz~ <br />got home and rest awhile <br />use com and left house! :) <br />was so conscious about what i wear <br />finally got something im much more comfortable with :D <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">first stop: CINE!! <br /></span>went to collect tickets <br />bought nachos to munch! <br />finished em before the movie start <br />partly is due to the movie is gonna be super gruesome! <br />and the movie is indeed gruesome and kinda scary <br />so scared i keep hiding XD <br />got kinda hungry so we slowly walk over to centrepoint <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> <br />second stop: ASTONS PRIME</span> <br />reached there <br />before that tried doing reservations but they say its full <br />in the end we walk in and instantly got a seat! <br />ordered steaks <br />its awesome!! <br />loving it badly~ <br />especially when im having a good time with him <br />compared to our failure astons the other time :x <br />chatted happily and stuff <br />without any rushing or probably difficult time cutting it? <br />its so bloody but its bloody nice!! <br />should not have ordered baked potatos <br />was looking forward to eating potato salad but they dont have it.. <br />so we left after eating <br />first time signing my debit card receipt :B <br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">third stop: SOMERSET 313</span> <br />went there and wanted to see forever 21 men's stuff <br />but only vivo have <br />so we went to zara <br />from seeing his clothes become seeing mine XD <br />bought a top which is super nice to wear! <br />and zara white spag <br />finally got a proper not so transparent sprag :x <br />but i think i look fat in it :'( <br />should have bought L :X <br />left and walk aimlessly and we set a conclusion <br />lets got esplanade to chill!! <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> <br />fourth stop: HARRY'S BAR</span> <br />went to harry's to drink SNOWBALL!! <br />walking from cityhall to esplanade is abit of a killer to my leg coz im in heels <br />but im training my legs in a sense too XD <br />train myself to wear heels <br />though my bag got slippers <br />reached harry's <br />saw max brenners got so many ppl <br />but we didnt feel like having dessert at the moment coz too full <br />so we went into harry's and got ourself a sofa seat <br />sat down and chatted and think back some of our moments <br />missing em <br />the last time i watched soccer with you is 1 yrs 1mths+ ago <br />at that time we havent get together and we were drinking and chilling <br />i was lying on you comfortably <br />talking about solving the reason why i didnt accept you yet <br />as clara was my greatest reason at that time :) <br />we sit down chit chat <br />watched you play blast monkey <br />and i love the hugs :) <br />the menu was interesting <br />but i still love snowball most! <br />egg yolk + sprite + liquor <br />while yours was strawberry magarita ice blend <br />the ice kept melting that you couldnt stand XD <br />feel like trying moet but sadly, not rich enough :x <br />though one bottle is only $140 there... <br />loving his company with me &lt;3 decide to go home after that walked to esplanade mrt wanted to rush into the train and reach the door alr the door closed nearly kena kiap! then we will be thinking of final destination XD chatted about san guo yan yi super curious about how diao can look like who will be her rebirth hmmm... <span style="font-weight: bold;">last stop for the day: HOME SWEET HOME!!</span> <br />got home and bathed <br />suppose to watch show together but he went to sleep first :( <br />suppose to wake him up but dose off <br />slept with the lights on :/ <br />but sweet enough to be home together <br />im not alone :) <br /> <br />woke up for driving and its raining heavily!! <br />called steven and he said its ok <br />so i cabbed down <br />while he is sleeping comfortably..zzz <br />learnt how to drive today <br />so damn happy! <br />i know how to make use of the clutch and the break and accelerator <br />accelerator is so sensitive! <br />only a small bit will move so much!! <br />though my gear remained at neutral and 1 and 2 but contented :D <br />bus home after that and the bus took so long to come! <br />bought ingredients to cook for love <br />cooked mee pok <br />he loves it :D <br />so happy!! <br />but the noodle is not good enough :/ <br />the mushroom isnt marinated long enough <br />as i didnt cook it... <br />i only soaked it :x <br />he finished it fast! :D <br />he says its very nice! <br />very happy to hear that! <br />after eating we watched movie and nap awhile <br />have a great time with him <br />with him around, im very happy <br />thats why he is my love love :) <br />but sadly, he gotta go off early <br />super hating her :x <br />but what to do? i cant do anything.zzz <br />i could only wait... <br />because the person is you <br />with you around, the surrounding isnt that important afterall <br />all i need is you <br />here are the photos! <br /> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0597.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0597.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />what i wore :) <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0598.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0598.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />my favourite photo <3 <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0599.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0599.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0600.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0600.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />in the cinema <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0601.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0601.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />FD5 !! <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0602.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0602.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />mine <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0603.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0603.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />love's <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0604.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0604.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0606.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0606.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0607.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0607.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0608.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0608.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />on our way to esplande... <br />how i wish i could upload these into fb :/ <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0609.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0609.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />in harry's. the lighting not good :( <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0611.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0611.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />strawberry magarita ice blend &amp; snowball <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0612.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0612.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />the little boy who loves sleeping on my lap :) <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0613.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0613.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0614.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0614.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0617.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0617.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0619.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0619.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0620.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0620.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0621.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0621.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0622.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/weixian%20and%20i/IMAG0622.jpg" alt="Photobucket" border="0" /></a> <br />CAMWHORE!! <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i know its selfish for me to request you not to contact her but thanks for trying your best to not listen to me :) <br />i appreciate you for coming <br />i really enjoyed it alot! <br />its been so long since we had sucha happy time dating <br />i love dating with you <br />you just love making me smile <br />i realise that now you actually try to make decisions when i couldnt decide <br />because of you, i love my day <br />3 words 8 letters for you :) <br />(* its not if**kyou) <br />im so awaiting for your reply now :/ <br />but waiting for your reply is minor <br />waiting for her to leave you is major <br />hopefully when she leave you, she really leave you <br />haiz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8082039005625571341?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-6026128522696725392011-08-25T23:48:00.003+08:002011-08-25T23:58:49.093+08:00today woke up early to meet yolanda and nelson <br />nelson is so late!! wahahah!! <br />ate big breafast and chit chat instead of studying!! <br />omg! heng not actual!! <br />went to school and did test <br />sucks badly!! <br />went home to change then go leisure park <br />YOLANDA DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE TRAIN!! SHE SO DAMN CUTE!! :D <br />ate pastamania and studied there <br />went to starbucks and bought caramel machiatto!! <br />its so damn shiok!! love the taste <br />its coffee + caramel! <br />so sweetly my taste! loving caramel badly :) <br />got high on caramel! <br />chit chat and went home <br />gotta wake up early to give nelson wake up call and study!! <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">3 words, 8 letters! <br />and im so excited for tomorrow <br />im so looking forward to it :) <br />3 words, 8 letters <br />hope tomorrow is the best day :s</span> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-pEngge2fVRo/TlZw8EJSXSI/AAAAAAAAAFM/heXOSfeN_Qg/s1600/36765_445279585428_585210428_6469980_411127_n.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-pEngge2fVRo/TlZw8EJSXSI/AAAAAAAAAFM/heXOSfeN_Qg/s320/36765_445279585428_585210428_6469980_411127_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5644823360162651426" border="0" /></a> <br />the day we first kissed with feelings :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-602612852269672539?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-44647528872209853082011-08-24T22:53:00.003+08:002011-08-24T23:17:29.837+08:00today morning wasnt that good <br />wanted to wake up early but too tired <br />wanna cab to school but end up the cab rejected me and took another customer <br />got down the bus an ah ma keep blocking my way <br />at night buy 4D left one number i strike alr..zzz <br />sian ttm <br />stayed in school and in the end went to do phase test <br />abit screwed up but manage to survive!! <br />wanna study but got engross by label stuff by yolanda <br />LV wallet gucci belt im waiting for you!!! :D <br />got home and rot <br />texting you whole day is the best thing today :) <br />oh ya, BOOK TICKETS FOR FINAL DESTINATION 5 ALREADY!! <br />cant wait to watch with you :) <br />couple seats though XD <br />so awaiting for friday :) <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">im so gonna admit, im really scared <br />i fear so badly! <br />i fear you will leave me for her <br />i fear that no matter how long i wait, you wont come back to me <br />i fear she will become more important than me <br />i can never think of if you leave me for her, how would i be <br />i know its wrong for me to treat you like a boyfriend <br />but the misses and how much i love you can only be shown by the hugs and kisses i give you <br />only you have the smell and the feeling i love most <br />because thats you... <br />afterall, the one who ends up hurt most is me <br />but you will hurt badly too <br />coz the one who hurts another doesnt have the rights to complain that their hurt <br />but fear doesnt stop coming to me <br />and i know i should stop assuming things <br />im happy to hear that im important to you <br />the msg today really did cheer me up badly <br />im so happy im not the only one looking forward to friday :) <br />i wonder how you feel after reading my blog today <br />shall wait for the 13 to come then... <br />last yr on this month, we would still be msging and loving and small break up <br />but i remember everytime after we break up, we will cherish each other more <br />like i said this afternoon, a magnet can repel and attract <br />its just a matter of how we change the direction of the magnet <br />3 words 8 letters <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9KyL1npI4xI/TlUVzYACtKI/AAAAAAAAAFE/todIT-xmtQA/s1600/31265_430257695428_585210428_6045638_3540710_n.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9KyL1npI4xI/TlUVzYACtKI/AAAAAAAAAFE/todIT-xmtQA/s320/31265_430257695428_585210428_6045638_3540710_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5644441680338924706" border="0" /></a> <br />the first time we hug to sleep but it was when i was dead drunk! <br /> <br />(today, we have convert the word sorry into HUGS!!) <br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4464752887220985308?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-13015141868036913992011-08-23T21:25:00.006+08:002011-08-23T21:42:09.239+08:00today woke up but reach school late <br />joke!!! <br />went to make my debit card :D <br />but i got t 2 days and it got swiped twice and now it got its flaws :/ <br />went to class to finish sv notes <br />after that go eat the practice sv <br />had to leave early coz of ttsh appt <br />should have wear contact lense coz she expects me to take out my specs to do some check up <br />she took my blood pressure and its slightly low.. <br />adviced to drink more water <br />LOLS! <br />so im waiting for MRI scan on 14 sep and see her on 27 sep <br />temporarily void from running 2.4 with her help :D <br />but i fear he die die wanna find prob with me as he is doing so now... <br />forgot to take my mc from latha :/ <br />sian.good luck in seeing tmw <br />bought subway for dinner <br />super full! <br />subway plus mushroom soup <br />so full <br />dose off!! <br />too tired <br />but now im super awake <br />can try studying later alr! <br />but too lazy <br />my studies is hopeless <br />then next week it fair <br />I WANNA WORK FOR THE MONEY! <br />but exams is such an ass! <br />though it started early this yr compared to last yr... <br />coz last yr at this time, i would be in his house spending time with him.. <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">scared to disturb till you today <br />trying to be there for you everytime <br />but i feel like i seem to fail so :/ <br />i miss you so badly <br />hoping so badly that youre beside me now <br />for you, i wont mind sacrifice alot <br />just for you to be happy <br />because i love you <br />though i know its damn wrong now... <br />afterall... <br />i scared friday would screw up like seriously :/ <br />damn scared! <br />i really do fear it ends unhappily <br />coz i want us to be happy on friday <br />i want us to have the best time after the break up <br />hope i works out :) <br />but i only hate it that school screw it up by starting late :/ <br /></span> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WM3fhy7X3Gg/TlOtpdPEbCI/AAAAAAAAAE8/KcJqOsHNowE/s1600/31265_430257280428_585210428_6045588_574624_n.jpg"><img style="float: left; margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WM3fhy7X3Gg/TlOtpdPEbCI/AAAAAAAAAE8/KcJqOsHNowE/s320/31265_430257280428_585210428_6045588_574624_n.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5644045685759437858" border="0" /></a>this is a photo taken on my birthday in 2010 and many people agreed that we look alike in this photo :) <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1301514186803691399?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-72448113017691518482011-08-22T22:02:00.002+08:002011-08-22T22:15:28.116+08:00today feels like an ah nua... <br />i feel so damn lazy!!! <br />shared cab with yolanda to school <br />did sv lab.manage to complete <br />but havent memorize the steps though :/ <br />chit chatted in theory class as there wasnt any lesson <br />laughed badly over the conversation <br />gosh!!! <br />went home after that <br />cooked chicken soup <br />feels so damn full <br />starting to hate the feeling <br />after so long <br />im having 2 meals today! <br />i doubt its a good thing for me <br />coz its equivalent to me gaining back my 3 kg D: <br />im trying to slim down in the stupidest way which wont work <br />good luck to myself! <br />wanted to book tickets today but FD5 is not avail for booking yet... <br />shall book it on thurs :) <br />so excited for friday's outing <br />though school screw it up :/ <br />sianzzzzzzz <br />hoping for more time with him but seems like its rather impossible :/ <br />shall treasure my friday <br />hopefully it turn out right.. :) <br />saturday im gonna learn driving!! YAY!!! <br />havent have any idea how does it feels like :/ <br />nervous! <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">every single little thing you say makes me mind more and more <br />ive turn to someone so timid <br />i fear about this and that <br />but im sure im gonna hold on to you <br />despite knowing how will it be if its a bad ending but i chose to hold on <br />loving you is unstoppable <br />although the ring doesnt feel like it exist on my hand anymore <br />but im still wearing it <br />like i said, the day i take out this ring is the day im gonna let you go <br />i use to take it out when im putting on my moisturizer <br />but now i dont <br />i couldnt bear to take it out <br />i know the risk, i know what will it be like if it turns out ugly <br />but im holding on <br />i know its stupid of me but i did it because <span style="font-weight: bold;">i love you<span style="font-weight: bold;"> <br /></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7244811301769151848?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-70168729776452273312011-08-22T00:24:00.004+08:002011-08-22T00:37:50.137+08:00woke up for work <br />tiring as usual <br />but fun :D <br />laughed like mad!! <br />went to lunch alone as usual... <br />i had PEPPER LUNCH!! <br />i want more... <br />but im more looking forward to astons prime <br />*drools!* <br />after lunch went to buy drinks <br />im sooo fickle minded! <br />wanted to buy fruit juice <br />in the end saw 100 plus <br />i went to put back the fruit juice and bought 100plus <br />wee~! <br />went back to work and joke around <br />yay~! i get to text you the whole day :D <br />went home after work... <br />luckily got strength to stand so long XD <br />reach home upload photos and do report...zzz <br />wanna talk on the phone so badly~ <br />tummy ache problem today <br />so painful :C <br />isit coz i havent shit for a long time? XD <br />maybe... <br />*unhealthy!* <br />just completed the whole report... <br />hope it is good enough? :/ <br />got school tomorrow!! <br />but im counting down! <br />cant wait for friday's arrival :) <br /> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vbIsC2fOW-U/TlEzQkPY1sI/AAAAAAAAAE0/To5FizTWnNE/s1600/15708_427857090428_585210428_5994083_5288219_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vbIsC2fOW-U/TlEzQkPY1sI/AAAAAAAAAE0/To5FizTWnNE/s320/15708_427857090428_585210428_5994083_5288219_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5643348167771084482" /></a> <br />my favourite photo :) <br />i love you~ <br /> <br /><span style="font-style:italic;">i feel like a third party <br />fear just couldnt stay away from me with her existence <br />but patience is the key <br />all i do is for you... <br />i dont mean to wanna end us but yet i fly back to you like... <br />all i need is you</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7016872977645227331?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-80827891236098394702011-08-20T21:58:00.002+08:002011-08-20T22:00:14.149+08:00<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Qd67vv0Vh04" allowfullscreen="" width="320" frameborder="0" height="245"></iframe> <br /> <br />黑暗中的我们都没有说话 <br />你只想回家 <br />不想你回家 <br />寂寞深的像海太让人害怕 <br />温柔你的手 <br />轻轻揉着我的发 <br />你的眉眼说 <br />你好渴望我拥抱 <br />你身体却在拼命逃 <br />但欲望在燃烧 <br />你爱我还是他 <br />是不是真的他要比我好 <br />你为谁在挣扎 <br />爱我还是他 <br />就说出你想说的真心话 <br />你到底要跟我还是他 <br />爱爱爱...... <br />这是不是命运对我的惩罚 <br />爱你也没办法 <br />恨你也没办法 <br />陷在这个漩涡只想挣脱它 <br />拉住你的手 <br />却让我也被拖下 <br />你的眉眼说 <br />你不渴望我拥抱 <br />每当爱变成了煎熬 <br />你就开始要逃 <br />你爱我还是他 <br />是不是我可以做他的好 <br />你不再挣扎 <br />爱我还是他 <br />我宁愿听到残忍的回答 <br />也不要再被耍 <br />你爱我还是他 <br />我为你找了一百个理由 <br />我就是那么傻 <br />爱我还是他 <br />是否沉默代替你的回答 <br />我应该明白吗 <br />爱我是他 噢 <br />你都已看不到我们的好 <br />我还会心牵挂 <br />你爱我还是他 <br />是否沉默就是你的回答 <br />我们都别挣扎 <br />去爱他 <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8082789123609839470?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-41768750029104335172011-08-20T20:47:00.004+08:002011-08-20T20:55:08.981+08:00today woke up having mixed feeling <br />ate abit and tidy my whole damn room today <br />so damn dusty <br />this explains why his eczema will work up in my house.. <br />LOLS!! <br />rush to parkway to take the evo <br />bought my shampoo and this thing for the essential oil and home! <br />still gotta pack up some of mt stuff :/ <br />2 puo pi on my hand for cleaning up <br />hate the cupboard for banging my hand :( <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">i know the way im talking to you is cold <br />but decisions have been made <br />you chose to not decide so i do it for you <br />and you sound like you have agreed to this decision of having her <br />so i shall respect that <br />though i hope you could come back... <br />but chances are damn low <br />you just never think about how i feel waiting for you <br />the fact that its so torturing <br />seeing both of you so loving <br />it just makes me... <br />since ytd, words are never easily expressed anymore <br />i can never finish my sentence anymore <br />it feels so torturing right now... <br />i should not have answered the call just now :'( <br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4176875002910433517?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-90412369153329824392011-08-19T22:06:00.002+08:002011-08-19T22:07:45.438+08:00<span style="font-style: italic;">i believe so, you 2 will patch <br />because you have no idea how important is she to you anymore... <br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-9041236915332982439?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-14232501849132947692011-08-19T21:07:00.003+08:002011-08-19T21:17:11.457+08:00last night's rebel wasnt that good <br />my attitude isnt that bad afterall <br />went to catch a breathe of fresh air to calm myself before i go back in <br />sorry to keep val worry :/ <br />but overall had fun :) <br />today didnt do much <br />after so long, i cooked at home... <br />went for evo 3d training and homely! <br />weather today so hot!! <br /> <br /><span style="font-style: italic;">im happy we meet ytd :) <br />just wanna let you know, youre not a failure <br />things happen and its not what you wanted <br />as you didnt want things to happen that way too <br />i wanna be there for you badly <br />i wanna call you so badly but i fear its the wrong timing... <br />i may not know whats going on but i hope you can tell me <br />dont care whether im a friend or someone who loves you <br />just know i will always be there for you if you need me <br />im willing to be your listening ear <br />im willing to be someone who is there for you always <br />im willing to be the one you will look up to <br />just hope that you know <br />i care for you! <br />dont push me away... <br /> <br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1423250184913294769?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-72503786378689265802011-08-18T19:22:00.002+08:002011-08-18T19:26:26.374+08:00today got phastest <br />3 test in 2 days...nice(Y) <br />phasetest was ok <br />hopefully no fail :/ <br />rebel tonight <br />having been clubbing <br />no interest though <br />but because youre going <br />and i want you to go.. <br />shall wait and see tonight :) <br />will be back!! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7250378637868926580?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-32436665115655002722011-08-17T20:53:00.007+08:002011-08-17T21:23:33.414+08:00<iframe width="480" height="269" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/nQY4dIxY1H4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe> <br /> <br />Anywhere you are, I am near <br />Anywhere you go, I' ll be there <br />Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see <br />How every single promise I keep <br />Cuz what kind of guy would I be <br />If I was to leave when you need me most <br />What are words <br />If you really don't mean them <br />When you say them <br />What are words <br />If they' re only for good times <br />Then they don't <br />When it's love <br />Yeah, you say them out loud <br />Those words, They never go away <br />They live on, even when we're gone <br />And I know an angel was sent just for me <br />And I know I' m meant to be where I am <br />And I' m gonna be <br />Standing right beside her tonight <br />And I'm gonna be here by your side <br />I would never leave when she needs me most <br />What are words <br />If you really don't mean them <br />When you say them <br />What are words <br />If they' re only for good times <br />Then they don' t <br />When it' s love <br />Yeah, you say them out loud <br />Those words, They never go away <br />They live on, even when we' re gone <br />Anywhere you are, I am near <br />Anywhere you go, I' ll be there <br />And i'm gonna be here forever more <br />How every single promise I keep <br />Cuz what kind of guy would I be <br />If I was to leave when you need me most <br />I'm forever keeping my angel lord<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3243666511565500272?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-68882162612773663502011-08-17T18:24:00.001+08:002011-08-17T18:25:25.547+08:00today was a super nervous day<br />im having my btt today!<br />woke up early to study<br />left house early and cabbed $.$<br />very scared to be late thats why :s<br />reached there and read through the book<br />walk with a super cold hands<br />but after being so so nervous, i pass! :D<br />47/50 ^.^<br />youre first i shared the joy with<br />after that got my pdl and book for my ftt<br />dont know when will i be calling the instructor :/<br />went to school and rot<br />after theory i gotta go for sugan's phase test<br />its easy for winCVS but not got the report thing<br />dont even know a single thing about it<br />but i dont look forward to my gpa alr<br />poly wont be going anywhere near me...<br />finally got home<br />and now blogging<br /><br /><i>everyday, i always go to your facebook and twitter and blog to see whats going on</i><br /><i>sometimes i feel confident in us because i believe in you&nbsp;</i><br /><i>but sometimes, it just seems to tumble down so easily</i><br /><i>i trust you but i dont trust myself</i><br /><i>even my firefox is telling me im visiting you alot</i><br /><i>this is the evidence and its below</i><br /><i>i know where i stand</i><br /><i>i cant do much anymore other than to be there for you</i><br /><i>day by day, i worry about you</i><br /><i>day by day, i wonder what are you thinking now</i><br /><i>im sucha failure.. LOLS!&nbsp;</i> <br />will look forward to cooking for you tomorrow :)<br />i cant wait to see you! coz i miss you badly...<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--AK8d32Qufs/TkuT-5GmhJI/AAAAAAAAAEo/hXh9tWnJWSI/s1600/most+visited.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="222" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--AK8d32Qufs/TkuT-5GmhJI/AAAAAAAAAEo/hXh9tWnJWSI/s400/most+visited.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6888216261277366350?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-78107728874561070292011-08-16T20:26:00.000+08:002011-08-16T20:26:03.965+08:00today didnt really do much but depressing enough<br />woke up to study for e-trial<br />try working hard and felt tired so went back to slp<br />woke up to slowly prepare<br />left house<br />so scared that i wld be late!<br />but this one doesnt have the 15 mins thing so i just stepped in the moment i reach<br />and i got into the wrong session!<br />so malu...<br />then i prepared for e-trial<br />first time i got 80%<br />second time i got 82%<br />so depressing<br />now i scared to fail tomorrow<br />went home after that...<br />hopefully i can pass tmw...<br /><br /><i>today i msged you, you didnt reply...</i><br /><i>maybe because youre playing tiny wings?</i><br /><i>maybe because she is beside you?</i><br /><i>i dont know</i><br /><i>but i kept checking my phone to see if there is any reply</i><br /><i>everyday,the reason why i will check my phone for anymore msg is because of you</i><br /><i>i yearn for your msg</i><br /><i>but its ok if you didnt reply anyway</i><br /><i>i know where i stand</i><br /><i>now all i can do is to hope</i><br /><i>because i failed in e-trial,i was hoping to get a hug from you for comfort</i><br /><i>but all i can do is wait for the day to come</i><br /><i>the day when you can hug me</i><br /><i>now,whatever i do, i could only hope and wish for it</i><br /><i>coz whatever i want now is all near to being impossible</i><br /><i>now, without you, i realize i wont really wanna go out with anyone</i><br /><i>if youre there, i will sure wanna come</i><br /><i>but without you, i wld only consider...</i><br /><i>now, i only hope to go out on a movie alone with you and have astons prime</i><br /><i>but i could only hope</i><br /><i>things have turn so impossible right now</i><br /><i>i really do feel im slowly drifting far far away from you</i><br /><i>now, i shall say out some things that i would change:</i><br /><ol><li><i>only go to club when youre around, if not i will stay at home at night or get something else to do</i></li> <li><i>stop being so vulgar, whenever i wanna scold something and i say it out, i will slap my mouth (val saw and she is so not use to it)</i></li> <li><i>try not to defend back when people say me, if they say it, i will maybe smile sarcastically? o.O no idea what to show em yet :/</i></li> <li><i>not sit with my legs open. now, whenever im in the train or bus, i will sit properly..</i></li> <li><i>not harm myself, i already promised you and i promise not to break this promise at all </i></li> <li>trying hard to not show any attitude, if i do, i will apologize&nbsp;</li> <li>not say words will so chor lor like, i feed you my shoe or feed em anything else&nbsp;</li> <li>try not to be violent by hitting people&nbsp;</li> </ol>all of the above, im still in the process but i believe i will succeed :) its for me and mostly for you too! i will JIAYOU!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7810772887456107029?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-51460339923070873522011-08-15T22:21:00.002+08:002011-08-15T22:24:51.881+08:00today, i read you blog again :)<br />hoping for updates but even if there is, it wouldnt be for me anymore...<br />i shall reminiscense( i dont know how to spell ) :x<br /><br />on<u><b> 29 march 2010 post</b></u> (my words for you) :<br /><i>youre not a failure as a son, you tried your best</i><br /><i>youre so much better than him!</i><br /><i>at least you try your best :)</i><br /><i>you have already proven you can commit long isnt it? :)</i><br /><i>because when youre with me, your heart is always with me</i><br /><i>it didnt fly to other places isnt it? :)</i><br /><i>you may have expect a few things in rs but so do i</i><br /><i>you did change when it didnt go your way but you change for the better</i><br /><i>you change into someone who cares for me more and more during our 11mth+</i><br /><i>no one is perfect!</i><br /><br />on <b><u>11 april 2010</u></b><u><i> </i></u>(my words to you) :<br /><br /><i><b>"whats over will be over, what for i think about it.<br />whatever thats yours, it will be yours.<br />it wouldn't run away.<br />even if it ran away, one day, it will still come back."</b></i><br /><br /><i>i believe in this too,so i hope...&nbsp;</i><br /><br /><b><u>april 2010:</u></b><br />this is the month that i made friends with you :D<br />we had fun in De'Suite<br />and we started talking not long later<br />all thanks to facebook :)<br />you gave me your number and we started chatting 24/7 :)<br />it was nice chatting with you<br />i was a pillar for you when you needed me that time<br />and we love hotcakes at that time!<br />when i have hotcakes,i would brag to you<br />and you will normally have it before you go for your probation stuff :)<br />you had fun in De'Suite coz you get to lc like mad with belle mah ;)<br /><br /><b><u>8 may 2010:</u></b><br /><br /><b><i>ps : my tongue hurts</i></b><br /><i><br /></i><br /><i>all thanks to Miss Christabelle.hehe!</i><br /><i>it made me laugh like mad that time XD</i><br /><i> but i was shock by her action too!</i><br /><i><br /></i><br /><u><b>14 may 2010:</b></u><br />haha! it was my birthday<br />i wanted to donate my blood so badly, THEY DIDNT EVEN ALLOW ME THOUGH IM JUST 1 DAY BEFORE TURNING 18!!<br />wanted to go for dance but got psychoed to stay!<br />at chalet,we had so much fun<br />spent a long time making water bomb and splashing water at each other<br />causing the floor to be flooded by water<br />and next, everyone threw water bombs at me<br />due to it finished fast, they filled the plastic bag with water and pour it all over my body!! gosh!<br />so cold! whole body soaking wet!<br />walking around on made me drip water!<br />heng they never carry me to swimming pool XD<br />at night,i was drunk badly!<br />slept like a super dead log!<br />colgate, pepper, aluminium foil are damn annoying!<br />but because of the people around, i had great fun !<br />other than the major hangover!<br />but im truly thankful, youre there :)<br /><b><u><br /></u></b><br /><b><u>25 may 2010:</u></b><br /><br /><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">"23rd:</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">watch the last song with my beloved sis.</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">quite an okay show.</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">from there, i can see the importance of treasuring love ones.</span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">but the contradicting fact is that i don't really treasure until i lost it."</span></span></b></i> </div><br /><i>your beloved sis, which is ME! , at that time</i><br /><i>we watched the last song coz i wanted to watch it badly!</i><br /><i>so you accompany me to vivo to talk</i><br /><i>we enjoyed the seaview</i><br /><i>bought face shop nail polish ( you chose the color for me )</i><br /><i>and visited my friend's workplace</i><br /><i>it was a great time spent with you</i><br /><i>its the second time we went out one to one!</i><br /><i>i lied on your shoulder with your permission as i cried too!</i><br /><i>and you were there disturbing me about crying over the show</i><br /><i>it was damn sad</i><br /><i>i had the same contradicting fact as you, which is i wont treasure it until i truly lost it..</i><br /><i>it was a great movie to watch :)</i><br /><br /><u><b>may 2010:</b></u><br />i love the times i spent with you in this month<br />we are close and i love spending my time with you<br />you lent me your phone and you used a lousy phone which is worst that that<br />using that phone, we msged alot and talk alot<br />but the phone spoiled after that :/<br />i could only blame LG for delaying my secrets!<br />but may, we went out together for the first time alone to meet people<br />the first time you celebrated my birthday<br />the second time we went out alone<br />i met you in ph but wasnt that close in there<br />(ps, i did thought about dancing with you inside though but it was awkward)<br />i miss those times!!<br /><br /><u><b>29 june 2010:</b></u><br /><i>oooohhh~~!!! so it was that day when we started happening!</i><br /><i>but without the korean matured lady</i><br /><i>we wouldnt have come this far too!</i><br /><i>its so interesting</i><br /><i>but i had fun</i><br /><i>especially with the company of you</i><br /><i>it feels great to be loved by you!</i><br /><i>but its really damn sweet when you blogged because i asked you to</i><br /><i>i remember feeling super happy when i read it</i><br /><i>and we sms-ed and talk on the phone :)</i><br /><i>im lovin' it~</i><br /><br /><u><b>june 2010:&nbsp;</b></u><br />this month, we officially went powerhouse together<br />we had fun!<br />come to think of it, in june, whenever we go out as a clique<br />i will always be following you...<br />as long as youre there, i will also be there<br />and june 2010, its the month when you realise you start to fall for me<br />though its a rough patch for me as my friend died<br />but you are there to comfort me<br />as the sight of your new hair made me laugh laugh laugh :D<br />coz its very toot<br />but its all thanks to your PO that caused that hair of your :) <br /><br /><u><b>6 july:</b></u><br /><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i><b>"SLKMOYY<br />AJKBKLNL<br />NOGUDYF<br />DKJNIUT7<br />RLASDJID<br />AJKBUHY<br />WJKBHJK<br />IHGDHGK<br />LHGDHDH<br />LIIYGUTSJ<br />YOUFSRG<br />BELHKLU<br />MYFDHJG<br />GERTAUJ<br />FKLJOIY"</b></i> </div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>do you remember this? the sweetest thing! when i first saw it, i only read it horizontally. i thought you were scold me some bad word or something.. until i read it vertically. but i chose to act blur. until you asked me persoanally :) i was very happy and shy at that moment :) i love it alot. if you post me that again now, i wouldnt hesitate to say YES I WILL! but... </i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>18 july 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><b><i>if there's a chance to re-wind into the past, would you know me again?</i></b></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>if you ask me this again, i would sure say I WOULD LOVE TO!!</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>july 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">this is the month when we first time quarrel because i gave you attitude for no reason...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">the first time we hug and hold hands and kiss infront of people</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">at science centre, i remember us wanting the word, forever</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">will it happen? i really hope it does, not only as friend but especially with...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">its the first time i watched soccer with you too, lying on you and chit chatted because at that point of time, i mind about your feelings for clara</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i didnt really believe that you have totally let go of her</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but you eventually waited for me..</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">as it was for 1month +</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you never fail to accompany me all the time</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">when you need warm, till this day, i will sure wanna give it to you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">because...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">it was the first time we called each other names</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">we started off as bee because bee is attracted to honeys which is sweet</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i wanted us to be sweet too! and i always say this to you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">youre so sweet! later i have go dialysis how?&nbsp;</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and your answers will also never fail to be so sweet :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">its also the first time i stayed over at your house...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and we would hug each other to sleep to keep each other warm..</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">this month gave me the sweet memories although we werent together yet.. :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">its the first time you are sick and i bought porridge for you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you said it was too salty as i dont really like salty</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but when we are kissing, i said your mouth tasty salty</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you answered, i thought you dont like salty?</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and i replied, bo bian, youre wei xian(salty) mah</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and for the first time, i rejected you because of a quarrel which i felt it was abit big at that time...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">which made me devastated after that :(</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i got you back but you werent the guy who wooed me before that</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">the guy who wooed me was sweet and i felt warm when im with him</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but after we got together, you werent the guy anymore</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">had been searching for him but instead of him coming back,</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">a better man came</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">because he is the man who loved me whole heartedly</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you didnt blog for august but im just gonna say...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">on august 13, im <b>OFFICIALLY YOURS!&nbsp; </b></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">though i rejected you but we</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">tada~ we are together :)&nbsp;</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i felt happy that we are together!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">im proud to call myself <b>SANDRA TAN WEIXIAN!</b></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b><br /></b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>september 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">yes, i broke up with you</div>because you didnt care about how much i mind about wanxuan<br />you continued treating her so well though you know she have fallen for you<br /><div style="font-family: inherit;">but for me, you turn her down</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you chose me :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">youre the reason why i know whats love</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">only when you feel it, you will know it...</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">on this month, you went to army&nbsp;</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and i waited 3 weeks just for you to come back :) </div><div style="font-family: inherit;">everyday i blogged and post on your wall, waiting for you to come back</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">because, i miss you badly</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">october 2010 you have been too busy to blog so you didnt</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">it was your first book out and i was so damn happy so see you!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i miss those hugs kisses and hands and arms that hold me</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i went to pick you up</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">heng your phone batt manage to last!! </div><div style="font-family: inherit;">we went to zouk with your camp mates which is leon, roshan and many other people</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i got drunk in valvet and caused a nuisance to you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">sorry about that :/</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but thanks for taking care of me :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">every weekend is the day im looking forward to it..</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i never fail to pick you up and follow you home and stay over for the weekends :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and weekends if no activities, we would rot our ass at home with food!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>november 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">for the first time, i celebrated your birthday with you and your friends :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">we had waraku</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and i couldnt finish my food</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but you finish up for me :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i love spending my time with you!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and its also the first and only time i go v4</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">though i didnt really enjoy my time there coz of pg friends but im there because of you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">youre the reason why i will go out</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">without you, i may not wanna move my butt</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">my weekends are already fixed for you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and we went ph to celebrate your birthday</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">we drank and we hugged but we didnt dance :/</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">overall to say, i love spending my time with you!!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but in the end we broke up..zzz</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i forgot why! :x OMG!!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but i remember after we broke up i went to club with weikiat cherylene they all at zouk and you weren't happy about it :x</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>December 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">we got back together&nbsp;</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">afterall, we really do love each other</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">youre very important to me too</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but now, i could only watch you from afar</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">anyway, i still spent my weekend with you and we had fun</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">other than the festivals</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">quarreled on christmas in toxic bar coz you kept throwing me one person alone :(</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">quarreled on new year coz i sit on ron's bike and we took too long coz we lost our way and we didnt answer your call so you got worried and stuff :/</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but its already over but its the first time i spend it with a boyfriend!!&nbsp;</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">im happy that on such festive season, im with someone special :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and im happy you love my company :D</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">although i may have sleepless nights but they are worth it because of you :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">for a smile, a laughter, a happiness, it doesnt matter whether i cab alot or not! :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>january 2010:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;">baby POP lo!!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">it means he doesnt have to make his way to pasir ris anymore</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i rmb while he was having his road march, he was having sore throat and he called me</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i couldnt recognise his voice as his phone was low batt</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">so he called me and talk to me</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i kept asking who are you</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">i find it so embarassing and funny coz i couldnt even recognise your voice like omg!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but i could see you couldnt bear them</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">afterall, you guys been through so much nonsense together like waking up in the middle of the night to disturb other people and also do nonsense stuff like at night no alcohol to drink so you all tah water</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">causing you people to at night cannot on light then needa walk alone in the dark</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but its sweet that everynight you will call me</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but because of tekong, your hong kong leg!!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and you had to wash your clothes alone so i had to stay in the room alone first</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but yet i couldnt help you with your clothes much coz its too stinky for me to tolerate</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">you could even ask me to not kiss you coz you havent brush teeth for 4 days!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and its sad that the moment you wear your uniform, i cant hug or kiss you or even hold your hands!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">everytime we had to secretly give bye bye kiss to not get caught</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">gosh! so secretive!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">but i had fun with you :)</div><div style="font-family: inherit;">and because of tekong, you got BO but heng now no more!</div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b><br /></b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><b>13 january 2011:</b></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i><b>"today is a relatively special day for me.<br />maybe no celebration or what.<br />but, i still feels happy that this day came.<br />because whenever 13th of each month strikes, it tells me that me and you have been going through together&nbsp;for another month of our life.<br />today marks the 5th month.<br />happy 5th baby!<br /><br /><br /><br />anyway, please do not think so much about what i've said.<br />please do not feel uncomfortable.<br />i realise, i always think and not do, thats why things get messy.<br />someone told me this...<br />*someone : do you love her ?<br />*me : yes<br />*someone : just stay together and slowly make it work<br /><br />from that on, i realise i've been acting as if i'm pms-ing.<br />think too much, telling you stuff that hurts you.<br />i would like to say, baby, i love you.<br />lets slowly make this work alright? :)<br /><br /><br /><br />ps : i wonder when you will see this. lol"</b></i> </div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><br /></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>ive been seeing this so much for the pass few months because you never blog!</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>i find it damn sweet</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>till now after reading it, i would love to say it back to you</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>baby, i love you too!!</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>but i cant..</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>you dont have to feel bad about what you say</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>its normal as you have kept it inside you for damn long</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>your blurt it out because you couldnt tolerate it anymore...</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>i wont blame you and will never blame you because im to blame for what causes it...</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>on the 13th, it will always be a special day to me...</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><i>its a day i will always remember</i></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><i><b><br /></b></i></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"><u><i><b>no more post available anymore...</b></i></u></div><div style="font-family: inherit;"></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: verdana,arial;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5146033992307087352?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-8562717423472560602011-08-15T02:45:00.000+08:002011-08-15T02:45:31.996+08:0013 august,a very important and special day for me<br />the day me and you begin walk hand in hand together<br />the day we became <u><i><b>Sandra Tan Wei Xian</b></i></u> <br />after going through so much,we had no choice but to end for certian reasons<br />but it will always be remembered by me, <u><b>Sandra Tan Li Cheng</b></u><br />i,<u><b>Sandra Tan Li Cheng</b></u>, will never forget you, <u><b>Tan Wei Xian</b></u><br />i will always remember the times we had<br />the moments we shared<br />the time when we are there for each other<br />the memories that is captured<br />the memories that belongs to only you and me<br />i will always remember the times you brought me up when i was down<br />you made me perfect and no one will make me feel so like how you do<br />but i was too dumb to willing to let you go out of anger<br />i was too dumb to not be cherishing you<br />i was too dumb to have let you out of my arms<br />up till now, day by day, i never fail to miss you<br />you are the best and will always be<br />i will miss the <i><b>hugs</b></i>, the <i><b>kisses</b></i>, the <i><b>times we are together</b></i>, the<i><b> happiness we had</b></i>, the <i><b>quarrels we had</b></i> and the<i><b> moments we share</b></i><br />for what ever shit that happens today, im to blame<br /><u><b>im sorry</b></u> to have make you tolerate the bad temper that i have<br />from now on, i will try my very best to control<br />but do know that, its only for the sake of <u><b>YOU</b></u><br />the love that i have <i>never stop</i> for 1 year + and still going on<br />i indeed am fortunate that for me, you sacrifice alot!<br />you treat me well, treat me to the best places and all that i could have<br />but i have done wrong by letting you go<br /><u>the smile, the hug, the kisses, the arms, the hands,</u> it all doesnt belong to only me anymore<br />now, im the obsessive and possesive one<br />but i know i couldnt be selfish<br />i just hope you know, <b style="color: red;">my heart will never stop beating for you...</b><br />there will always be a room and a space for you to stay in my heart<br />and if you ever step in again, i will sure close the door hard till its stuck, lock the doors tight, take the key and throw it into the volcano lava or the atlantic ocean or break the keys into pieces so that you will never ever be able to run away from me anymore<br />no matter how much we quarrel, i will never initiate to leave you anymore<br />i will always bring an eraser around me to erase away whatever bad shits that happen between us for us to be happily together<br />chances are created by each other<br />i believe if we are really meant to be, you will come back to me<br />i will always welcome you back in open arms and open door<br /><div style="color: red;"><u><b>i believe in my love for you</b></u> </div><br />now, i shall begin our memory lane and in the morning what have happened...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><b><u>in the morning</u></b> </div><div style="text-align: center;">i woke up in pain</div><div style="text-align: center;">in my sleep,flashes of both of you went pass me</div><div style="text-align: center;">so badly that i felt fear</div><div style="text-align: center;">im so scared that i couldnt tolerate</div><div style="text-align: center;">i felt so cold that i really hope that you could hug me tightly to let me know youre there..</div><div style="text-align: center;">the moment i close my eyes, flashes never stop going across my mind</div><div style="text-align: center;">i tried to distract myself but i fail</div><div style="text-align: center;">couldnt stand it that i chose to wake up</div><div style="text-align: center;">i could actually feel the heart beat, as if its gonna burst out of my chest</div><div style="text-align: center;">its the mixture of fear and pain that its so torturing</div><div style="text-align: center;">i woke up far too early to begin what i have planned</div><div style="text-align: center;">so i decide to have a change in plan</div><div style="text-align: center;">although i slept late to prepare what i had prepared for you, fear and pain woke me up</div><div style="text-align: center;">i re-wrap the present i had for you as previously it was wrapped by a plain paper</div><div style="text-align: center;">it seems too lok kok so i used a wrapping paper instead</div><div style="text-align: center;">prepared to bathe and i took photos of the process</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>(when you treated me at suki sushi on Valentines Day, you told and taught me to take photos of the up coming food and stuff because it will be captured as the best memories we had as it was my first time celebrating Valentines with a boyfriend)</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0461.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0461.jpg" /></a><br />the present that i have wrapped for you<br />inside includes my "bestfriend", movie tickets we got from M hotel on my birthday, the things you should and shouldnt do, a memory letter for you and<br />a wallet for you<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0463.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0463.jpg" /></a><br />this is the bag that i bought to use for new year<br />it has followed us through a few dates<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0464.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0464.jpg" /></a><br />this is the dress i bought at Bugis when we are out<br />i liked this dress but you prefered the other :/<br />but this dress includes good and bad memory of us<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0465.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0465.jpg" /></a><br />this is what is included in the bag...<br />your towel, your singlet that you lent me<br />and does the paper bag looks familiar?<br />yes! what ever junks i wanna bring to your house, i would use to bring this bag alone with me to stuff all of em in<br />and i shall pass it or even return it to you<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0467.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0467.jpg" /></a><br />this is the eyes that use to cry, watch, look, read and capture the memories we both have for the pass 11 months +<br />although i may have cried alot with this pair of eyes, but it would only be because of you<br />i care so i cry<br />i angry so i cry<br />i mind so i cry<br />im happy so i cry<br />i love thats why i cry<br />this is the source of how i remember everything<br />without it, i will still have my heart to feel though...<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0469.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0469.jpg" /></a><br />this lips, this mouth<br />its use to kiss you<br />use to talk to you<br />use to eat with you<br />use to drink with you<br />but because of this mouth,we ended up like this..<br />i have use this mouth as a gun while words are like bullets and canon<br />we had a war against each other that both of us got hurt<br />at the end of the day, the greatest loser will always be me<br />but now, the lips are for me to kiss you<br />the mouth, its left for me to talk to you, to care for you, to be there for you<br />i really mean what i say!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0470.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0470.jpg" /></a><br />the hands<br />this is the hand i use to harm myself<br />to slap myself<br />to protect your head on our huge fight<br />to hold you when you need me<br />to sayang you when youre sleeping like a baby on my lap<br />to hold your hands as we sleep and go out<br />and to wear the ring that belongs to you and i<br />im thankful because i want this ring, you got it for me<br />this ring is on my finger almost everyday 24/7<br />i wont wanna take it out<br />because taking it out will only hurt myself and it will only tell me...<br />i love this ring!<br />please dont force me to take it out anymore<br />i would beg you for that<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0471.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0471.jpg" /></a><br />the long hair...<br />when i first met you,it wasnt that long at all<br />although i may have trimmed and rebond it<br />but it also grew with us...<br />look at how much it have been with us<br />as we grew, my hair grew too<br />it will be use to tie the hair you like<br />and irritate your eczema( although its not on purpose )<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0472.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0472.jpg" /></a><br />the look on my face<br />it just couldnt smile to the camera...<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0474.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0474.jpg" /></a><br />the necklace you indirectly got me<br />even a bear has a heart for you<br />you got it for me while youre getting your ear stud<br />as you didnt ask for a single cent from me when you paid it<br />so did you give it to me?<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0475.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0475.jpg" /></a><br />the serum and the perfume<br />the serum is bought at jp while youre going DBS while i kpo go in check it out<br />this perfume has been used most of the time as we go out<br />it have followed us in many dates<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0476.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0476.jpg" /></a><br />this is the hoody we both love using most<br />now,it belongs to you<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0477.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0477.jpg" /></a><br />this pair of shoes saved your ears from many of my complains when i wear heels<br />its also one of my fav to wear it out with you :]<br />it shall accompany me to my memory lane<br />as it is also part of my memory<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0478.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0478.jpg" /></a><br />this is a door that you use to enter my home<br />we have also quarreled through the door but also had many hugs and byebye kisses as you leave my house for duty<br />i miss those times...<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0479.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0479.jpg" /></a><br />it was 15 may when you first entered this train station<br />it is also an entrance that you always come from to walk to my house<br />but it might also be a place you wont wanna enter anymore...<br /><br /><b><u><br /></u></b><br /><b><u>lets start traveling</u></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0480.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0480.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">my journey time to Paya Lebar = 3 mins</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0481.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0481.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">my journey time to Boon Lay = 41 mins</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0482.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0482.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">i have finally reached my destination after 44 mins ++</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0483.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0483.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the nasi lemak you love eating</div><div style="text-align: center;">you use to always drop the fish cake</div><div style="text-align: center;">then you start whining about the fish cake coz its too dirty to eat</div><div style="text-align: center;">but you never fail to finish it all the time&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0484.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0484.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">at Old Chang Kee</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0485.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0485.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">although i may not be sure what you like to eat in OCK but i try my best</div><div style="text-align: center;">hope you really do like it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">carrot cake, sotong head, and sotong ball</div><div style="text-align: center;">but im know for sure, you love sotong head the most, especially the many feets the have!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0486.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0486.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">look at the additional good!</div><div style="text-align: center;">your favourite! LEMONADE ICE BLEND W/O PEARL!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i hope you really like the meal alot :]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0487.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0487.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">before i get into the q, i would always check what time will the bus come</div><div style="text-align: center;">hoping it will come faster so i could meet you faster</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0489.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0489.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">hopefully, it wont be a stranger to me in future..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0490.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0490.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">see! 181 has a double decker!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i sat for ard 6 times already!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0491.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0491.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">this is the bus stop we always walk out to take bus</div><div style="text-align: center;">at the table behind, we quarreled there before</div><div style="text-align: center;">that day we quarreled, i accompany you to NUH</div><div style="text-align: center;">and thats the day you had to put drips, injection, and wait till youre bored to death!</div><div style="text-align: center;">while im outside, playing my phone and your itouch till it low batt</div><div style="text-align: center;">i had to walk to the vending machine near the entrance to charge my phone and buy sandwich to eat while waiting for you</div><div style="text-align: center;">the doctor made things seem so serious that you are suppose to be hospitalised but in the end, i became your mum and youre finally able to go my house peacefully :D</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was quite a joke that night...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0492.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0492.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">Gek Poh CC, the first time i played badminton with you guys and the second time i go to your house and made friends with ball ball</div><div style="text-align: center;">we have walk pass many times to go prime market to get groceries</div><div style="text-align: center;">be it cooking or steamboat or hunger</div><div style="text-align: center;">we never fail to walk pass there sweetly</div><div style="text-align: center;">on the way to walking pass there to buy groceries</div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever we cross the road, you will hold my hand tightly to ensure in safe and beside you</div><div style="text-align: center;">i like being protected by you!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0493.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0493.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the place where we always get our food</div><div style="text-align: center;">especially NUTRISOY!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0494.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0494.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">a place where we will buy fishball noodle whenever i feel like eating it</div><div style="text-align: center;">we bought our breakfast there too</div><div style="text-align: center;">but the best was our duck porridge with kuey chap liao</div><div style="text-align: center;">our best times eating together when we are hungry</div><div style="text-align: center;">i hope we can do it again and again and many agains!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0495.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0495.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the most convenient place in our whole rs</div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever we need something, here is the place</div><div style="text-align: center;">and because this place sells oreo, i kept buying it that you scared of oreo XD</div><div style="text-align: center;">you always buy your ciggs there and we will always buy our cup noodle and drinks from there :]</div><div style="text-align: center;">when i was on your way to your house, i wanted to drink banana milk so you bought for me</div><div style="text-align: center;">even though you hate banana alot alot alot!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0496.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0496.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the 2 bus stops that i always come and go from</div><div style="text-align: center;">or even when we are going out to anywhere or even everywhere</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0497.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0497.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the lift that i will always press 6 to go up</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0498.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0498.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the walk way where we always walk together</div><div style="text-align: center;">and also a walk way ball ball everytime run out to pee or run about</div><div style="text-align: center;">wanting us to catch him</div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever ball ball runs out</div><div style="text-align: center;">you are always there to catch him&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0499.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0499.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the door to enter to our sleep or anything</div><div style="text-align: center;">a place i called my second home</div><div style="text-align: center;">every weekend,other than working, i will always be here to stay</div><div style="text-align: center;">but now...</div><div style="text-align: center;">for me,for us, you fought for your room and now you got it</div><div style="text-align: center;">but it turned more spacious after i left</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0500.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0500.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">i left em outside for you to get em...</div><div style="text-align: center;">i really hope you appreciate it</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0501.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0501.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever i walk to here,it will only be either im going to buy stuff or im going home...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0502.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0502.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">my favourite crying place</div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever im sad after a quarrel or break up</div><div style="text-align: center;">i will never fail to come here to listen to songs and cry alone</div><div style="text-align: center;">never fail to</div><div style="text-align: center;">whenever im sad,thats the place i would think of</div><div style="text-align: center;">and i will wait there for you to come find me</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0503.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0503.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">we ran here together with yi kai before&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">and this is where i was when i typed you that message</div><div style="text-align: center;">but when i type half way as i walk from there</div><div style="text-align: center;">the rain come and started to get heavier and heavier</div><div style="text-align: center;">so i ran to this area</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0504.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0504.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">look at how big is the rain?&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">now you know where am i when i said im not nearby already?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0505.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0505.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">yes! our favourite area to eat dinner before you book in</div><div style="text-align: center;">SHENG SHIONG!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">we always order the korea food and share together</div><div style="text-align: center;">sometimes i will order pig trotter leg while you eat the korea food</div><div style="text-align: center;">then i never fail to give you half of my rice</div><div style="text-align: center;">and you will say, : wah! why my rice like forever never ending uh?</div><div style="text-align: center;">coz i always push all my rice to you when i start to cannot finish it while youre finishing up everything</div><div style="text-align: center;">we also had zi char there too but thats only when clara is around..</div><div style="text-align: center;">and we always buy drinks from that stall</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><b>change of plan</b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;">actually,if it wasnt for the rain, i would be on my way to visit my mum</div><div style="text-align: center;">but it rained heavily when i was on my way to SS</div><div style="text-align: center;">i got all drenched and cold</div><div style="text-align: center;">ordered root beer but it was tasteless</div><div style="text-align: center;">hoping for the rain to faster stop for me to continue my journey but it fail</div><div style="text-align: center;">instead, something happened</div><div style="text-align: left;">our conv:</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>:<i><u> open your door now and take your things.this will be the last time i buy your favourite nasi lemak andold chang kee.your favourite lemonade ice blend is there too... the paper bag looks familiar right? its a bag i use to always stuff my things inside to go your house... inside got your towel and a singlet i borrowed from you...the hoody if mine that you love to wear is inside too.im giving it to you. and the wrapped gift is you(for you).its our one year present.it may look lok kok but ya...take care</u></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><u>i wont be there at 4 pm alr.dont bother coming down.its the last time im giving you all those stuff i put outside on your chair</u></i>.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>im below my house and im finding you. please dnt play hide and seek.my slipper very slippery v</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>:<u><i> dont come and find.you gave up caring about me since the day you got a girlfriend.dont bother come looking for me.i would be thankful for that</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><i>FYI im not at your house downstairs</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>after i caught in the rain then you tell me</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><i>take care then</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>: <u><i>your house is just nearby as i didnt even tell you.im(ive) never said your house nearby.quickly go take a bath before you catc a cold.it doesnt matter where am i now.dont care im drenched at your house nearby.you already had someone you have to care for and you cared</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>no matter what. thank you so much for what you have done. i really appreciate it alot. you make a very good gf. just that im unable to treasure you. im so sorry. you are once the greatest. take care. becareful while going home. i'll never forget you</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>: <u><i>just forget me coz you only bring pain to me..im never good at all...if i am, you wouldnt have left me.dont look back at me.im not someone who gets to gain your care and concern anymore</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>no matter what.thank you so much for what you have done.i really appreciate it alot.you make a very good gf.just that im unable to treasure you.im so sorry. you are once the greatest.take care.becareful while going home.i'll never forget you.in my heart. theres always a place for you to be it friends or lover. zai jian(chi character)</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><i>dont treat me so nice nect time or from now onwards. stick to your stand. because i dont want because of you and forsake what i have now</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><u><i>sorry</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>: <u><i>then i shall break the promises i have for you...it doesnt matter anymore anyway..my heart have already broke badly and smashed hard by you.no matter how much i want you back,you wont want me anymore.so what if theres a place,you wont want me back anymore</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>dont be so foolis. i dont deserve all this. i do all this just because i wanna give up and forget. dont make me stop what i want</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #e06666;">me</span>: <u><i>you already chose to continue so it doesnt make a diff</i></u></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">you</span>: <u><i>goodbye</i></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">after those messages,i really felt like my heart have been smashed badly but tonnes and tones or lorry.it hurt so badly that how i wish the rain come back raining heavier as i was thinking that my mum should not be so bad to me to not let me continue my journey but i walk back to my sadness area...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0502.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0502.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">here</div><div style="text-align: center;">i sat down crying badly and you came</div><div style="text-align: center;">and start to wanna hurt myself again</div><div style="text-align: center;">but you stopped me</div><div style="text-align: center;">(<i>shall now continue what happened after that</i>)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><b>Astons Prime</b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;">actually,at this point of time</div><div style="text-align: center;">i wanted to go astons prime </div><div style="text-align: center;">but failed coz mood gone bad</div><div style="text-align: center;">plus i didnt have appetite</div><div style="text-align: center;">i shall say what happened there before</div><div style="text-align: center;">it happened that day when i was working</div><div style="text-align: center;">we quarreled before that if im not wrong</div><div style="text-align: center;">you came down to look for me</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i didnt really talk to you</div><div style="text-align: center;">so you q and yk left first</div><div style="text-align: center;">suppose to go HK cafe but i didnt wanna go so change of plans</div><div style="text-align: center;">you ask me to go astons prime so i agreed</div><div style="text-align: center;">while im working you meet jasper and clique to play pool</div><div style="text-align: center;">and went over to astons prime to take order first before it close</div><div style="text-align: center;">because i said i wanted to go there badly thats why you would plan that</div><div style="text-align: center;">so while youre rushing</div><div style="text-align: center;">im rushing myself down too</div><div style="text-align: center;">when we reach</div><div style="text-align: center;">we start eating as food is already served</div><div style="text-align: center;">i was very annoyed by you keep rushing me</div><div style="text-align: center;">its a medium rare steak!&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">its hard to chew like chewing gum!</div><div style="text-align: center;">and my mood got worst and i kept giving attitude</div><div style="text-align: center;">despite how good the food is</div><div style="text-align: center;">so i surrender</div><div style="text-align: center;">i didnt wanna eat alr</div><div style="text-align: center;">so we left the area and quarreled</div><div style="text-align: center;">its our 7th monthly anniversary if im not wrong</div><div style="text-align: center;">and we are suppose to go leon's birthday</div><div style="text-align: center;">but you didnt want me to go</div><div style="text-align: center;">so i went home</div><div style="text-align: center;">but ya...</div><div style="text-align: center;">it was one of the memory&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">i hoped to go there to enjoy the meal but...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><b>my journey to MBS</b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;">my favourite heels spoiled!!&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">aaaahhhhhh~~!!!!</div><div style="text-align: center;">i had to go home to change into a new shoe so i head home</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0507.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0507.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">i wore this heels instead</div><div style="text-align: center;">this is a heels that i like</div><div style="text-align: center;">while i was waiting for you</div><div style="text-align: center;">i shopped awhile</div><div style="text-align: center;">saw this heels</div><div style="text-align: center;">and you somewhat bought for me :D</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0508.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0508.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">this is where we left to go marina then walk to bugis to meet pg</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0509.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0509.jpg" /></a><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0510.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0510.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0511.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0511.jpg" /></a> </div><div style="text-align: center;">although we didnt walk this route side by side coz im talking to alicia while youre talking to weijun but at least we did walk together *in a sense*</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i walk this route alone to look for you after work</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0512.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0512.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">this is the bench we sat as its the place where we watch fireworks together for the first time</div><div style="text-align: center;">we even recorded it together</div><div style="text-align: center;">i know your sick of it coz you had to record it the second time as the first time you recorded it for me using your salsa :]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0513.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0513.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">although i may not be able to see the sunset but i got the evening view</div><div style="text-align: center;">i sat there listening to music</div><div style="text-align: center;">looking at the view</div><div style="text-align: center;">missing the time i had watching fireworks with you</div><div style="text-align: center;">tear running ard my eyes but they didnt get to fall</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0514.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0514.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">the LV shop</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0515.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0515.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0517.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0517.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">its 8.10</div><div style="text-align: center;">there isnt any fireworks</div><div style="text-align: center;">MBS continued what is usually planned on normal days</div><div style="text-align: center;">i sat there till 8.30</div><div style="text-align: center;">normally 8.30</div><div style="text-align: center;">you guys will have to talk to chanel for meeting</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0518.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0518.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">on the way to chanel</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0519.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0519.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">here we are :]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0520.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0520.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">if only this is a wishing well</div><div style="text-align: center;">if it really is, i would wish for...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0521.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0521.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">i was standing right here when you guys are discussing about many stuff...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0522.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0522.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">brought milo out with me to cure my thirst :]</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><b>on our way to mrt</b></u></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0523.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0523.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">finally,you have finish your talking</div><div style="text-align: center;">we walk to Raffles place mrt coz you had to meet bryan and clique for movie</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0524.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0524.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0525.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0525.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0526.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0526.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0527.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0527.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0528.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0528.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0529.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0529.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0530.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0530.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0531.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0531.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">while we were walking</div><div style="text-align: center;">you were holding me tight</div><div style="text-align: center;">kissing as we walk our way to the mrt</div><div style="text-align: center;">i didnt even realise all those small little things around us</div><div style="text-align: center;">coz my mind is flying to you</div><div style="text-align: center;">i didnt concentrate on the surrounding but you..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0532.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0532.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">we were thinking if that links to the mrt or not but we continued walk coz its to marina bay</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0533.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0533.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0535.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0535.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0536.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0536.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">on our way to mrt</div><div style="text-align: center;">it has a very nice view of MBS and how i wish you were beside me to enjoy it</div><div style="text-align: center;">even the moon is here to shine brightly..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0530.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0530.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0538.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0538.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0539.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0539.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">sitting there was shiok</div><div style="text-align: center;">it has a very nice feeling</div><div style="text-align: center;">the cool breez with the night sky and the street light</div><div style="text-align: center;">i could even see kite flown from Marina Barrage...</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i know i had to continue my journey...</div><div style="text-align: center;">on our way to Raffles Place mrt</div><div style="text-align: center;">you kept complaining how long more and stuff</div><div style="text-align: center;">for the sake of your gong cha! from tian fu!</div><div style="text-align: center;">and we finally see this!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0540.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0540.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">we have reached the mrt station!</div><div style="text-align: center;">but it also means we have to go seperate ways...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><u><i>on my way to De'Suite</i></u></div><div style="text-align: center;">when i reach the platform</div><div style="text-align: center;">i called you and you said you are on your way</div><div style="text-align: center;">i took the next train and walked to the wrong exit!</div><div style="text-align: center;">had to walk a longer way just to go amoy street!</div><div style="text-align: center;">its been a long time since i last go there but i found my way there</div><div style="text-align: center;">saw you standing outside De'Suite waiting for me</div><div style="text-align: center;">but thanks for coming</div><div style="text-align: center;">i appreciate it alot!</div><div style="text-align: center;">and so,my journey had come to an end..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=IMAG0541.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/IMAG0541.jpg" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">know why i chose De'Suite?</div><div style="text-align: left;">i know you know but im just gonna say</div><div style="text-align: left;">because this is the place where i first met you&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: left;">the place where i wanna get close to you</div><div style="text-align: left;">the place where i first see you</div><div style="text-align: left;">the place where i find you cute!</div><div style="text-align: left;">and we had fun there&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: left;">if only 69 still exist...</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>this is the end of my journey</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>whats next is to face up to whats gonna happen next</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>but i wont stop loving you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i dont want this to be our last goodbye</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i dont wanna forget you!</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i dont wanna stop treating you nice</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i dont wanna stop loving you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i dont want you to leave me!</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>you know how much i need you!</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TAN WEIXIAN</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>every single little thing about you affects me</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>because i mind,i care</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>no matter what,i will always be there for you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>dont feel bad about the eyes part</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>because its not a bad thing,it shows i still love you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>dont feel bad about what you said to me, i didnt take it to heart</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>coz i love you, i dont care about the bad stuff</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>all i need is for you to be with me</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i will be there for you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>when you need me, my phone will always be ringing for you</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>take care loads! dont fall sick!</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>but i know youre strong enough to take care of yourself</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>im very thankful for everything...</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>i shall end the post here</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>if you need me, call me!&nbsp;</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>3 word, 8 letters, 3 syllabus</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>goodnight ~</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-856271742347256060?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-27207893356294434242011-08-14T23:09:00.000+08:002011-08-14T23:09:06.660+08:00while writing that letter and preparing the things<br />i kept repeating this song<br />wondering...<br />this song really speaks out my mind and heart of what i wanna say<br />enjoy :]<br /><br /><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/AiC7ZX5K9L4" width="560"></iframe><br /><br />I've been alone with you inside my mind<br />And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times<br />I sometimes see you pass outside my door<br />Hello, is it me you're looking for<br /><br />I can see it in your eyes, I can see it in your smile<br />You're all I've ever wanted and my arms are open wide<br />'Cause you know just what to say and you know just what to do<br />And I want to tell you so much,<br />I love you<br />I LOVE YOU!<br /><br />I long to see the sunlight in your hair<br />And tell you time and time again, how much I care<br />Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow<br />Hello, I've just got to let you know<br /><br />'Cause I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do<br />Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?<br />Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue<br />But let me start by saying,<br />I love you<br />I REALLY LOVE YOU!!<br /><br />Hello, is it me you're looking for<br />'Cause I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do<br />Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?<br />Tell me how to win your heart for I haven't got a clue<br />But let me start by saying,<br />I love you<br />I LOVE YOU,DEEPLY~ <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2720789335629443424?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-63445187823713173592011-08-13T03:32:00.000+08:002011-08-13T03:32:12.464+08:00hey,just to notify<br /><ol><li>i wont speak until so LOUD anymore</li> <li>im wont be so chor lor anymore</li> <li>i will control my attitude and temper</li> <li>i will try my best to change...</li> </ol>if i fail to follow those above,i will slap myself...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6344518782371317359?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-5300002146641342232011-08-13T02:33:00.001+08:002011-08-13T02:33:41.467+08:00today,it marks a very important yet hurtful day...<br />just as i planned,i will dress up my best to walk through memory lane<br />today i already failed to write finish but tomorrow,i just gotta walk til the end of the day alone...<br />the memories we once had,i will always remember...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-530000214664134223?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-18712302135947888402011-08-11T22:42:00.000+08:002011-08-11T22:42:59.892+08:00i have removed those gruesome photos on my blog alr<br />now whats left with me is a new life<br />it may be painful but what have happened alr happen<br />whats gonna happen next is to face tomorrow<br />the world wouldnt stop for me just because im sad<br />to my friends,im a gem,they are for me<br />to my dad,im his precious only daughter<br />to the crowd,im just a stranger<br />to singapore,im just one of their citizen<br />to the world,im nothing but a dust<br />i chose to made myself this sad,i gotta make myself stand up<br />its a stage many ppl gotta face<br />i cant be so selfish,valerie feels the heart pain for me<br />friends are there to stand by me<br />i guess im not alone afterall<br />maybe its true,what i need is time<br />i promise you,i wont harm myself anymore<br />but the memories will always remain<br />so is the ring...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1871230213594788840?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-68665804404083020382011-08-10T17:39:00.001+08:002011-08-10T18:58:09.125+08:00what do i hope to eat/try :<br /><ol><li>Burger king breakfast</li> <li>kfc breakfast</li> <li>home cook food</li> <li>The market buffet</li> <li>Upp Thomson Road steamboat</li> <li>Din Tai Fung</li> <li>126 wen dao shi</li> </ol>where do i hope to go for a getaway:<br /><ol><li>Bintan</li> <li>Redang</li> <li>Bangkok</li> <li>and many awesome place!</li> </ol>who do i care for the most:<br /><ol><li>still you</li> <li>daddy</li> <li>friends</li> <li>relatives</li> </ol>what do i like to eat the most:<br /><ol><li>my chicken soup XD</li> <li>astons</li> <li>pasta</li> <li>home cook food</li> <li>too many to name!</li> </ol>what do i hope to do soon:<br /><ol><li>renew my passport (lonely trip to ICA building *sad*)</li> <li>get a new wallet ( no money to buy )</li> <li>have fun tanning at sentosa with friends!!</li> <li>have a good talk with YOU&nbsp; </li> <li>get a life?&nbsp;</li> </ol>what do i hope to acheive:<ol><li>&nbsp;pass my btt!</li> <li>exams faster go away!</li> <li>slimmer body (wait long long!)</li> </ol>what labels do i wanna get in future:<br /><ol><li>gucci</li> <li>chanel</li> <li>bvlgari</li> <li>LV</li> </ol>what do i miss most:<br /><ol><li>the times with YOU</li> <li>my dearest mother</li> </ol>what do i hope to get:<br /><ol><li>a cute doggy!</li> <li>a properly floor at home</li> <li>secret</li> </ol>more to update if i can think of...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6866580440408302038?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-46041608389223728612011-07-26T00:28:00.001+08:002011-07-26T00:29:54.381+08:00its been a few weeks since i last blog<br />im sure no one is reading XD<br />life have been bad<br />if you ask me if im ok now,i would only smile to you or answer you NO<br />shall begin my long naggy story.. LOLS!!!!!<br /><br />ok.woke up and send my boy to the door coz he is on duty...<br />went back to slp and dont know what woke me up<br />called jolene abt chloe's celebration<br />went to prepare and train down<br />reach there and felt alone coz jolene is with ruth...zzz<br />so i kept looking at chloe<br />she is so damn adorable!<br />made me feel like giving birth to one baby XD<br />but too bad,as usual,my financial problem<br />silvien came after that<br />soon most of the guest left so left with me jolene silvien ruth and of coz reb and baby chloe!<br />chit chat abt what use to happen and all took turns to carry baby chloe<br />cant stop saying i wanna give birth soon and asking jolene when is she gonna ring her belles :D<br />had alot of catching up and went for dinner nearby after that<br />chatted with em till i hoped it was longer but silvien gotta rush her assignments<br />took train with jolene towards punggol and change to circle line and serangoon<br />thought about going town to look for that boy but he was busy so went home instead<br /><br />the boy called and asked me to cook macaroni for him<br />was feeling lazy but my boy is hungry so oh well...went down to buy ingredients<br />didnt have any ba chor for him<br />bought the food and he came up not long later :)<br />cooked for him and its nice when he said its delicious<br />it makes me wanna cook more stuff for him though he loves the macaroni most<br />that time cooked the pasta way and he didnt like it<br />he prefered the soupy was coz he loves chicken soup<br />had very bad tummyache so i kept running to the toilet<br />super painful :((<br />he was suppose to watch red riding hood with me but he went to sleep<br />charged for him his phone coz its always flat and he die die doesnt like to off his data coz of ebuddy<br />just as i expected,the battery bar is red!<br />i dont know why i just love reading his text with others<br />as after since i read the conv with caiying which was super close,<br />i tend to read finish all her conv<br />as usual,it brings up my jealousy<br />sms was getting boring for me to read<br />went to check on ebuddy<br />surprisingly,they do keep history<br />read his conv with grace and caiying<br />without fail,his conv with caiying is still the closest<br />but what made me angry was after i read this...<br /><b><i>"eh,dont tell sandra i lend you the itouch uh.i lie to her that i lend it to my campmate..."</i></b><br />when i read that,i didnt expect he would lie to me<br />i really did believe that he lend his campmate the itouch but it turn out to be lending caiying<br />and their on going conv is he keeps asking her to meet him<br />another conv that i saw that made me pissed off was:<br /><b><i>wx: you collect the fun pack alr?<br />cy: yep<br />wx: haiz,seems like not fated to see you...</i></b><br />the moment i saw that,i hesitate to wake him up to ask him or not<br />but in the end i did<br />i asked him if he got lie to me anot <br />he woke up and seems like there isnt any lie<br />he asked what lie,i didnt wanna get straight to the point yet coz i wanna see how honest is he so i just ask him,you outside got any girl anot? (when i asked that i felt like laughing but i gotta be serious afterall lies are not small matter)<br />he thinks im crazy so just asked him about the itouch and he didnt mouth a word<br />and my tummyache came back so just say,thanks alot uh tan weixian<br />and quickly went to toilet to settle my tummy!<br />but while doing business,i was also crying<br />i quickly off my com and went to bed<br />was tearing and feeling angry why must he lie!?<br />if i didnt look at his phone i also wouldnt know that he lied<br />if i didnt request for the itouch,he wouldnt have to lie to me and this wouldnt have happen<br />but i couldnt slp so i spammed fb with emotions<br />cant control the tears from rolling down and the anger that is kept within<br />couldnt stop coughing and the tears...<br />but he could just sleep so soundly<br />felt weird so took temperature and it was 37.7 degree<br />omg! slight fever! but he dont give a damn anyway<br />watched zui hou jue ding ai shang ni to give me an excuse to cry<br />afterall,their first epi was quite sad that i rmb crying badly over it...<br />afterall it was hurting to see your boyfriend ditching you and left you alone in the cold<br />not long later went to slp...<br />didnt wanna get near him due to anger so kept a distance<br /><br />next thing i know when i woke up,im super freaking cold!!<br />woke up and bathe in shivers<br />wear clothes also got my jaws "vibrating"<br />he auto woke up and so prepare to leave for school in a super wet hair lor...<br />he will be walking straight to mrt while i will be turning right to bus stop so without a word,i turned right<br />he stopped me and asked me if im gonna continue like this<br />when he asked me if i would trust him anymore,i answered him very diff<br />and just walk off...<br />didnt know whats his last sentence and i ran for the bus<br />he msged me and ask for break...<br />because in a rs,without trust,its difficult to continue<br />but im super pissed off because of CHAN CAI YING!!<br />he lied to me for the first time over an itouch!<br />i coulnt help myself but i cried in the bus<br />didnt really wanna step into class with tears so i called valerie but she is still at yishun<br />i stop at one area to cry<br />didnt feel like going to school but batt was low so i had to go to class <br />went in a tears couldnt stop falling<br />was in so much anger! as i had to blame caiying for what she had been replying despite knowing who i am and my existence<br />she still chose to reply like that<br />but afterall,i also had to blame weixian for this<br />if he didnt reply off limits,i also wouldnt have to be in jealousy<br />but i know i couldnt be so selfish to stop him from contacting her like how he asked me to stop contacting jiaming that time but now,im in no position anymore<br />couldnt stop crying in class as im pissed off that knowing its wrong and knowing that i dont like it,he wouldnt stop!<br />he wants me to think for him but what about me!?<br />he never put himself in my shoes!<br />have he ever thought if i text a guy like this how would i feel<br />the main problem is not how much he love me but the main problem is have he ever think for me before but he just dont get it..<br />he chose to run away from the problem..<br />skipped class and went home<br />didnt have any appetite at all<br />was hoping to have high fever so that i wont have to think of anything<br />but was too tired i cried to slp...<br />woke up with a harmful headache and swollen eye<br />daddy asked me what i want for dinner and i answered him i ownself prepare<br />stuffed oreo and a huge bottle of banana milk into my tummy<br />almost felt like vomiting but i didnt<br />read the msg he sent about my fb post...<br />what others write isnt under my control<br />but he thought abt how caiying will feel but WHAT ABOUT ME!?<br />all he thinks was all for caiying but what about me?!<br />seems like my feelings and all is never important to him anymore<br />continue with my crying<br />just couldnt stop until my eyes went super dry<br />watched drama and washed toilet<br />i realise whenever im feeling sad over,i would wash my toilet especially the floor,until very clean<br />but no more jif so it isnt clean today<br />after bath,i changed bedsheet<br />my holster seems flooded with blood<br />because he was scratching like mad last night<br />my bolster now got so many blood stains isnt because of me<br />its because of his eczema..<br />i guess thats what left in my house about him<br /><br />blogging now about today<br />my tears just cant maintain<br />but it doesnt matter to him anymore<br />his heart will soon fly to caiying<br />now this name, caiying , has turn into my biggest hatred<br />but what i do know is that i still love tanweixian<br />still hoping that he will still be there for me but its impossible<br />it feels all empty without him<br />especially the ring that use to be with me 24/7<br />although he dont wear it but i always wear it...<br />now its so empty and the part where the ring always rest at is shiny and it feels different from the rest of the skin<br />its a reminder that i once always wear that ring all the time!<br />but now,wearing that ring just makes me miss him more<br />i seriously have no idea how much will i miss him<br />with just 5 days,i would miss him like as if we didnt meet for months and now he will never be with me...<br />all the hugs,laughter and kisses<br />it will never belong to me anymore<br />how i wish i could be strong<br />but this 11 months+ isnt any short rs<br />afterall,its my longest and in 2 weeks time,its gonna be our 1 yr<br />my first but its never and wont be there anymore...<br />it feels all hurtful<br />if only its ever easy but it never will...<br />the only thing that lingers his smell is my hoody<br />hugging it makes me think of him<br />but its also a heartbreak that is left for me to hug<br />how i wish the smell can just stay longer...<br />the last words im left saying is,i miss you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4604160838922372861?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-87585376030757631352011-07-07T03:50:00.001+08:002011-07-07T03:53:45.104+08:00one last time,one last try,try my best<br />this will be the last time im trying so hard<br />you and i both know its very tired<br />the fact of that what we are really doing now is that we are dragging<br />we really are<br />if we are meant to be,we will always be<br />all the quarreling and verge to leave each other is just changing every single little thing<br />my heart have been pricked so many times...i fear<br />the reason why im like that will always be because of you<br />i simply just hate myself for whatever i do<br />i know you are sick and tired of mt attitude<br />but you just wont understand most of the time why am i being like this<br />most of my reasons are 70% jealous 20% couldnt tolerate 10% others<br />jealousy does kills<br />frankly speaking,i really didnt have alot of trust in you<br />base on the actions of what and how youre doing and saying<br />its hard<br />i guess only a few understands how i feel<br />i really feel like bursting all the time<br />but i know i cant<br />i dont wanna lay anymore tears for you<br />you are a great friend to others,always there for em when they need you especially....<br />but what abt me?<br />i guess im not there for you too<br />and i believe if we are really over,you and .... will sure be together<br />im sure your heart knows who .... is<br />it actually just reminds me of what have happened even before we are together<br />not every girls can accept their man having another woman in the same heart<br />i feel all weak right now<br />not only you,so do i<br />attitude,LOLS! i guess no one can ever defeat them<br />im just a selfish bitch who only thinks for herself<br />thats why i end up hurting you<br />but thanks for caring for me like a bf for the past 10 going 11 months<br />im sure you know about this : <u>if youre there for the person at their weakest times all the time,they will be sure to fall madly in love with you</u><br />now im at my weakest point,but no one will be there for me,not even you<br />because i know you will sure be there for her more<br />i regret in the actions done but like how you say,what have been done is already done<br />last shot,one last time,i will try my best to control and change<br />if i really cant,thats when i really say goodbye to you<br />you know you will never be alone,im sure you do<br />unlike me<br />shall end here :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8758537603075763135?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-71077384089159773072011-07-05T01:10:00.000+08:002011-07-05T01:10:34.811+08:00have fun with your off days tan weixian<br />your off have officially been granted<br />you go ahead and do what you want<br />since saf gives you holidays,rs should have their holidays too isnt it :)<br />thereby,your off is granted for as long as you want!! (told you you wont wanna be tied down for long!)<br />you dont have to text me anymore<br />you wont be pressured by me already<br />i guess nothing can be said anymore isnt it?<br />and you also wont have to report your doings to anyone in this life anymore<br />everything that have happened is all my fault<br />im the blame for every single thing that have happened<br />thank you!<br /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">ps,your ring is with me anyway,no one will know youre attached ;)</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7107738408915977307?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-27582373738976197782011-04-07T18:33:00.001+08:002011-04-07T18:33:10.491+08:00im back to single<br />baby!! thanks for holding me back :)<br />i love you baby beaver :*<br /><br />i feel so fucked up!<br />run halfway gastric pain<br />walk back home<br />emodie<br />but im happy when baby said he will bring me go shopping if i slim down!<br />muahaha!!<br />MOTIVATION!<br />but if everytime i run i kena gastric<br />i need to change to eat salad everyday alr :x<br />actually also good idea...<br />next week onwards lunch eat in school<br />dinner eat salad!<br />heh heh :D<br />i also need to invest on hoola hoops!!<br />i shall research on the right things to eat<br />end of post!!<br /><br />lastly,<i><b>i love tan weixian!!</b></i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2758237373897619778?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-48929494712779982622011-04-05T22:33:00.000+08:002011-04-05T22:33:27.122+08:00now,im single<br />i have initiate to break up with a guy i love<br />but i know i cant be selfish..<br />for him,i know he will be happier without me<br />no matter how much i cant bear,i just have to<br />no matter how much it hurts,its just for a moment<br />i realise how much i cant bear now<br />its just 2 hours ago,im regretting alr<br />but ease his burden,i know he can be more freedom now<br />i dont know what more to say<br />im turning crazy alr<br />i feel like chopping off my hair<br />i feel like sticking a knife into my heart<br />haiz<br />nights<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4892949471277998262?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-44374868443791060702011-04-04T23:18:00.000+08:002011-04-04T23:18:25.744+08:00haiz<br />i dont know whats wrong with me<br />feeling super unhappy now<br />i feel like letting go of everything and stop being so selfish<br />im bringing unhappiness<br />everything have changed...<br />the quarreling we have right now isnt bringing us anywhere better<br />our communication seem to be having major break down<br />i dont know to continue or not<br />coz i know i cant be selfish for myself..<br />rather than continue suffering,shld i?<br />will all good things come to an end?<br />i dont know<br />come to think,i guess im just over sensitive and hoping for too much..<br />thinking we will have future but do we?<br />will he be better off without me?<br />i hate it when i hear <i>i dont know </i><br />im struggling to my own actions,of whether shld i do it or not...<br />its hurting now<br />i dont know what to do anymore...<br />all i can do is bring unhappiness<br />i guess he really could find a better girl<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4437486844379106070?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-49854899424588874762011-03-29T22:43:00.000+08:002011-03-29T22:43:38.988+08:00somehow,im feeling hurt now<br />those words may not mean much to you but every little thing is always taken down by my heart...<br />now my heart and brain doesnt syncs<br />its so painful...<br />im not myself anymore<br />my mindset have changed<br />i guess i dont know how to think anymore<br />im just a failure<br />i think too much<br />i take many things too hard<br />i dont know how am i gonna find back the old me<br />Lols! i guess i shall just slowly enjoy sitting at one side and laugh at myself<br />i guess im just not suitable for anyone..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4985489942458887476?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-14259855054538414592011-03-22T22:50:00.000+08:002011-03-22T22:50:32.997+08:00hihi<br />hello hello!!<br />im back to blogging :)<br />many things have happened for the pass few months<br />too many to even recall<br />theres good and bad<br />after working so much im still so poor,im so pathetic<br />i think that im a joke afterall<br />i laugh at myself at all the wrong things i have done<br />i've changed into someone super money minded <br />i've changed<br />changed into someone who is selfish,super short tempered and negative minded<br />hate it when people speak about how bad my mind is<br />hate when things doesnt go my way<br />i made the people around me suffer especially my boyfriend<br />because of me,i know ive caused him to become all lifeless<br />because of me,he didnt meet his good friends anymore(there are some reasons behind which i dont know even how to explain it myself)<br />because of me,he is not himself anymore<br />i may like the current him but the people around may not<br />haiz<br />sometimes i really hope there is somewhere where i can throw plates to vent my anger<br />sometimes i really hope i could just take my heart out and dump it into the rubbish dump<br />sometimes,i feel that after hurting my loved one,the pain wouldnt be as painful as stabbing a knife into my heart<br />im just a weak ass who doesnt fight for myself<br />now i've learnt that running away is afterall a better way<br />but nothing will the solved<br />the feeling will always be stucked in me...<br />sometimes i really feel that i surrender to life<br />i dont belong to where i hoped for<br />whenever i thought i did well,the fact is that the people around me doesnt like it...<br />but im very thankful for the friends around me...which includes my baby love,amelia,yikai,queenie,kuan and many more..<br />im thankful for being there to cheer me up when im down<br />always there for me...<br />always tolerating me...<br />im glad youre there :)<br />i shall end here<br />i will try blogging more often..<br />nights to the air :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1425985505453841459?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-26316064424103647052011-01-19T10:28:00.000+08:002011-01-19T10:28:09.432+08:00hey ho! im here to blog!<br />i shall blog about what happen recently<br /><br /><u>pass few days</u><br />baby POP loh!!<br />one week of leave<br />had my time compromised for baby<br />but sieh sian<br />one whole week he sick!<br />dont like it when he is sick...<br />i realise i tend to vent my anger for no reason<br />but when he tells me he recovered<br />i feel so happen and smile from one end to another end<br />but when he tells me he got fever<br />i have wrinkled forehead<br />BUT IM SO GAINING WEIGHT FOR THE AMOUNT OF FOOD IVE BEEN EATING!!! :C<br /><br /><u>Our 5th monthsary outing with love and only love</u><br />on our 5th month<br />baby took his time out to go out with me :D<br />school ended early<br />went home to change and all and meet&nbsp;baby <br />when he told me he not feeling well and stuff,i feel like "<em>SIAN HALF!</em>" coz im all prepared alr<br />but he still made the effort to meet me :)<br />went to watch movie! <br />after being officially together for so long,WE FINALLY DATED!!<br />baby keep calling me irritating for the whole day!! tsk!<br />went to watch <strong>Love and Other Drugs</strong><br />his friend told him its a nice movie<br />he bought the ticket without knowing it <strong>M18!</strong><br />so when Anne Hatheway starts showing her boobies,he was like <em>WOOHOO~! *slurps*</em><br />but overall its a not bad movie<br />so whenever got such sexual scene,FIND THE RIGHT PERSON TO WATCH WITH!!<br />after movie we went to eat at the new jap restaurant @ ps<br />SUPER NICE! but very bloaty<br />baby sick cant help me eat much *hate that!*<br />the chawanmushi is <strong><em>HEAVEN!! </em></strong><br />crablovers should go there too!<br />the salad is very shiok!<br />salmon was great! (but filled with wasabi!)<br />overall for a jap its counted worth it :D<br />after that baby came over my house<br />watch show till dose off with him<br />woke up and&nbsp; send baby to cab<br />his fever is super rabak :C<br />but i had a&nbsp;super great day with baby!!<br />made me happy likea mad!<br />the feeling is same as when i went out with him to vivo and town one to one :)<br /><br /><u>Queenie xiao mei's birthday </u><br />next day morning went over to baby house<br />bought food for him!<br />but he dont like it..<br />makes me feel like i have wasted my money for him not eating<br />never ever gonna buy porridge from there coz both times he sick both times i bought the porridge from there both time he said its very salty<br />went to rest and sleep and all<br />after that leave house to go MCYS<br />while waiting for him,i played sky burger..<br />play till i giddy siol :x<br />after that cab over to meet yikai they all<br />went to makan and slowly went over to arab street to sheesha<br />the feeling is not bad<br />nice to slack!<br />went to amoy street to eat after that<br />super worth it to go there and it!<br />LOVE THE CRAYFISH!!<br />everything is nice<br />so gonna eat there again :D<br />after that went home<br />suppose to go out but too tired alr<br />stayed at home to sleep<br />baby even sleep before me!<br /><br /><u>Steamboat &amp; Round round with clique</u><br />woke up and baby still having fever :c<br />but for me and pg,baby made the effort to go down fiona's house<br />meet pg in cab then gombak mrt for amelia and fiona<br />went to buy ingredients and stuff<br />went over and prepare the ingredients and people all come come!<br />prepared for makan<br />all eat eat and its nice :D<br />its on the first come first serve basis so who come first who eat more<br />so we got all the liao!<br />AND ITS NOT ENOUGH!!<br />by the time kuan and reb reach there isnt enough food alr<br />so reb compromise with whats left :/<br />feel so bad!!<br />after steam boat went sunset way to makan ice cream!<br />the strawberry one i ate is super shiok!<br />sour sour then plus a warm brownie,BEST!!<br />after ice cream all went home or went out<br />meet ks after that again to go round<br />went to eat prata and round around timah<br />too tired that ive been sleeping in the car.zzz<br />got home and sleep!<br /><br /><u>Baby's posting</u><br />&nbsp;first day baby report to his new camp<br />he say its too slack for him!<br />coz he love working out<br />but if ask him appeal he scared too fierce<br />but he got a great benefit which is going to Brunei for&nbsp;6months <br />but baby dont wanna go because of me <br />i feel like im his road block for a better pay,better future<br />if baby dont wanna go i would be happier because baby will always be with me on weekend :)<br />but if baby wanna go,i wont stop him,afterall career is suppose to be priority and it also benefits his next one yr plus in camp<br />haiz,the decision lies in my baby's hands...<br />i wil respect his decision<br />i&nbsp;dont wanna be selfish<br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2631606442410364705?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-54452442163404584722011-01-13T02:53:00.001+08:002011-01-13T02:54:38.656+08:00the argument 24 hours ago is making me suffer right now<br />baby msged me and ask me to let him be alone and i didnt msg him since then<br />just woke up and saw his msg saying that we needa meet up to talk soon<br />after reading it i feel like as if something is wrapping around my heart and squeezing till i could hardly breathe normally<br />it feels all uncomfortable<br />both hands feeling all cold<br />nth to keep me warm<br />whenever things happen,i dont know how to face it<br />i dont know what to do<br />seems like its true that every 2 mths we're quarreling<br />today is our 5 mths<br />will it be a happy 5th monthsary or a sad one?<br />i dare not think!<br />im feeling all horrible now :c<br />i feel like talking things on the phone but i guess he is sleeping...<br />i guess i truly suck in handling my own rs!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5445244216340458472?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-19483868651213038342011-01-03T05:24:00.000+08:002011-01-03T05:24:32.965+08:00quick update but long post!<br />(bobian,ONE MONTH PLUS NEVER BLOG!)<br /><br /><u>Amelia's chalet</u><br />hmmmm,lets start from amelia chalet<br />train down myself to the chalet,carrying my pink panther :D<br />kept thinking if anyone will post me on stomp for carrying a pink panther in the train anot...<br />went down to chalet to meet amelia then carry the stuff over for her<br />so many things!<br />then got bullied by 2 small boy(jarran and jundi)<br />keep snatching my pink panther until the head like wanna come out alr sia!!<br />after that more and more people come <br />im so shy! so many people i dont know!<br />but soon ok le :D<br />people all love my pink panther man..<br />all wanna hug but too bad!<br />i only allow people who will pamper it<br />and super suay! first day!<br />make me lose the chance of playing water games :c<br />first night didnt have much sleep coz people around then all sleep bed<br />wait til com avail then use it to watch movies using syl's harddisk<br />watched case39 and waited for em to go off then i go try to slp<br />but little did i expect i wld hear sth i hate<br />end up crying in the other room but no one knows :/<br />wait for amelia come back and went for a walk<br />queenie and amelia came along :)<br />talk things with em and felt better<br />but overall this is a chalet i cried the most!!<br />after the company of amelia and queenie,i felt so much better<br />although many things have happened but i still had fun :)<br />left my modem in the chalet and amelia came over to my house to return me<br />but i didnt expect he would turn up<br />super surprise!<br />in the end went to his house and happy ending :)<br /><br /><u>outing with belle leon baby and others</u><br />went down to woodlands to meet leon and belle<br />had sakae<br />played arcade(super ps to play daytona with my slowest drivin' skills!)<br />cab over to bishan<br />prawn prawn prawn<br />after that me and belle went fish spa<br />super itchy and all!!<br />i see the fishes i will think of piranna sia!!!<br />but after that it was ok!<br />had fun :D<br />the fishes loves my leg!<br />went over amk watch em play pool<br />then cab to town to watch <b>Hello Stranger</b><br />very hilarious!<br />made me laugh so much!<br />after that baby's friend drove us home<br />lead em to the wrong highway! super ps!<br />then finally we have reach an exit that we can go home!<br /><br /><u>prawning</u>QK<br />went prawning with amelia they all<br />meet em at parkway the send ame's mum then go amk pick QK then punggol to meet jundi and jarran<br />the place super ulu!<br />reach there and finally ate my first meal!<br />watch em prawn and did some prawning<br />after prawning then cook and eat then wait for ks then went to fetch jundi and jar<br />went to eat prata<br />after that have some unhappiness with em then i went home first<br /><br /><u>christmas countdown</u><br />went to baby house after daddy sleep<br />train down to baby's house while baby is waiting for me at home<br />sleep till late then woke up and went out to meet pg reagen at pg house<br />train down to outram and eat then went to finish up pg leftover at sonia's workplace<br />played spray and i got sprayed like mad all thanks to my bf :c<br />after drinking at outram we cab down to bq<br />went to union to drink<br />they got some sort of lucky draw<br />4 champaigne and 6 jugs of beers will be given out or more<br />and we got 1 champaigne and 2 beer<br />kuan and friends came after that<br />the pub got raid!<br />then so many underage<br />the boss got super upset!<br />but ok after that<br />but after that had some unhappiness with baby<br />had a tearful christmas but overall it was ok<br /><br /><u>Phuture</u><br />woke up played game sew my coat and out of the house!<br />meet bryan in the cab then cab down to zouk<br />wait for his friends and wait for the friends then go off to buy drinks outside<br />ate cup noodles coz didnt eat dinner<br />drank martell<br />super bloated!<br />played 5-10 with bryan<br />he found my stupid tactic then i dont wanna play le :c<br />finish alr!<br />after that went in and drank shots then go dance dance dance dance<br />for the first time im quite enjoying in phuture!<br />coz we are protected and got some space<br />and i first time dance with baby :)<br />dance and all<br />after that zikun's friend drove us to gek poh and home!<br /><br /><u>Powerhouse</u><br />kuan jio me to ph so i went while baby go phuture<br />went to meet samuel in cab then go bugis meet francis<br />bus down to ph and i got my chop first<br />francis gotta wait for his bro to come then can go in<br />in e end wait for super long!<br />finally all come alr then went in<br />7 people 2 towers<br />FUN!<br />then went in..<br />super pack as it was full house<br />the q can really scare people!<br />all had fun together! :D<br />shared cab with samuel after that coz we're the east side people!<br /><br /><u>New Year countdown</u><br />went over to baby's house first then rest and slack with him<br />ron came over to meet us then go eat<br />had i nice dinner! wee~!<br />baby tried riding ron's bike but he is super noob XD<br />sat ron's bike down to bq while baby cab alone coz i wanna sit bike :P<br />ron went to wrong directions and he couldnt really hear what i was saying coz SP TOO NOISY!!<br />so when it hit 12 alr,I COULD SEE FIREWORKS FROM CLARKE QUAY!!<br />super in love with the view!<br />asked ron to stop awhile for me to enjoy<br />but he scared baby wait too long so we went off<br />missed the finale of the fireworks :c<br />walk over to cue room to meet baby<br />baby wasnt happy with how long we took<br />and his words got needles one<br />super unhappy with what he said so i showed out my unhappiness and he also didnt like it<br />didnt talk for the whole night<br />bq whole place pack!<br />walk over to clarke quay to drink(but i didnt drink)<br />then went over to bk whooper(its so cool!)<br />ate burger there then chit chat awhile then went home<br /><br /><u>New Year night</u><br />bryan jioed baby go bowling<br />so we went<br />eddy drove us the the chevrons to play<br />it was all empty!<br />so we played<br />i suck at bowling!!<br />and i got the lowest score :c<br />(i suck at sports!)<br />had fun :D<br />went to eat prata at al-azhar then went home!<br /><br /><u>my weekends</u><br />practically,i spend all my weekends with baby<br />i love spending time with baby but i hate it when he injured me by <i><b>biting me</b></i>,<i><b>hitting</b><b> my upper leg</b></i> ,<i><b>pressing onto my hair and its super painful</b></i> and etc but he is still my love<br />its not that ive been throwing attitude but its the things you do that makes me feel so..<br />sometimes the words you say are super sensitive that it makes me speechless<br />although we may have many unhappiness but im still happy with you!<br />ive been wanting to say thing:<br /><span style="color: red;">baby,thanks for being there with me for the pass 3/4 of 2010 and being my love for 1/4 of 2010</span><br /><span style="color: red;">now its 2011 and i hope it would be a better year for us</span><br /><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #e06666;">I LOVE YOU BABY!!</span></span><br /><span style="color: red;"><span style="color: #e06666;"><span style="color: red;">you bring me joy and you bring me tears but without you,my life would be left with <span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: black;">BLACK</span></span>&nbsp;</span> </span><span style="color: #999999;">&amp; <span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;">WHITE</span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="background-color: white;"></span> </span></span></span><br /><span style="color: #999999;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: white;"><span style="background-color: white;"></span><i><b><span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</span></span></b></i> </span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1948386865121303834?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-58290380030287904262010-11-25T18:55:00.000+08:002010-11-25T18:55:35.012+08:00had a major stomach ache last night<br />managed to sleep well after having 2 rounds of bombing in my toilet<br />woke up with a painful tummy<br />dont feel like going to school<br />stayed at home <br />didnt wanna waste money on seeing doctor although esther and ah kang got thought of bring me go :)<br />had an afternoon nap so i doubt i would be sleeping so early tonight..<br />dramas is my best killing time thing to do<br />i think without i would cry out for boredom..<br />but feeling abit not happy with myself coz i should have wait till now then slp coz now its raining<br />best time to sleep<br />got a damn mosquito bite<br />so big!<br />lucky not itchy<br />if suay suay is dengue mosquito i will cry sia<br />i wanna go chalet tmw :c<br /><br /><em>haiz,i guess im starting to lose faith in myself...</em><br /><em>getting paranoid so easily</em><br /><em>always thinking so much</em><br /><em>never able to hide my emotions</em><br /><em>im lousy at looking after myself</em><br /><em>where have my patience died to..?</em><br /><em>im a failure to practically everything</em><br /><em>i feel like digging my heart out to see how precious can it be</em><br /><em>it can be&nbsp;a gem,it can be a trash</em><br /><em>it can be something people treasure,it can be something for people to throw around like a toy</em><br /><em>it may worth alot,it may not even worth a dust...</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5829038003028790426?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-5221758937122678672010-11-24T22:20:00.000+08:002010-11-24T22:20:36.190+08:00its been a long time since i last blogged<br />shall squeeze everything that i could remember but it may be abit messy :/<br /><br />every weekends,i would go down to pasir ris to pick baby up to go home and send baby back to pasir ris almost without fail<br />have been trying my best to go down&nbsp;almost all the time but problems occur at times like erm..you know you know..<br />quarrels? tantrums? unhappiness? dont have enough time? and etc? :x<br />but baby still loves me and i know :)<br />there was once baby wanted to break up with me because he thinks im very unhappy in this rs but the fact is im not...<br />not all rs are perfect and i cant expect my relationship to be perfect too because im not perfect...<br />so i told him this : <strong><em>break up with me because you dont love me anymore and not break up with me because&nbsp;of small&nbsp;problems...</em></strong><br />since then baby never mention it to me :)<br />but sometimes when we quarrel,i feel that baby may leave me any moment but thankfully he didnt...<br />sometimes i really think i should not throw tantrum/attitude so much but just that the disappointed feeling or the angry pissed off feeling just simply makes you totally dont wanna talk to the person and you cant possible act like nothing have happened..haiz<br />but i know baby do dote on me alot :)<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1189-2-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1189-2-1.jpg" /></a><br /><br />its school reopen and its near our 2nd monthsary..<br />although its nothing much special for wx but its something for me!<br />its my first time man!<br />although i sound damn noob but cant blame :x<br />kept travelling to dhoby ghaut to adjust abt the photo problem...<br />due to body clock system haven go to school time,i spend my nights doing em before i go to bed..<br />finally! i dont have to go down alr :D<br />and on a saturday which im with baby,we went down dhoby to collect together :)<br />feels so ps to let him read it but i didnt put my heart and effort to making it!<br />i really dont know if he really like it or not but he hang it on his phone(but he doesnt take a look at em)<br />(<em>ps,feels so embarassing that his camp mates have all seen it</em>)<br />after that we bus down to zouk to meet roshan and friends...<br />as usual,phuture is fucking pack!!<br />hate the crowd..worst that ph one :x<br />but wanna accompany baby..<br />baby's bunk mate is found drunk dead in the toilet so they carried his out and accompany him till he is much better then we cab home<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=donald-1-1.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/donald-1-1.jpg" /></a><br /><br />on one of the sunday,reagen pick us up to go breakfast :D<br />called pg along..<br />we all haven exactly slp except for reagen XD<br />wanted to eat at pg house nearby but its so pack plus the stall not open so we went redhill to eat instead<br />super ex but overall ok luh..<br />even my wallet and handphone had a taste of it :P<br />went to play pool after that<br />reagen had to rush home so he drop us at pg house then go off<br />saw sherie :)<br />bus home after that<br />went home slp like pig<br />after that send baby to camp and hsh<br /><br />its baby birthday!<br />due to some quarreling,i didnt send baby home or even meet him on that day<br />in the end morning after he play lan,he came over to my house to cab with me home<br />had to carry his oreos,blanket,cover sheet,laptop and my clothes over!<br />that idiot see me alr only know how to conti talk on his phone!<br />never help me carry &gt;:C<br />while waiting for cab,daddy spot me<br />he didnt really spot baby so it was quite a close shave and thankfully he haven even light his stick!<br />although its abit embarassing to give him a blanket because its the first time i even hear someone giving a blanket as birthday present cum 3rd mth eh..<br />hope baby likes it and he dont have to complain abt his towel blanket :)<br />and hope baby can feel the comfyness and warmth given by the blanket <br />giving him a good night slp whenever he is home...<br />lay out the blanket for him and down to slp :)<br />went out to meet pg and sanford later at night...<br />go v4 and saw wendy<br />i hate it when people tell my boyfriend to not bring girlfriend out when they mens out drinking<br />feel like shouting at them <em>FUCK YOU! i got disturb until you meh!?</em><br />roars~! what a bad first impression they have given me..<br />enjoyed MYSELF over there<br />poor baby drunk then he puke out all the mee tai mak we ate before drinking...<br />poor idiot of mine :)<br />got home and slp beside my idiot with his liquor smell although he bathed alr :/<br /><br />next day reagen jio powerhouse!<br />woohoo~! songbo!?<br />so happy to see the people there :)<br />but its likea raining!<br />sucker!<br />they last min wanna find table..lols! <br />kuku birds..<br />all the tables are full but we manage to find a spot<br />hate all the pushing and all!<br />in the end went to find esther and podium together :)<br />met silvien there too :D<br />all dance together like a woohoo~!<br />roshan and ron came after that coz they were stuck at the queue..<br />did enjoy myself luh :D<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1237.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1237.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1243.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1243.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1264.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1264.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1275.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1275.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1247.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1247.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1263.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1263.jpg" /></a><br /><br />on our third month,we go out to meet zikun jasper and clique for baby's celebration<br />meet at boon lay and train down to town <br />walk around at 131 b3 to look for stuff to munch<br />baby bought ice cream!<br />got many unique flavours man :D<br />after that shop for baby's stuff at cine<br />they bought him a fred perry formal shirt and sperry's shoe<br />just like what baby wanted :)<br />after that went to waraku to eat<br />yum yum<br />had so much fun there :)<br />after that we walk over to parklane<br />they wanted to play lan but all full..<br />in the end play pool<br />due to never meet bryan alr,all went home!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=150561_10150105772678273_559498272_7286658_4444798_n.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/150561_10150105772678273_559498272_7286658_4444798_n.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=149115_10150105771873273_559498272_7286641_7971203_n.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/149115_10150105771873273_559498272_7286641_7971203_n.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=148624_10150105779613273_559498272_7286771_5370806_n.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/148624_10150105779613273_559498272_7286771_5370806_n.jpg" /></a><br /><br />on a friday,went shopping with queenie and amelia :D<br />its been a long time since we last shop man!<br />bought so many stuff!<br />even bought clothes to wear for amelia chalet<br />so excited..<br />things are all planned!<br />spent all my savings to shop..<br />i also bought baby's stuff at the same time<br />wanna make baby happier so bought him his donald duck stuff <br />bought him a belle chain coz i scared baby lose his key and cant find it again..<br />bought his a keychain pendant to put on his mini photo album to make it more special<br />bought him a baby donald duck pouch to... :x<br />got my maxi dress :D<br />but sad no trying out :/<br />got home try and it looks fat one me :x<br />tummy too big :/<br />fiona and mink came to meet us awhile..<br />after that we went home coz broke alr plus no where to go XD<br />its been a long time since we had fun together :D<br /><br />saturday we went powerhouse coz our dear amelia have turned 18 :D<br />went down damn early luh<br />we suaku kids XD<br />took photos and all<br />i seriously think im not suitable for taking photos on that day :/<br />everyone see amelia all wish her happy birthday XD<br />kept laughing at one side<br />disturbed mr tan zheng wei is so fun..<br />had a di siao partner too :)<br />stayed on the podium all the way <br />saw aron and friend..<br />miss em so damn much!!<br />its been freaking long since i even last saw em!<br />had fun yo :D<br />i dislike 2 girls on the podium sia!<br />walk around the podium like machiam their house liddat<br />somemore drunk.zzz<br />bth the fat one sia..<br />totally showing her cleavage to some army guys..<br />GROSS!!<br />halfway in trance got police raid..zzz<br />stop for so damn long and they didnt extend due to that<br />but slowly had the mood back after that :)<br />legs super uber sour after wearing heels for the whole night..<br />haven dance for so long for so long too<br />cab home with esther after that<br />pack up my stuff and cab down to baby's house<br />was very disappointed in him at that time but he didnt know..haiz<br />had major gastric but no appetite so had half a egg tart that i brought over and one-quarter milo then go to bed...<br />suppose to go gym but my idiot sprain his ankle<br />LOLS!<br />bought ingredients home coz mr tan weilong is cooking!<br />help him out abit then go pei bf watch drama<br />makan alr then slack <br />after that train home...<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1292.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1292.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1296.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1296.jpg" /></a><br />the nevergonnasaygoodbye :)<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1299.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1299.jpg" /></a><br />fat vs skinny :x<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1300.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1300.jpg" /></a><br />small boobs vs big boobs :X<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1301.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1301.jpg" /></a><br />short vs super short :x<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1306.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1306.jpg" /></a><br />tall vs short :D<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1310.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1310.jpg" /></a><br />im obviously the unique one for the day but not the bday girl :P<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1315.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1315.jpg" /></a><br />babes for the night ;)<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1320.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1320.jpg" /></a><br />the loves<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1324.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1324.jpg" /></a><br />sisters (Y)<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1331.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1331.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view&amp;current=DSCF1332.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/DSCF1332.jpg" /></a><br />brother and friends :)<br /><br />next day after school cab over to my idiot's house to accompany him til he book in<br />he treat me makan mahatten fish :D<br />thanks baby<br />i really like that meal :)<br />train home after baby met his friends<br /><br />feels so excited abt amelia's chalet<br />hope it would turn out to be a blast and nothing bad happens :)<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-522175893712267867?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-78553038055116336542010-10-31T02:07:00.002+08:002010-10-31T02:07:54.776+08:00i feel like breaking down now<br />but i know i cant<br />so i better not<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7855303805511633654?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-61675044308653091932010-10-05T20:07:00.001+08:002010-10-05T20:08:29.946+08:00i guess im all useless<br />i only bring unhappiness to others<br />where have my trust gone to..<br />just because the girl said thanks for the add and he said welcome(it shows he admit he added her)<br />i choose to believe what i saw and not believe what he said<br />im all paranoid<br />the sight of her reminds me of wanxuan<br />wanxuan became my fear/phobia<br />my trust have&nbsp;dont know run go where and my doubts is here to stay<br />i guess im just the worst person ever<br />i just suck in handling my own rs<br />words are easier said than done<br />i guess my boy will no wanna be there anymore<br />i suck..<br />the feeling totally sucks<br />the mind is the one&nbsp;causing my misery&nbsp;and the heart is the one who ends up clearing the mess<br />my tuesday totally sucks<br />totally pissed off in the morning but end up suffering at night<br />hate all my quarrelings<br />fuck my attitude<br />i guess im just not worthy at all<br />expecting so much and end up becoming a mad bitch<br />i guess i just sucked totally<br />i just screwed my life...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6167504430865309193?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-73703799768341055452010-09-29T23:28:00.000+08:002010-09-29T23:28:29.369+08:00<em><u>yesterday</u></em> didnt blog coz too tired<br />got home at 5+<br />i woke up and didnt really feel like going out<br />amelia didnt call me and i didnt call her so even..<br />in&nbsp;e end 9+ i called her and talk awhile<br />then serene and aledrline called us<br />i only answered serene's call<br />she call me to gan :/<br />so&nbsp;i told her i call amelia then call her back<br />in e end i straight away go bathe and prepare<br />meet amelia in the cab then reach there<br />serene continue to gan<br />but after that ok<br />aledrline so happy to see us<br />this made our effort not wasted..<br />got down slack and drink abit and sing<br />saw beatrice and belle there<br />chatted with em<br />due to no table<br />we join jiremi's table<br />alex bought a pink panther<br />keep using it to disturb jiremi and keep using it to dance<br />its so damn cute lor!!<br />omg!<br />then aledrline drunk<br />beatrice cannot maintain inside eh..<br />after that saw seng huat inside<br />chatted with him<br />his new car damn chio only!<br />but kns! only 2 seater..<br />if not ask him send me home XD<br />stayed till the end<br />amelia doing free labour so waited for her<br />after that share cab with amelia and one girl and go peace center meet pg and yi kai and alvin<br />chit chat and all after that go ntuc buy pad XD<br />kns!<br />got so many cashier she choose the one without nets!<br />due to its uob,i walk all the way to hawker then walk back just to pay in cash!<br />reach there nobody at counter plus she wanted to put back my things<br />kns! in e end she go put back and scan then make payment and im home<br />high temptation for mee sua :c<br />but no where to buy!!<br />oh ya<br />almost thought i left my phone inside the cab!!<br />shock of my life!!<br />heng its in my bag<br />rotted then 7+ then went to slp<br /><br /><em><u>today</u></em> woke up with nth to do<br />made breakfast for myself<br />after that wash bedsheet and rot<br />pack my bag for tomorrow<br />baby will book out between 10 to 12<br />me and amelia shall enjoy rotting!<br />sian<br />i hate it to feel that im the only one excited to see him and he is not..<br />haiz<br />feel that im still expecting too much<br />he can easily just send one short msg to me while i send a whole compo<br />but at least i shld be contented luhs<br />better than before that he doesnt really be bothered to even msg me!<br />hope his batt can last till i meet him tmw!!<br />omg! so scary! i scared his phone low batt then i dont know how to contact him alr <br />somemore tomorrow meet him cant hug him coz he wearing uniform :c<br />haiz! horrible feeling<br />and i will be the first to see him botak<br />cant imagine how he will look like man! excited XD<br />k,enough of my nonsense<br />end here :)<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7370379976834105545?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-58122726759705111742010-09-28T02:26:00.000+08:002010-09-28T02:26:26.695+08:00last night too lazy and tired to post so here i come!<br /><br /><em><u>yesterday</u></em> was the last day of f1!<br />cant wait for it to end<br />it all hot and sunny man <br />went down to raffles to meet cheryl <br />walk to staff area and rot<br />conti to tear the&nbsp;wristband<br />after that walk to padang and wait for further instructions!<br />finally gates are gonna open then we prepare the q in case it cock up like saturday<br />walk here and there under the sun<br />so warm<br />when its slightly cloudy i put now my sleeve<br />when the sun come up again i pull up again<br />so warm!<br />went to eat dinner at 5 with the others<br />gotta take turns so we cant all go together<br />after dinner no more wirstbands alr!<br />madness<br />people were all like asking then keep suddenly have keep suddenly dont have!<br />after that look after the q and rot and all<br />bored!<br />drank some white one!<br />its so shiok!<br />watching f1 drinking white wine and chatting with colleagues<br />woohoo~!<br />after that ge back to work<br />went to work for watching over the staff tags to go in or not<br />the police is security like the bully only!<br />lols!<br />after that back to the booth<br />guest came soon after that<br />feels more stressful this time coz more people and all<br />scary~!<br />soon the booth is near to being flooded<br />got some holes on the other side of the booth that is not for us to guard then people keep&nbsp; coming in<br />got one ang moh ran in and start drinking his beer and put the cup on his head and start singing along<br />omg! i was so shocked!<br />but the security help us get him out<br />got alot of people trying to get their way in but they failed!<br />but mariah carey's concert was awesome!!<br />but she seems like she turned fat!<br />but her voice is still awesome!!<br />got the singtel staff who are not happy with our performance!<br />wtf!<br />she seems to be so unhappy with our job but she also cant expect perfection!<br />she shld just shut the fuck off her face and do what she is suppose to do and not show us black face &gt;:C<br />it feels like its worst than people complaining to me!<br />roars!<br />complain to the people doing the drinks and the singtel guy<br />lols! after 2 days he come talk to us <br />watched and work at the same time<br />especially listening to her song!<br />finally our job is done!<br />ts 12 and we end work<br />when we are off guard people still wants to come in!<br />wtf!<br />say bye to em and im off to return the bag although i like the bag...<br />went home in exhaustion<br />kept complaining with cheryl!<br />finally home!<br />my dramas are not properly loaded so i watched dvd instead<br />dose off and hoping baby wld msg me at 5plus but he didnt so went to slp properly at 6+<br /><br /><em><u>today</u></em> woke up at 2 plus!<br />ate pancake and starting clearing stuff<br />omg!<br />i cleared so much today!<br />got up to 3 or 4 big bags!<br />after clearing needa faster bathe then leave hse to meet amelia<br />she keeps rushing!<br />train down dhoby<br />got out of the purple line side and i couldnt find the way out<br />i feel so noob<br />but finally found my way<br />meet her at paper market<br />saw the candles that are in alphabets and numbers<br />tried searching for a "w" &amp; "x" but couldnt find :C<br />went to gv after that to buy movie tic<br />then wnt back down to print photos<br />kept searching for photos!!<br />in e end found but late for movie alr! XD<br />but we still go buy the mash potato and nacho combo XD<br />went in the tried to get into the story<br />fyi,we're watching <strong>i love you too</strong><br />quite a sweet and quite hilarious movie<br />was so touched by what the guy did at the bridge<br />he finally express how much he love the girl after racking his head so hard <br />i like it when they say do it quick because you know its never too late when you know youre not..<br />but so sad the midget die after meeting one of the hardest to meet person but at least he get to join his wife :)<br />even the wedding in the show is so cute!<br />after movie we go eat dinner<br />at ban mian<br />the soup taste so salty.. but overall not bad<br />then sit down talk cock abt the stuff before that<br />damn funny!<br />amelia is opening chalet..woohoo~! gotta prepare to stay over for 3 days 2 nights<br />i gotta save up for so many things next month man! gosh!<br />poor!<br />now even more poor!<br />my weekends feels so broke :C<br />but i gotta accompany baby in everyway<br />i wanna cherish my weekend with him!!<br />i wanna have my 4 days 3 nights with him till he books in!<br />my 2 weeks plus are alr gone because he is in army!<br />haiz<br />shall squeeze up as much money as i can luhs :c<br />i so cant wait for thursday!!<br />ITS COMING ITS COMING!!<br />now is counted as a tueday!!<br />after my sleep and afternoon and night gone..ITS A WEDNESDAY<br />and i can start packing for thursday at night the pick my dear boy up :)<br />other than telling him i miss him in the msg,i dont know what more to say to him :/<br />i shall endure i little while longer<br />so weird!<br />my tummy feels pain like stomach cramps not in the major way and my period is not here!<br />damn it!<br />i dont want it to come when im in baby's house!<br />so troublesome :c<br />if now faster come in super heavy flow i wld be so much happier so it will end earlier :x<br />haiz!<br />just wait!<br />all i have to do is wait!<br />sianz..<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5812272675970511174?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-70629923451573573292010-09-26T02:06:00.000+08:002010-09-26T02:06:36.633+08:00i thought i wont be blogging today but here i am<br />today is half a great day half a bad day<br />the good part for today is that <br /><strong>BABY GOT HIS LINE BACK AND HE MSG ME!!!</strong><br />&amp;&amp; i get to see adam lambert and daughtry live on stage!<br />the bad part is <br />too much complains at work due to poor management <br />&amp;&amp;more complains<br />all tired and having a bad hair day<br />great!<br />i guess baby's msg is the best gift to put a smile on my face but he is too busy in camp with his stuff<br />managing for daughtry's concert was ok<br />it was fun and all<br />love daughtry's voice!<br />its all clear and nice!<br />i like~<br />after that went to eat<br />didnt know what time to go back coz amos say 10 go back but cheryl says she heard 8.10<br />in the end we 8.40 go back<br />saw messy crowds<br />came back not seeing tele<br />ask the others around and they said she tell us not to call her but she ask us to align the crowd<br />wtf!<br />tried and end up getting all the complains!<br />2 adults facing up to me saying no point and the blah blah blah<br />making me all speechless and them not understanding what bad position we are in at that moment<br />saying that i dont get what the guy saying then explain luhs!<br />im just trying to give my colleague an easier job!<br />you guys cock up the queue!<br />not us!<br />went back to find the others coz i see no one else asking so i see em listening to complains<br />enough of complain for us and we must find tele<br />called her but its either no one pick up or she off her phone<br />all went around looking<br />no supervisors!<br />tried figuring out but theres nothing we can do at all!<br />totally hopeless<br />no supervisors to be found anywhere<br />people complaining about the queue<br />totally madness<br />so the other supervisor ask us to do another queue and form a human barrier<br />in the end they still squeeze into the fromt<br />wtf!<br />some even claim that they start queue-ing at 1pm<br />they are bad liars but just listen only!<br />asking em not to cut but they keep claiming is they q first for damn long and all<br />i got no witness except for the crowd!<br />so much apologies made for today!<br />finally tele is back and she is there to call for more man power and finally a barrier!<br />I FUCKING HATE ONE ANG MOH!<br />HE DOESNT EVEN GET WHAT IS FIRST COME FIRST SERVE RULE!<br />HE JUST CUT IN AND CLAIM THEY GOT A TICKET BUT THEY THREW IT AWAY!<br />BUT THE FACT IS THEY DIDNT EVEN GET IN BECAUSE THEY WERE STANDING BESIDE THE CORPORATE BOOTH OF SINGTEL<br />THEY ARE JUST 5STEPS AWAY FROM ME!<br />I MANAGE TO GET HIM TO SHUT BY ADMITTING THAT ITS OUR BOSS FAULT<br />AT LEAST HE MANAGE TO STFU!!<br />AAARRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />thankfully some of em is understanding like my junior stesha and her other lambert fan friends<br />tell em what he said and one of em tell me to tell em the rule is _l_<br />i like~ but i cant do that!<br />after the police saved us,we go back to our booth<br />i still can smile...wow!<br />but i cheered my curly friend up!<br />for the sake of adam lambert<br />we understand their complain but we are also victims!<br />kept ranting to his ears,oops!<br />finally the the show starts and people keep wanting go into the coporate booth<br />they keep wanting to go in to sit but we cant!<br />being in such difficult position and got one guy even wanna faint!<br />gosh!<br />scardie me and i hope i could help him but im doing my job!<br />i also hope i can allow the people without tag to go in because there are far too many space behind but i cant!<br />this explains why some girls quit..<br />cant keep my eyes off adam lambert!<br />woohoo~!<br />im so impress by adam labert<br />his voice is good!!<br />finally end work!<br />his last song was mad world..<br />omg!<br />ran into the fan zone and watch<br />too bad my camera sucks :c<br />cant take photo :c<br />train home and finally home not so sweet home<br />my back and leg is aching so badly!<br />wanna rest now<br />i wan baby's hug :C<br />but gotta wait for&nbsp;4 more days...<br />sian!<br />but its getting closer<br />gotta just wait :)<br />nights muthafreaking night!<br /><br /><em>i thought home was somewhere all quite and comfy and nice for me to be in</em><br /><em>a place where i dont have to put a mask on and just be myself however i want</em><br /><em>but today it doesnt show me that</em><br /><em>after hearing so much complaining&nbsp;at work today with people showing me attitude</em><br /><em>no matter how bad it is,i put on a smile </em><br /><em>now matter how much i wanna scold those freaks back,i still gotta put a damn smile on my face</em><br /><em>problems coming towards me i still gotta have a smile on my face</em><br /><em>getting home</em><br /><em>floor gets soiled all thanks to muddy grounds like quake sands stained shoes</em><br /><em>my father complains</em><br /><em>after so much of scolding that i wanna break down</em><br /><em>i still got complains at home</em><br /><em>kaobei back</em><br /><em>father not happy</em><br /><em>say i not happy ask me shut up</em><br /><em>then he not happy can he shut up..?</em><br /><em>he cleaned the whole house and i still give attitude</em><br /><em>i clean the whole house can i go out for 7days7nights? NO</em><br /><em>omg! how i wish i have a shoulder to cry on from so much hard work today</em><br /><em>i wanna work this job yet i complain tired isit wrong? </em><br /><em>liddat he after work come home suddenly kaobei me for no reason what shld i do then?</em><br /><em>haiz~ what a day,what a home</em><br /><em>just shut myself in the room best!</em><br /><em>for the sake of my $300++,SMILE!</em><br /><em>not matter how tired at work,SMILE!</em><br /><em>but i actually do enjoy working overall...</em><br /><em>tmw last day,jiayou! haiz~</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7062992345157357329?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-44150398850450310762010-09-25T02:59:00.000+08:002010-09-25T02:59:26.889+08:00hoho! haven been blogging for the pass 2 days..here it gos..<br /><br /><strong><u>wednesday</u></strong> woke up early to work<br />bought pancake to eat then go up<br />got hungry!!<br />went lunch with beeling and edmund <br />subway again! lols!<br />but i tried the wrap<br />not bad plus it makes me neater than eating the bread!<br />bought tapioca snacks and go up munch :)<br />type type type<br />all keep asking me want go chinese garden for mooncake anot but i said no :x<br />lazy go so far somemore baby not there to be my motivation to be there <br />went home<br />bought bak kut teh and cai fan<br />sieh bao sia!<br />but so ex<br />im so not saving up money yet :c<br />wait for baby to come online and on his phone but no where to be seen!<br />finally he msg me to call him!<br />chi chat awhile :)<br />miss him loads<br />he is so excited abt his book out!<br />went to sleep early after that<br /><br /><u><strong>thursday</strong>(yesterday)</u> woke up as usual<br />dress until sieh slack<br />cant even tell im going work..<br />went up office<br />wanna tong till 2 but bth<br />1.30 go down hawker<br />alot of food sia!<br />next week wanna go down late then more food le luh<br />chin chow 80c only!<br />big cup somemore!<br />so cheap!<br />ate thick beehoon fish<br />not bad but not full enough :x<br />went down buy snacks then go up<br />munch munch munch all the way!!<br />didnt go for dinner but after that felt like eating old chang kee<br />went down close le so went to buy mash potato :)<br />go up munch and work till 10<br />baby came online at 9.30!!<br />chat and work at the same time!<br />after that talk on the phone with him awhile :)<br />i did so much work today man omg!<br />reach home ask daddy help me heat up my fish soup with rice<br />eat dao sieh bao!<br />looking for new dramas to watch :/ <br />vampire diaries season is out!!<br />told baby..<br />he must be xing yang yang alr<br />went to sleep in huge headache<br />the panadol seem to made it worst!<br />sleeping in pain :c<br /><br /><strong><u>today</u></strong> woke up for f1<br />woke up at 10+<br />couldnt wake up coz of headache but no bian..<br />went to prepare and out<br />seeing people wearing same shirt as me so ps..<br />went down cityhall to meet cheryl<br />ask here and there of where to report to<br />in e end walk to marina square and found it...<br />it raining somemore!<br />used the map as shelter XD<br />got there and so many people is there!<br />rotted and all<br />we feel like abondoned kids coz they make it so clear of the activated people and non-activated people..<br />rotted and chatted with hongming(tricia's bf)<br />watch xia yi zhan xing fu coz too bored alr<br />only can go youtube..<br />lunch alr after that go back up continue rot<br />rot for one hour later and yay! finally activated!<br />activated at padang!<br />woohoo~!<br />kept di siaoing curly and we all sit down chit chat<br />walk to padang after that..<br />its all muddy and all<br />so eeks!<br />went to report and take note of what are we suppose to do and all and dinner after that<br />partnered with amos for our part<br />i lost my lunch coupon on the first day of work<br />SIEH SMART EH!<br />sian half lor..<br />finally prepare to welcome the guest..<br />but no one come<br />people keep asking for the tag and directions<br />i suck at directions!<br />waited and waited and waited<br />got one pregnant ang moh lady came over and just sit at the stand<br />the security like the fierce<br />make me scared only<br />like the stress!<br />but luckily no guest..<br />finally the concert start!<br />MISSY ELLIOT IS PERFORMING LIVE INFRONT OF ME FOR FREE!!<br />although not a great fan but its still an honour :)<br />her dancers dance till damn nice only!<br />i like~<br />enjoyed the concert<br />at the second half of the concert the guest then start to come..<br />watched her perform and all..<br />and it ends!<br />the girl offered us drinks and all<br />i had white wine...<br />yum yum!<br />after that me and amos go find the others then rest awhile then meet tele for what else to do..<br />waited and waited<br />she came and assign us to say bye to the people..<br />the car noise is getting more irritating and its damn noisy after some time..<br />saw the vintage cars<br />its damn cute!<br />if only baby is there to look at the cars with me..<br />went to gate 5 and we all stand there<br />greet the people by waving and saying bye;have a nice day;see you and etc<br />omg!<br />i did that for 1 hour plus nearly 2 hours!<br />feels like im selling off my smile!<br />my face felt like its having botox!!<br />me and amos keeping saying abt the people<br />i dont know how come i can have a nice day to happy birthday<br />im so damn retarded<br />WHY I LIDDAT ONE!? so cute XD<br />made me laugh my ass off...<br />so omg!<br />go ang moh wink,look at me from top to bottom and more..<br />so wtf!<br />got one look at amos and smile to him like he is gay<br />damn funny!<br />then got ang mohs who run across and clap hi-5 to us<br />even got those who loves hugs!<br />i didnt wanna give XD<br />i just watch and laugh<br />omg!<br />ang mohs are so much more fun loving!<br />the most memorable ang moh is the one who say bye to us like saying goodbye to a baby<br />the eyes and the voice just melts you deeply..<br />how i wish he is my grandfather :x<br />greet so much and watch the staff go off!<br />jealous<br />my legs are starting to ache!<br />keep hoping tele wld call!!<br />finally she came to us and say bye!<br />yay!<br />like finally!<br />walk to raffles mrt<br />scared no more circle line!<br />heng have sia!<br />home sweet home looking damn cui!<br />cook makan eat<br />now resting..<br />gotta sleep alr<br />reach home like one plus! so damn late!<br />tomorrow daughtry and adam lambert<br />will end even later!<br />sure die!<br />BUT IM EXCITED TO SEE ADAM LAMBERT!<br />keep thinking he wld sing to me <em>im here for your entertainment!</em> LOLS!!<br />i guess my weekends i wont be able to talk to baby on the phone :c<br />too busy!<br />wonder if he will call other girls to talk on the phone anot :/<br />im feeling so paranoid now!<br />im feeling all paranoid like mad!<br />wtf! whats wrong with me!<br />wheres my faith in baby that he loves only me! <br />nvm.im just a disappointment<br />but i just love him so much luhs!<br />i want him with me :c<br />i just cant wait for next week luhs!<br />the day is getting closer and closer!<br />cant wait only!<br />but first,i needa pull through my working days!!<br />i guess my next blog update will be monday coz tmw will be working till even later than today!!<br />i wan my baby's hug!<br />oh ya! ytd i wanted to send baby good night msg but end up sending to beeling<br />so ps sia let her read dao :$ <br />but she feels happy for us :)<br />thanks girl!<br />shall end here<br />gotta sleep!<br />nights people!<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4415039885045031076?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-24822369450414738902010-09-21T23:19:00.000+08:002010-09-21T23:19:00.605+08:00today feels like the toot<br />dont know if wanna wake up for work anot coz justin never confirm with me my schedule :c<br />so just make the afford and go only!<br />it feels empty to not have baby's msg in the morning :c<br />but i still msg him in the morning :)<br />went down walking like an idiot<br />saw my colleague but my weaks are too lousy to walk fast!<br />so went up and confirm<br />heh heh<br />heng&nbsp;i got work!<br />went to get to work<br />like a zombie only!<br />type till finish my first few stacks<br />recalled i gotta eat the last tablet for my ear so made myself to go down eat subway alone<br />:c<br />beeling and edmund not working!<br />ate for 30 mins go up le :s (just recalled i forgot to buy my tapioca cracker :x)<br />went back to work<br />i typing so much and i can actually almost dose off!!<br />rabak<br />my blister got worst!<br />but needa tahan<br />finally finis my whole stack of paper and went to little india for tattoo<br />took redline and keep looking at the reflection<br />i feel like i grown fatter :s<br />needa lose weight before baby complain i fat!!<br />keep reflecting that i took to somerset instead<br />im so damnSMART<br />train back to dhoby and change train<br />the ah nehs and the aunties sieh sua gu<br />keep pushing<br />got down and meet kugan<br />kns!<br />this time's tattoo session gave me the most pain!<br />feels like he is digging the needle into my back!<br />bth!<br />keep shouting and complaining and i broke down into tears D:<br />especially the back bone and the should bone area<br />jitao shi <strong><em>steam!</em></strong>&nbsp; de lor<br />bth alr<br />one hour of session and im home!<br />could take it<br />never felt like going home so badly after so long!<br />got home and ask daddy to cook noodle for me<br />omg!<br />so much of pain for one week!!<br />first is baby go army<br />second is my leg blister<br />third is cant walk properly over blister<br />forth is miss baby too much :c<br />fifth is my back tattoo!<br />i haven even color my flowers!!<br />now its still soring<br />hp online<br />waiting for baby to come talk to me<br />bathe finish just nice baby msn me ;D<br />chatted abit but coz just bathe finish so needa prepare abit<br />called baby and baby is playing game with his bunk mates<br />people outside drink liquor they so cute drink 200ml water XD<br />after that called baby and chatted<br />feels so happy chatting with baby!<br />cant&nbsp;waiting for next week<br />super uber excited!<br />confirm gonna camp over at baby's house<br />he tell me that he go where i must go<br />i shy shy<br />then we chat abt what we did today<br />baby so poor thing...<br />having tough training :c<br />then im tired coz lackof energy :x<br />now baby's batt gonna die so badly!<br />he can bear to talk to me for 20 mins!!<br />the back up plan is to chat on msn when it dies :c<br />cant hear baby's voice :C<br />im so looking forward to 30 sep!<br />must wake me up when september ends man!!<br />gonna sleep soon before i dose off while typing halfway<br />it will be the most malu thing if i end do it in the office :/<br />shall end here<br />i love my baby so much<br />oh ya!<br />one las thing<br />before i put down the call with baby<br />my father gave me stupid face coz he knows im talking to boyfriend<br />my dad looks fun CAN!!??<br />k luhs<br /><br />nights suckers!!<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><br /><br /><br /><em>baby! cannot say C is ur best EXgirlfriend anymore!</em><br /><em>i will jealous!</em><br /><em>you make me feel like a useless girlfriend who cant cook so much for you :c</em><br /><em>nvm.im your one and only baby.not your girlfriend!!! :P</em><br /><em>in everyway you will still love me more! right..?</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2482236945041473890?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-73229930330593591552010-09-20T23:44:00.000+08:002010-09-20T23:44:14.117+08:00today was sucha bad day<br />woke up early<br />got down to bishan ite<br />got my shirt<br />train down raffles but beeling and edmund will be late<br />rush from cityhall to suntec just to get my cosmetics from watsons<br />in e end walk too much<br />leg got blister<br />ignored it<br />got to work and leg feels damn pain!<br />went for lunch after that<br />leg even more pain<br />went to buy the plaster thing for my leg<br />no use!<br />it tore my skin instead<br />and i realise my workplace downstairs got watsons.zz<br />spend 30+ on cosmetics and spend 11+ on bandage<br />chor!<br />i was suppose to save money!<br />work feels like a bored!<br />kept typing and typing<br />wx told yikai saying his phone line got cut coz baby's mum didnt pay for his bills<br />how to contact baby!!<br />no more morning msg!!<br />im so gonna suffer for he next 1 week 3 days<br />:c<br />after work ended<br />i didnt wanna work extra coz leg super pain!<br />walk barefooted to take cab<br />CHOR!!<br />im starting to stress over money :c<br />the meter keeps ticking and all<br />heart getting more and more pain<br />somemore got traffic jam<br />total cost of the cab is so much more ex than me going home from bq to go home!<br />wanted to let baby have a good meal after he come out also cant<br />no money to treat him so well<br />im sucha useless gf<br />haiz<br />got home all tired with my leg swollen over the heels and the blister<br />it hurts so much in the shower but not seeing baby hurts me more..<br />the size of my blister have got the size of a fifty cent coin<br />stayed on bed rotting<br />dosing off while watching drama<br />finally it 9.30<br />can call baby<br />chatted with baby on the phone awhile<br />i dont know whats with me<br />talk to him on the phone till my mind got bad<br />i dont know why i throw tantrum with him too<br />but i really do miss him alot<br />the day baby book out he may not have the hp batt to even contact me<br />haiz<br />i wan baby badly!! :c<br />i also dont know why i can talk to baby till i cry <br />out of no reason..<br />body felt so weak plus hungry yet no appetite<br />in e end ask daddy help me buy food<br />haiz<br />now i know the life of girls waiting for their loved ones and unable to see em or even contact em is so much harder than healing a broken heart...<br />nvm.im just a useless girlfriend<br />shall jst continue to look forward to next week when i get to see baby!<br />i wanna hug him so tight that he could hardly breathe<br />he makes me feel empty without him<br />it feels like my heart is in tekong with him and waiting to put it back when he is back<br />haiz<br />oh ya! so qiao i got one colleague name weixian too coz the surveys that have been checked is checked by him<br />showed it to beeling and she laughed!<br />baby's picture works colleague got one girl name sandra<br />my data entry colleage also got one guy name weixian<br />so qiao!!<br />but i only want my <strong><em>salty tan wei xian!</em></strong><br />just hope time quickly pass...<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7322993033059359155?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-18668773331824697002010-09-19T23:23:00.000+08:002010-09-19T23:23:34.111+08:00today stayed at home the whole day!!<br />woke up at around 3+ <br />woohoo~! tonight sure cant sleep le!<br />spend my whole day watching drama<br />seems rather nice :)<br />feel all bored but i manage to sav money :)<br />daddy wanted to call for pizza hut delivery but i didnt want becaus its majority all chicken<br />and they are all very fattening<br />insisted on daddy cooking soup since he went to the market to buy ingredients this morning anyway<br />rotted and baby finally msg :)<br />he wanted to chat with me on msn but my whole system cock up<br />kept downloading the drama and now my IE is having huge laggy problems<br />haiz<br />baby called not long after that<br />his phone left 3 bars<br />i wonder how is he gonna survive with that battery life for 10 days :c<br />im still feeling very sensitive over baby not really wanting me to go down pasir ris to pick him<br />i really do wanna pick him<br />but he seems like he is pushing me away :c<br />told him i wld be working all the way but he ask me to work instead of fetching him<br />wtf!<br />it totally sounds like baby doesnt want me to go down at all :c<br />maybe he is hoping for someone else to pick him instead of me?<br />haiz<br />i dont know luhs...<br />maybe im just over sensitive...<br />will be working for this whole week til baby is out of tekong for the weekends!!<br />liddat i can not only save money,maybe can try on going for a diet<br />can also no need to anyhow think at home...<br />my tummy is getting&nbsp;super uber huge from the amount of food im eating<br />baby have been eating so damn much in camp<br />3 bowls of rice with a whole loadsa curry(baby's favourite) served right infront of him today!<br />FAT FAT FAT!!<br />but his metabolism rate too high,cant grow fat<br />unlike me...<br />i wonder how baby looks like right now... :/<br />disturb him that he needs to get a new bed before the bed cant fit me because he is getting more and more build up &amp; FAT<br />haiz<br />shall not think so much luhs<br />because of that feeling all moody...<br />hate the feeling!<br />shall see how by then<br />i guess if baby really doesnt want me to fetch him i will grant him bah<br />i guess baby's decision is so much more important than mine now...<br />i respect him bah<br />shall see how it goes..<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1866877333182469700?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-53014453816783895542010-09-19T17:14:00.001+08:002010-09-19T17:20:01.933+08:00haiz.after last night quarrel<br />im still feeling sad till now<br />especially when baby's priority is his training<br />talking to me is never that important anymore<br />he wld spend most of his time training and all and just send me short text<br />the neglected feeling sucks...<br />haiz<br />but all i can do is just to wait luhs<br />nothing more i can do..<br />he doesnt reply to my goodnight msges too<br />he doesnt seem to have any comments abt it..<br />his morning msg are just simple and short<br />maybe i just like to expect alot from him<br />at least he did msg me<br />i shld feel contented that he even did msg me<br />i guess im just not understanding enough<br />haiz<br />just hope he knows that i miss him alot more than he misses me...<br />shall just find a darn job to kill my time..<br />beeling's intro seems rather not bad..<br />can go ty :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5301445381678389554?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-43190480621885570312010-09-19T02:41:00.000+08:002010-09-19T02:41:54.748+08:00im suppose to wake up for job thingy<br />but after msging baby at 5+<br />i dont feel like going alr XD<br /><br />woke up and made breakfast for myself<br />the breakfast i made reminds me of when baby cook for me!<br />watch drama the whole day<br />manage to finish 呼叫大明星<br />too bored..<br />msg and called clara to chit chat coz she is too bored...<br />conti to drama then dinner<br />dinner alr conti drama<br />so super uber duper lifeless!<br />at night alr hungry again!<br />got the ai mai feeling to go out<br />wanna eat mee sua so badly(but ended up cooking corn &amp; mushroom soup w/ macarooni)<br />but need save money! <br />must save money go out with baby!<br /><br />chit chat on the phone with baby<br />he is so super uber busy<br />make me sad only<br />treasuring baby's msg and call so much but his self training seems more important than me by alot :c<br />baby called alr<br />chit chat then quarrelled abit<br />haiz<br />before quarrelling feel like throwing tantrum coz his training too important than me<br />wait for nealy one hour then got his call..<br />talk tilll tears dropping but he doesnt know<br />in e end come out lj dai ji<br />ji tao shi cry de lor...<br />wo ying liao<br />after that msg and much better le<br />but miss baby too much,cant really stop crying :c<br />its barely one week yet!<br />im sucha whore!<br />and everyone is like asking me,hows life? miss bf alot hor? nvm! 2 weeks pass very fast de..<br />seriously = zzz<br />its not fast!<br />im dying with its currently the 6th day alr! :c<br />imma sucker!<br />but overall,i know baby loves me ;)<br />but words are far too sensitive for me now..<br />after ending call with baby<br />conti drama<br />finish drama alr now rotting..<br />waiting for new drama to load<br />its damn slow!<br />freak funshion!<br />but love funshion coz alot of drama XD<br />at the last epi of the drama<br />after the sad part show<br />i stil cant stop crying<br />my tears like tap water<br />i miss my baby alot :c<br />pass few days tahan de all drop down le!<br />end of drama,tap water close tightly<br />now the tap is dehydrated!<br />just saw baby's old yp photo<br />im sucha stalker!<br /><strong>SUPER YP TTM!!</strong><br /><strong>OMG!! BABY!!</strong><br /><strong>SIEH XIAO AH BENG LEHS!!</strong><br /><strong>DISLIKE YOU LAST TIME LONG HAIR FACE!</strong><br /><strong>CHUI CHUI CHUI!</strong><br /><strong>REMINDS ME OF ONE HONGSTER FRIEND OF ME</strong><br /><strong>DISLIKE DISLIKE!!</strong><br />thankfully baby doesnt have face me with that YP face<br />he is a man the next time i see him!<br />botak head!!<br />play with his hair alr XD<br />omg! i dont like baby's old hair<br />i still prefer my cool cool boy now<br />no more yp hor baby!!<br />NO! NO! NO!!<br />objection man!<br />i see alr i wanna laugh so badly!<br />eeks!<br /><br />i just realise something abt baby:-<br />he likes his gf to blog or write diaries<br />he takes photos with gf alot<br />he cooks with gf alot<br />he likes his gf to stay over his house<br />he doesnt really clear his wardrobe(still got his 2-3 yrs ago photos)<br />he likes to call his gf baby<br />he likes to have long hair(but now he is botak!)<br />he shows alot of concern to his gf(<em>sweet!</em>)<br />he is gentleman enough to send gf back<br />he makes his gf go gaga over his hugs and kisses :*<br />he makes his gf feels very loved! ("v")<br />he is an addiction to his gf ;)<br />he seems to have meet the parents session with gf parents quite alot(except for mine)<br />he...(shall add up more next time)<br /><em>shall see if baby's reaction is exactly like how im thinking now when he sees this section anot..</em><br /><br />but somehow,im more interested in one instead of the other's story moree<br />我是怪胎<br />cant wait for baby to come out<br />i guess when baby is out alot of people would sure wanna meet him!<br />baby seems like he is enjoying army life alot while i rot alot at home :c<br />go out only baby thinks im tempting him which is not coz i need a life outside<br />but now need to save money<br />haiz!<br />cannot go out spend money! &gt;:C<br />i wont if i can even save anot!<br />aledrline's birthday is coming<br />DIE!<br />money all gone! :c<br />im so planning to go stay over at baby's house for the 4 days straight<br />but i think daddy wont like it...<br />bo bian<br />he dont allow guys to stay over my house<br />i LL<br />sian!<br />naggy post of mine!<br />dont know who can read finish<br />but baby is sweet<br />my long naggy good night post is so naggy<br />baby finds it sweet<br />i dont know in what way but good he appreciates!<br />my good night msg can be up to 5 msges..<br />im so pro<br />even a small girl's confession can never type as long as mine :x<br />i miss my baby<br />wonder if he got flirt with other girls via sms anot :x<br />i believe he didnt luhs!<br />gotta trust him!<br />he is my current one and only baby!(although my chou chou also call baby)<br />but both baby just as precious!<br />i want my baby!<br />i miss my baby<br />i want his hug!<br />everyone seems so addicted to my baby's hug<br />i want his kisses(thankfully they dont get to enjoy his kisses like i do)<br />so addictive!<br /><em>because your love your love your love,is my drug!</em><br />my baby is my addiction ;D<br />ok! long enough! shall end here!!<br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4319048062188557031?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-3965712030059028162010-09-18T03:18:00.000+08:002010-09-18T03:18:37.771+08:00hoho! what a day<br />shall do a quick post...<br />woke up early today coz i slept early :D<br />found my pillow having my ear blood stain<br />damn it!!<br />having a hard time sleeping<br />the pain seems so on and off :c<br />daddy bought hot cakes for me!!<br />munch munch munch then ate medi<br />i hate that tablet<br />it makes my whole mouth so bitter :c<br />watch drama the whole afternoon<br />cooked dinne for myself :D<br />but couldnt finish<br />i want my "rubbish bin" boyfriend beside me to finish up my food for me!! :/<br />haiz<br />i want him by my side so badly!!<br />just simple cant wait till he comes out!<br />suppose to stay at home but kena psycho to go out by belle and amelia<br />went down cine meet em<br />its 9+ and baby haven call me :c<br />called him and his cell is on!<br />chatted with him awhile but he needa go bathe le<br />didnt dare keep my hp in my pouch<br />awaiting for his call<br />reach cine and meet amelia and he finally called!!<br />he called when im out alr..<br />the whole place is so damn noisy!!<br />couldnt have a peaceful talk<br />baby also talked on the phone with amelia and fiona :)<br />not long later put down<br />msg baby!<br />haiz<br />his msg is simply to precious<br />my talk time is simply to limited with him in army :c<br />went down scape to have a view of the event and went down to see people..<br />slack there and all then went down to hong kong cafe to makan<br />belle came not long later<br />went back to scape coz belle wanna meet benney! XD<br />reach there and met amelia and her friend<br />all gian to go in alr<br />im like the middle <br />but in e end i go in<br />they draw chop for me and we went in after that<br />all girls dancing..<br />woohoo~!<br />sweat like mad..<br />at around 2.30 went home :)<br />feeling so broke to go out alr<br />no money to meet baby :C<br />i miss my boy badly!!<br />he is in tekong!!!! <br />haiz<br /><strong><em>BABY I LOVE YOU LOADS!!</em></strong> <br />coz baby i will wait for you...<br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-396571203005902816?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-79012598365521934002010-09-16T23:11:00.000+08:002010-09-16T23:11:55.856+08:00today feels so lack of sleep<br />woke up early and went over simei ite to meet cherylene<br />became her model for her make up exam<br />ate ban mian with her<br />keep di siaoing her and all<br />damn funny<br />after that she make up for me<br />because she did her make up on me thats why she find me pretty XD<br />after that went to eat somemore <br />i guess i still prefer the first level canteen<br />after that train down to bishan<br />thought is today collect the shirt but&nbsp;i rmb wrongly!<br />is saturday or monday :x<br />train down to macpherson for cca <br />feels damn tired<br />today's dance practice is also super tiring!!<br />could wait to go home after that<br />after dance went over to house nearby the clinic<br />check abt my kyloid thingy and its even cheaper than hospital!<br />just that its not paid by medisave :x<br />asked daddy if he got money and he have so surgeory on the spot!<br />lie down inside and the doctor use the machine to laser off<br />hair stand sia! omg!<br />he cut the thing off and ask me if i wanna keep it<br />i went EEWWW!!<br />after that make payment<br />the doctor is damn good!<br />he gave me huge discount!<br />he didnt charge me for consultation at all<br />somemore he is so busy with so many patients<br />power!<br />$150 nett on the spot!<br />nice doctor<br />shall remember to visit him on the 6/10/10 12nn&nbsp;for appointment!<br />went to buy food after that then home!<br />the pain slowly came but its not as painful as the previous one!<br />this one can tahan..<br />i love my daddy!<br />he treat me damn good <br />for my ear he dig out some money to pay for me<br />i love him!!<br />i love my baby loads too!<br />HE CALLED ME :D<br />chatted with baby on the phone<br />he is so sweet and all<br />more than 10 mins of phone call<br />so happy to talk to baby<br />good to hear that he is good in army<br />i miss him loads!<br />cant wait for the 30th sep<br />im so gonna pick him up!!<br />im still counting down the days.exactly 2 weeks from now!<br />im waiting! :C<br />i want my baby's hug!<br />shall wait..<br /><strong><em>&nbsp;THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7901259836552193400?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-6056382314698245012010-09-16T04:55:00.001+08:002010-09-16T04:58:21.147+08:00today is the last day of exam...<br />I SCREWED UP MY MODULE 2<br />now baby is not gonna treat me something :c<br />after school suppose to go polyclinic but im too hungry<br />went market to buy popiah and abalone with big prawn noodle<br />FAT FAT FAT :/ <br />went home watch drama and nap after that<br />woke up and jolene jio me go powerhouse...<br />went to prepare and rot<br />baby is so..<br />on phone le no time to msg me<br />but i called him just nice he is done with everything<br />after talkin to baby awhile then msg<br />after that baby went to sleep..<br />poor baby need wake up so early for training<br />so heartpain he sprain his ankle<br />he still make himself jog for another 2km<br />but baby's bunk so cute,gave him one salompas sticker to let him paste on his ankle<br />hope he leg is ok<br />haiz...poor baby!!<br />i guess now he is awake but too busy bah..<br />after preparin bus down to powerhouse<br />went in first coz jolene in toilet so long..<br />went to smoking area and found apple linken they all<br />chat with em<br />saw so many people in ph today<br />go where or who walk pass also said hi!<br />so happy to see ruiling! <br />she got back from perth just to celebrate dan's birthday<br />so sweet :)<br />dan di siao me for seing me at baby's void deck that time :$<br />today is jiaxing and dan's birthday!<br />woohoo~! happy birthday guys :D<br />powerhouse podium is never the same anymore<br />never that fun anymore after since the clique have seperated due to quarrels..<br />haiz<br />run here and there<br />powerhouse is so standard<br />all the fights on podium and dancefloor..<br />all the drunkards fighting<br />especialy when the drunkards is my friends<br />friends and friends fighting.HAIYO!!<br />jon hold me back scared i kena whack by em if they fight..<br />but just conti dance only XD<br />everytime after the liquor is gone,i feel so di siao siao :x <br />even ronghui also bth<br />XD<br />parry they all also laughing at me.. :x<br />after that got free ride home because parry send me home due to someone in the car<br />OMG!! first time sia!! <br />he always complain far one.. LOLS!<br />nvm.priviledge this time,no second time XD<br />now home and i guess baby is awake but he is too busy to msg me bah<br />haiz<br />miss him so much :c<br />counting down my days!<br /><br /><strong><em>&nbsp;THATS ALL FOLKS!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-605638231469824501?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-44350948986500077792010-09-15T00:57:00.000+08:002010-09-15T00:57:51.540+08:00have been going out alot for my pass one week<br />no time to study for exam at all!!<br />on weekdays,ive been staying in baby's house on alternate days<br />but spend most of my time with baby afterall :)<br /><br /><strong>thursday</strong><br />thursday night stayed over at baby's house<br />before that we went to geylang for feast<br />ate chou tou fu ;D<br />went to eat frog porridge and mee sua and many other stuff too!<br />grow fat :c<br />after that went down bq <br />drank at union after that dont know want go where<br />in e end cab down to lookers<br />full so we join larry's friend at sopprano<br />quite a nice place to chill<br />almost all got girl till i barely got space to sit!<br />so baby sat on my lap i sat on his XD<br />so fun!<br />after that im too tired,so baby pei me go home :)<br />slept till afternoon then baby made breakfast for me &lt;3<br />love him! his breakfast is the best afterall :)<br />go back to sleep then prepare to go out<br /><br /><strong>friday</strong><br />friday went out to meet pg and clique at cine<br />suddenly had something cock up but was settled after that<br />went v3 to drink<br />5 couvorsier 11 singaporean drink<br />hiong!<br />ended up got people drunk<br />in v3<br />i first time do the most hiong dare in my whole history<br />somemore competing with a thai girl whom we all just know<br />OMG!!<br />THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE!!<br />even baby also scared! XD<br />she is so damn daring!! <br />the sight of that still fears me!<br />maybe if im drunk i can play with her but im not :x<br />baby play till he drunk sia<br />he is so damn cute!<br />after v3 we pei weishen till he slightly more awake and watch clara go on cab first then we cab back home<br />suppose to go home but i left my key at baby's house so had to stay over...<br />yi kai also came over coz he is drunk!!<br />wanted to train home in the morning but overslept<br />cant wake up XD<br />nvm! benefit baby abit ;D <br /><br /><strong>saturday</strong><br />woke up and all felt hungry<br />all cook maggie mee and chicken wing<br />response from yikai:-<br />weixian chicken&nbsp;is cooked and nice but the skin not crispy enough and abit hard<br />sandra chicken is crispy and nice and better than weixian's but meat not cooked!<br />overall,DRAW!! XD<br />damn retard<br />after that bathe and all<br />baby pei me train till mountbatten then he bus home :)<br />after that i went home prepare abit the go down lengkong bahru to meet ah yi they all for ah gong's birthday<br />whole table all di siao me sia<br />omg!<br />so shy shy!<br />then all got ask abt baby :)<br />maybe next yr chinese new yr can bring baby down :)<br />should have bring baby down to enjoy hao liao with me!!<br />ate till tummy damn big!!<br />thought abt meeting baby but baby that side abit problem so i went home to rest instead<br />on the way home met jolene in train and dave at platform XD<br />slept early ;)<br /><br /><strong>sunday</strong><br />woke up and prepared to go baby's house<br />due to our one mth is the day we enlist<br />i sort of bought stuff in advance<br />bought durian cake and beanie for baby<br />the gift he gave me and the smile on his face :)<br />if baby is happy,thats my greatest gift :)<br />pei baby slack awhile to pg and sherie come<br />finally they reach le<br />not long later we played baby's hair<br />ITS SO FUN!! <br />although my hair cutting skills fail but i tried my best<br />cut till baby's hair damn cute!<br />after that baby went down which that cartoon hair <br />hahahahahahhaha~!!!!<br />went down to wait for reagan and kuan<br />reagan and wx's mum took the same bus<br />they alight at the same time<br />baby's mum dont recognise him XD<br />reagan also chua tio!<br />XD<br />kuan came after that<br />he found didnt know its weixian<br />he thought is someone else but the voice is weixian one<br />in e end he also laugh XD<br />my art work made baby is disguised!!<br />went prime market after that<br />bought te ingredients then went back baby's house<br />baby's mum cook rice for us alr so we just cooked the soup and the nuggets and stuff :)<br />farewell party for baby :c<br />baby's brother also shocked,farewell party before baby enlist<br />when baby ord then demolish the house le XD<br />all makan till damn full!<br />after makan slack awhile then all prepare to go home<br />left with sherie&nbsp; coz she meeting her friend who lives nearby<br />remembered i had a cake in the fridge!!<br />took it out and cut for baby and sherie to eat<br />after eating the cake sherie left while i stayed awhile longer<br />baby so busy packing<br />no time to pei me<br />but pei baby till 11 plus then cab home<br />baby didnt want me to pay for midnight charge so left earlier :'c<br />will miss baby so badly!<br />got home and went though abit then went to sleep<br /><br /><strong>monday(baby's enlistment day)</strong><br />woke up and keep giving baby wake up call<br />prepared to go for test<br />meet kuan in canteen to eat then go blue bench slack<br />chat with baby awhile<br />too bad i got test if not i sure send baby go tekong :c<br />baby is gone for army<br />wont be seeing him anytime soon!!!<br />i wanna hug baby!! :c<br />haiz<br />after that went up to take exam<br />fail sia!<br />go inside do MCQ till dose off<br />took 40 mins to do 20 questions..<br />totally dead<br />tried my best to do<br />after that went through mcq coz if i do well for mcq can pass le<br />after that times up!<br />went to buy food before going home<br />eat and rest awhile then went to sleep<br />keep waiting for baby's msg till i dream of baby msging me and all<br />woke up alr continuing waiting<br />haiz<br />my holidays sucks because i cant see baby :c<br />baby finally text me but he is busy with his first day<br />treasured the time baby msging me<br />after that went out to bq to meet sanford pg and yikai<br />met weijie while going into whiskey bar XD<br />after so many years i finally see him!!<br />chat with him awhile then went in to find em<br />drank finish the martell then went to v3 drink tower<br />drink till seh seh ehs...<br />XD<br />how i wish baby was there <br />pg open 2 towers but cant finish but too bloat and seh alr<br />i went off before they all go off...<br />tried to stay awake till my sehness slightly better<br />i dont wanna wake up with a hangover!<br /><br /><strong>tuesday</strong><br />before sleeping msg with baby coz he wake up le :)<br />so happy to msg baby before he start some army stuff :)<br />baby is so cute!<br />he 10+ msg me telling me he botak already!!<br />so cute!!<br />sadded he prefer his botak hair instead of the hair i cute for him :/<br />went back to sleep the woke up and rot!<br />watch drama the whole day!<br />wonder what baby is doing<br />have been yearning for baby's msg!<br />kept checking my phone!<br />tmw got module 2 paper and i cant seem to study<br />that bad<br />and i realise i like got abit of eye infection<br />hopefully its nothing luhs...<br />daddy ask me go make appointment for my kyloid alr<br />tmw must go polyclinic for referal letter alr..<br />sian<br />baby called me before he go to sleep :)<br />but its because he lazy to text but nvm!<br />so happy to hear baby's voice!<br />hoping for baby's msg again<br />counting down my days till the 30 september :)<br />cant wait for that day to come when i can hug baby as tight as i want :D<br />i want my baby so badly that i feel that i sooner or later will cry because i miss baby too much...<br />shall end here<br />trying to blog my everyday stuff so when baby can use com he wil know how i felt and what have i been doing..<br />shall try my best<br />afterall<br />blogging is hardly my thing anymore :x<br /><strong><em>I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU LOADS BABY!! ("v")</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4435094898650007779?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-69269020641389118722010-09-08T17:49:00.000+08:002010-09-08T17:49:40.881+08:00ok.here it goes...<br /><strong><em>ME AND TAN WEIXIAN PATCH LE =D</em></strong><br />so happy! now i feel so much happier with him<br />no more tears rollin down my cheek<br />i love my baby<br />he is the sweetest<br />but sadded good things dont last...<br />my baby is going to army in 5 days time<br />it seems so limited!<br />how i wish i can spend more time with baby but i cant always go out due to daddy<br />:C<br />i will miss my baby so much!<br />have been trying to squeeze time out to go out with baby...<br />wil be meeting him tomorrow~!<br />cant wait!<br />despite how tired baby is,he still accompanys me to talk and send me off to take cab<br />how i wish it would last...<br /><strong><em>BABY I LOVE YOU!!</em></strong><br /><strong><em>YOURE MINE! MY ONE AND ONLY!!</em></strong> (dont say i never say this to you so dont jealous le ;D )<br /><br />due to last week keep skipping school<br />projects and exams are piling up!<br />i guess i gotta complete it by this week<br />today forgot to set alarm clock then didnt go school for project :C<br />sian ttm.hopefully tmw meet baby get to eat chou tou fu :x<br />shall try to blog as much as possible when baby's in camp! i try&nbsp;alright!<br />I LOVE YOU BABY!<br /><br /><em><strong>THATS ALL FOLKS</strong>!!!</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6926902064138911872?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-81690502305578427632010-09-01T17:36:00.000+08:002010-09-01T17:36:41.253+08:00no matter how much i dont wanna lose you<br />i guess im left with no choice anymore...<br />NO MORE!!!<br />no matter how many people ask me to move on<br />i dont want to!<br />i cant! <br />but seems like you letting me go is so easy...<br />take care<br />theres nothing left for me to say...<br />hardest goodbye...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8169050230557842763?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-70076212669375345422010-09-01T17:17:00.003+08:002010-09-01T17:17:32.489+08:00if anyone found the tan weixian that i have known since april '1o to july '1o do happens to appear or pop by.please do let me know.i really miss him alot!! i want him back!! i want that guy to always be with me...!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7007621266937534542?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-73175155542589161962010-08-31T23:05:00.000+08:002010-08-31T23:05:39.776+08:00i guess what she said was right..<br />what im looking for is<strong> the weixian </strong>who use to make the effort to come down my house to find me<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who use to text me everyday despite how tired or busy he is<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who concerns about me when im down<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who will never take sleeping as a priority<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who sends me a good night msg before he sleeps<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who minds about how sandra thinks of him<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who loves me and make me feel sweet that he loves me<br /><strong>the weixian</strong> who makes sandra someone important<br />but now,they are barely there anymore<br /><em>maybe i deserve this</em> for rejecting him once<br />but that once have made everything almost gone<br />where have<strong> the weixian</strong> i want been to?<br />maybe im just expecting too much<br /><strong>the&nbsp;weixian</strong> i want is never there anymore<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> i see now is<strong> the weixian</strong> who never change his spots<br />despite how much i dont like him going out with wan xuan one to one and all,he stil does it<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong>&nbsp;barely send me more than 15 msg a day as compared to <strong>the weixian</strong> who makes me clear my inbox every 2 or 3 days<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> doesnt even be bothered to come down to kallang anymore<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> knows that its far but i still make the effort to train down all by myself,putting mtv into mp3 so that i could at least have some entertainment<br />what matters most to <strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> now is all his sleep<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> is never the sweetest anymore<br />am i the only one who cherish and wants this relationship?<br /><strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong> can ignore sandra for hours or maybe days(haven happen yet)<br />am i throwing tantrum for the wrong reason or is it weixian doesnt even be bothered to ask me why am i like that<br />being jealous and all just seems to be sandra throwing her tantrum<br />giving in to him and crying all the time,does it matter<br /><strong><em>thanks weixian</em></strong> for giving up mahjong partially for me but...nvm,i dont know how to express it out<br />i guess i will never ever see<strong> the weixian</strong> i use to feel happy seeing and yearning for<br />all i can do now is to adapt to <strong>the <em>current</em> weixian</strong><br />the current weixian can be the sweetest and can be the nastiest<br />maybe theres just lack of trust?<br />i guess its karma thats striking me<br />use to think that i msg with guys who are attach whom i will never fall for that its ok to text em(just like clara not liking the sight of me and weixian getting too close like brothers and sisters yet i will never stop contacting a great person like weixian)<br />now wan xuan is the sister while im the jealous girlfriend who is jealous my boyfriend is msging and talking on the phone with her so closely and sweet<br />i guess its all just me,the weixian whom im expecting for <br />just like im never the ideal girl for him<br />despite how much he changed,i just love him<br />although it may hurt me just as much but i just love him<br />never wanting to let him go but seems like him letting me go and him ignoring me is just the easiest thing<br />afterall i do love him isnt it,i shall just accpet him for who he is now...<br />its just barely one month and all these thoughts just comes up<br />i guess im just a failure in relationship totally....<br />my limits are never that high afterall...<br /><strong><em>IM JUST A TOTAL FAILURE</em></strong><br /><em>the promise,honesty,is never there anymore...</em><br /><br /><em>(ps,this was drafted a few days ago.i guess its pointless already.i dont have to adapt already... once again,i failed another relationship.i dont know how to hold on to one.all i ever do is paranoid.youre my hardest goodbye but i still have to say,goodbye)</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7317515554258916196?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-48665936153870858082010-08-31T17:34:00.000+08:002010-08-31T17:34:17.512+08:00im so useless<br />always useless<br />no matter how many times i say it to you<br />how many times i type it out<br />you just dont seem to understand<br />i guess no matter how many times i say to you,it became something that is suppose to be...<br /><br /><br /><object height="385" width="480"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/zbuq6Ce7UCw?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/zbuq6Ce7UCw?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4866593615387085808?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-1516634609013508652010-08-30T23:36:00.001+08:002010-08-30T23:36:33.404+08:00i guess im expecting too much<br />enjoy your outing with her tomorrow :)<br />goodnight<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-151663460901350865?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-54003479659907489702010-08-30T01:52:00.000+08:002010-08-30T01:52:37.186+08:00yay!! i love my boyfriend<br />he is so influencial!<br />after being together with him,i start dong houseowork by washing my own dishes and etc <br />he influence me to sleep the whole day today<br />morning cab over his house,see he toh,i also toh<br />woke up feeling hungry so i woke him up!<br />went gek poh eat<br />go back,sleep!! <br />this is why im having insomia today :/<br />nvm,sleeping beside him was sweet!<br />when am i gonna watch step up 3? :c<br /><br />learnt some <strong><em>chim-glish</em></strong> today<br /><br /><strong>be careful!=</strong> <em>an extreme exercise of immense caution is duly encouraged despite any abhorrence,an invaluable and adjunct aid is desperately appreciated.</em><br /><br /><strong>where you going?=</strong> <em>please provide me a particular locus,or a directional purpose,you are intending to adopt</em><br /><br /><strong>youre so funny!=</strong> <em>that was very humourous and it tickled my intellect and senses,causing me to express myself in laughter</em><br /><br /><strong>excuse me,can you repeat what youve said?=</strong> <em>my apologies for my lack of reverence.but despite all odds against me,could you do my an exceptional favour and reciprocate the stratospheric message you just delivered</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5400347965990748970?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-88770212673122785662010-08-26T03:25:00.001+08:002010-08-26T03:27:05.698+08:00hi,its been a long time since i last blog<br />my boyfriend is complaining and i am also complaining that he isnt blogging but also can like that lor &gt;:C<br />shall update what have been happening for the pass few days if i rmb :x<br /><br /><strong>saturday</strong> i went down ph<br />like the LOLS only<br />before that went to weixian house<br />he is like the sweet<br />he stayed by my side and read comic while im sleeping<br />so nice to have him beside me C:<br />prepared to go out after that<br />i ph he phuture<br />train together,my journey isnt that lonely afterall...<br />went over ph and went to locker<br />confirm that i bring everything out but after i lock the locker and all,i realise i forgot to put my scarf inside<br />went over to meet esther then meet cyrus haojie and clique to drink<br />drinking pure gin is disgusting!!<br />went over ph after that..<br />dance and dance and dance and had fun in powerhouse :)<br />went to makan with raymond and friends after that cab home...<br />feeling all awake and talkative but at home im all lazy...<br /><br />stayed over at bee's house and studied<br />woke up and we made breakfast!!<br />went to buy pancake flour and all to make pancake<br />i got skills!!<br />the pancake i make is so much nicer than bee's but both nice<br />pancake plus ice cream is so shiok!<br /><br />went down to batok to meet bee and friends for funeral<br />chit chat and all over there<br />flooded ourself with peanuts!!<br />eat noodle and crystal bao too :)<br />chit chat and went over to bee's house after that at 3plus<br />sleep and woke up <br />bee cooked char mee and its nice<br />first time eating that way :)<br />eat already we rot and use com<br />i love it when bee is beside me<br />went to prime to buy food again and cooked porridge<br />had fun =D<br />rested awhile then went to bathe<br />bee pei me wait for bus then i train home<br /><br /><strong>tuesday</strong> woke up and wanted to stay at home<br />had abit unhappiness between me and bee<br />went down jurong to sing k box with dionis yikai sanford bee<br />mink kuan and freddy came over to find us awhile<br />walk to bee's house after singing then drink absolute vodka<br />went to sleep after that<br />all cant tahan the white liqour XD<br />5 people squeezing on 2 mattresses<br />woohoo~!<br />only dionis have the blanket :c<br />so cold like mad!!<br />but thankfully bee tried his best to keep me warm<br />thanks alot bee :)<br />woke up bathe and woke the pigs up <br />took train with mr tan weixian because he got work<br />once again,my dearest boyfriend manage to help me save cabfares<br /><em>(ps,thanks dionis,yikai &amp;amelia for comforting me,love you all!!)</em><br /><br />since morning have been feeling the stamch cramp sensation<br />damn pain,it feels so abnormal when theres no blood but theres pain :c<br />finally,the blood came but not the right time!!! :c<br />after that had stomachache<br />the cramps plus the aches,totally best!<br />couldnt help but to shout for pain finally the aching is gone but the cramp isnt <br />hate the feeling :c<br />now rotting in pain!!<br />cant wait to meet tan weixian tmw<br />hope it doesnt screw up :/<br />my poor boy working the whole day and lack of sleep<br />now he is in deep sleep!!<br />gotta rest soon!<br />afterall im in pain!<br />nights people!!!<br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8877021267312278566?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-75492396960487497432010-08-20T19:26:00.000+08:002010-08-20T19:26:11.534+08:00always knowing that i dont wanna lose you but never knowing what to do when im mad<br />would you tell me? <br />i dont know what i should do..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7549239696048749743?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-42666535436539228452010-08-19T13:54:00.001+08:002010-08-19T13:54:39.688+08:00haiz.i never fail to wanna break down<br />father and boyfriend and friends..<br />father,always not happy with me going out<br />im not a stay at home sort of person...<br />he die die wants me to stay at home<br />but i wanna go out have fun with friends and boyfriend...<br />he took away my air con<br />nvm<br />he buy me food and all ok fine!<br />but i still got my freedom bahs...<br />why cant my father just give me all my freedom<br />i will know when to go home when to go out<br />although it will end up with me staying out more than i stay at home<br />but haiz<br />my father will never ever understand...<br />i love my boyfriend<br />im trying my best for everything<br />im a jealous freak<br />he is all out one to one with wan xuan<br />fine.they are just friends so i should trust him that nothing wil go on with em...<br />haiz<br />my friends are best to me <br />but when problems come? who till be there<br />action speaks louder than words..<br />not that i dont trust em but just that when problems come,i wont know who to turn to...<br />i know my father and boyfriend and close friends are the best but im just a let down<br />haiz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4266653543653922845?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-45675910746110658982010-08-19T00:07:00.003+08:002010-08-19T00:07:41.595+08:00seems like spamming him that 10 msges irritates him<br />haiz :c<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4567591074611065898?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-83400430957968934492010-08-19T00:00:00.001+08:002010-08-19T00:04:15.064+08:00hi! <strong><em><u>im offically attach to tan weixian on the 13 august 2o1o</u></em></strong><br />although its only recently but i still love him<br />i drag everything for one month plus be4 becoming official!<br />although we may have many things going through but i dont wanna lose him<br />i cant afford to lose him<br />although he may seem like he doesnt care but he just doesnt say it out<br />i may be expecting to much from him but im trying hard not to<br />it always leads to quarreling<br /><strong><em>I DONT WANNA LOSE HIM</em></strong><br />i easily get jealous&nbsp; when he treats <em>someone</em> so nice and sweet<br />im jealous! ROARS~!!<br />im a jealous freak<br />im also a greedy monster coz i only want him to myself :x<br />although twx may not be msging me like how he use to me when we are bros &amp; sis or when he is wooing me but im trying to endure...<br />im trying my best to give in<br />but my emotions cant seem to hide..<br />i just blurt em out all the time :S<br />thats why quarrel and all my jealousy <strong><em>EXPOSE</em></strong>!!<br />making my effort down all the way to jurong and up his house...<br />he will either be sleeping or playing mj<br />although its far and i mind at times but i dont make wasted trips :)<br />fishball will always be finding me to play with him!<br />i always buy food up for bee and he never fails to finish it up :)<br />even though i cant finish my food he will also finish up for me<br />my money not wasted! =D<br />bee must help me save money!!<br />within one week i spending ovr $80 on cab coz i dont wanna go off so early from you and so are you...<br />saving that amount can help me spend on more useful stuff on you ("v")<br /><br /><strong>today,</strong>suppose to be all excited and planned nicely to go over his house<br />he pick me up from the mrt and we are suppose to eat and bus to his house but i spoiled it<br />he picked me up in the mrt from buona vista then train all the way to boon lay<br />in the middle of it,i ignore him coz he die die wanna play mj<br />wanted to call kuan to come up to wx's place&nbsp;to accompany me&nbsp;talk cock sing song<br />but wx misunderstand that im gonna find kuan and not going up his place...<br />he just walk away to the bus interchange leaving me be4<br />telling&nbsp;me not to find him and contact me for the day and all<br />so hurting<br />feels like a wasted trip,tears are just bursting out of my eyes!<br />train from boon lay to jurong east then cab<br />couldnt help but to cry<br />begged wx to let me go over find him and all<br />i dont wanna lose him<br />the feeling sucks<br />so he agreed and i&nbsp;ask the cab uncle to u-turn&nbsp;so it u-turned at thomson<br />cab total cost $23.40<br />the cab uncle shld thank wx for the money he earn today<br />went up to wx house...<br />got myself all prepared to not cry but seeing him,i cant help it<br />lying beside him makes me unable to stop till he finally comfort me :x<br />hugging him so tightly...i truly dont want him away from me!!<br />spend my whole day at his house<br />he help me cook tom yum maggie me :)<br />although it may be plain but its nice :)<br />went to sleep after that<br />i practically spend my whole day at his house eating and sleeping<br />although its no life but its nice :)<br />after eating at gek poh kopitiam he send me to bus stop<br />i hope every quarrel do bring us closer<br /><br /><strong>i love you!!!</strong><br />bee youre important to me...<br />do be honest with me all the time,no matter what thingy it is<br />dont break up with me because we quarrel but break up with me coz you dont love me anymore in future<br />please mark that in mind :s<br />although i feel that things may seem abit one sided that i care more about things than how you care but i will try not to care because you beside me is the best thing...<br />although we are together for just&nbsp;a short period and we have been quarreling<br />its all because i do care!<br />hope our friday will be a great one alright :)<br />see you on friday ("v")<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8340043095796893449?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-65318777628429464902010-08-11T02:03:00.001+08:002010-08-11T02:05:58.733+08:00you said:" <em>i want a girl,not a man."</em><br />you didnt say you want me<br /><br />i asked:" <em>do you love me?</em>" <br />you said:" <em>i do but there are some things that are stopping me from loving you more(because youre not the ideal girl i want and youre more like the guy)</em>"<br />sounds like you dont love me anymore and im not even your ideal type of girl or the girl want.you dont love me for me.i dont deny im all chor lor in the way i talk and how i react at times.i may be able to change but how far can i change? how much can i change? will i be able to adapt to the new me? will i know how to react to the new me? will i still ever be me? do you even love me for me?&nbsp;is this all just infatuation? are you sure theres love? <br /><br />seems like theres:-<br /><ul><li>15% love</li><li>10% me</li><li>40% of the ideal girl you hope for(the girl you want)</li><li>30% of attitude</li><li>5% of someone else you have in mind(maybe)</li></ul><strong><em>mark me if im wrong...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>you seem to never mark this in mind that i may be close with guys but my heart belongs to you.its just the matter of whether you choose to catch it and lock it up or you choose to let it go further away from you or you are drifting away from it.cherish it or leave it.the decision is all along yours...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>you have not known me for one two day but you have known me for months...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>if you really want me to change,I WILL SHOW IT TO YOU RIGHT AWAY! </em></strong><br /><strong><em>just tell me you want it or anot.waiting for your answer :)</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6531877762842946490?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-10744087927807627942010-08-08T17:48:00.000+08:002010-08-08T17:48:50.261+08:00its been quite a long time since i last blog i guess..<br />here it goes..<br /><br /><strong>tuesday </strong>i didnt go to school<br />stay at home rotting the whole day<br /><br /><strong>wenesday</strong> woke up to go school <br />ashish words are so super uber small and ugly<br />he expects me to copy down the questions when i could hard see his words<br />guai lan back<br />as claim by my classmates,i won!<br />went home during break coz i forgot my wallet<br />i prepared my money and left it on my table<br />so damn smart of me<br />went home to get my laptop<br />watched vampire diaries and made an effort to copy down the question to my laptop<br />went home after that<br />people jio me go ph i dont want<br />ended up going liquid to drink!<br />cab home and slp at 2+<br /><br /><strong>thursday</strong> manage to wake up for school<br />rotted in class<br />watch clash of the titans!!<br />so interesting<br />went to pe after lessons<br />played badminton awhile then play ping pong<br />i had my pe for 1half hour!<br />sweat like mad<br />super stinky ttm!<br />didnt bring extra shirt somemore<br />ping pong was fun!!<br />had fun with fu hao and friends<br />kept playing like the badminton XD<br />slacked downstairs after that and keep di siao siao XD<br />went to rot in dance till alex come<br />as usual,always having a hard time trying to learn my moves coz my hands and legs always tangle!<br />after dance went home for a bath!<br />too stinky to be true<br />after preparng and rotting<br />went out to meet amelia in the bus then went to cine<br />ate hong kong cafe and wait for wx and kuan<br />we are late for our movie!!<br />watched <em>the last airbender</em><br />its nice but amelia kept dosing off XD<br />after movie went down to liquid to drink<br />slack there awhile then went off to wx house<br />feeling so damn tired!<br />could not be bothered to bathe before i go to slp<br />went home at 12+<br />wx send me to take cab<br /><br /><strong>friday</strong> woke up not exactly knowing what to do at night..<br />went out at night to meet kuan they all instead<br />manage to take the second last bus <br />reach holiday inn and met em(<em>why are you here)</em><br />walk to somewhere near the bridge there to drink<em>(i dont want you near me)</em><br />sat there to chat and wx so damn di siao siao <em>(stay away from me)</em><br />wx went back to find his friends after that...<br />continued to drink and chat<br />yikai and quan all drunk<br />pg sleeping queen!<br />kuan too high to be true :)<br />dionis and me the awake one !<br />wx came back after that<br />we continue chit chat and hear kuan say his story(<em>dont talk about us,theres nothing nice to say about)</em><br />lols!<br />wx like the quiet all the way<br />suddenly went missing<br />went to find him<br />but he doesnt seem to want me there (<em>go away)</em><br />chit chat awhile more then i went off to meet pussy to slack awhile(<em>i dont care,its not my problem&nbsp;)</em><br />he is all drunk and all silent<br />so bored...<br />went home after that<br />toh right on my bed! <br /><br /><strong>saturday</strong> woke up with my girls not going ph :c<br />but got weikiat going so join him instead :)<br />prepared and went to ph meet him<br />he pei me go get chop then find haojie they all<br />drink drink and play game<br />i dare not drink so much so i play halfway dont want play XD<br />took photos :)<br />after drinking and all went to ph<br />q sieh long!<br />end up going in by guestlist XD<br />our chop seems so useless<br />all go in with 2 chops except for weikiat who got 3 XD<br />super pack<br />finally get to dance like the woohoo~!<br />super pack but its ok!<br />weikiat too drunk to even dance<br />its been a long time since i had my time on the dancefloor<br />went to podium for awhile too so ya<br />went off around 2+ when they are playing trance<br />cab down and found em<br />took photos and all<br />damn funny! XD<br />slacked after that<br />didnt wanna drunk black label so i drank coke<br />not cold :c<br />slack chit chat and look after dionis<br />i itching my back off!!<br />so many mosquito bites!<br />so itchy!<br />slack till 6+ then cab home with quan<br />home and too tired till dose off<br />slept all the way<br /><br /><strong>today</strong> dont have much plans<br />bored!<br />now rotting...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1074408792780762794?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-91648661834202761922010-08-02T23:28:00.000+08:002010-08-02T23:28:47.888+08:00<strong>saturday </strong>ended up going to steamboat at fiona's house<br />brought all my stuff over and im the last to reach<br />couldnt wake up on time <br />went over and cut some veges and etc then start steamboat!!<br />although it wasnt as nice as at kuan's house but its fun<br />too bad sanford and weixian werent there :c<br />after so long<br />i finally eat so much<br />finish first round le me and fiona conti our second round =D<br />soup even nicer!<br />ate till go toilet do business then bathe<br />start preparing and stuff<br />belle help me do eye make up and amelia help out with the eye brow and all :)<br />was all prepared for powerhouse and ended up not going coz of stuff :c<br />followed amelia and friends to boat quay and wait for kuan they all<br />went over to up after eating at mac<br />after up went over to liquid forty while the guys left for 69 already<br />jiremi is damn joke luhs!!<br />brought smiles to me and fiona's face :)<br />slacked and all till L40 close then went over to 69 to meet up with the rest<br />after that wanted to eat but raining super heavy<br />got stranded <br />tried calling cab and all but all busy :c<br />waited cab for 3 to 4 hours and finally got a damn cab!!<br />went over to weixian house to stay over :)<br />sleep halfway he need to play mj<br />left me sleepin alone<br />after he mj we went to makan<br />thankfully he can finish the food if not its so wasted!!<br />but its so nice :)<br />went back wx house to rest<br />cab home at around 10plus<br />use come awhile jiu go home le<br /><br /><strong>today,</strong>finally problems solved<br />went for f1 briefing and all<br />kept dosing off and it feels like as if its killing me!!<br />find greg and john in school awhile<br />azzy nura&nbsp;cheryl amos is from my class!!<br />i wasnt so lonely afterall<br />saw darling in school too<br />had some stupid fire drill<br />sheesh!!<br />continue to rot in class and all<br />so nan de me and cheryl talk so much XD<br />played games and continue lessons after that<br />finally! lesson ended<br />went to walk around j8 awhile to find ear piece<br />ended up never buy<br />did thought about buying the book "<em>The Last Song"</em>&nbsp;to read but now stil considering<br />its the movie i watched till&nbsp;i cried and weixian laughed at me :c<br />bought some bread and train home<br />prepared abit then left house to meet pussy for dinner<br />couldnt eat finish my dinner<br />too full le but not bad<br />got so many lala shell but only got 2 lala meat&nbsp;inside :c<br />went to slack at void deck awhile <br />saw one baby so cute!!<br />she smile to me!! *heart melt*<br />cant stop sayin she cute <br />got home and not rotting<br />so tired...<br /><br />*<em>photo uploader and internet is so bad.i cant upload any photos :c</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-9164866183420276192?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-41059608249201128692010-07-31T10:50:00.001+08:002010-07-31T10:52:35.676+08:00just got home from my <em>bee</em>loved's house<br />sleep too shiok till he late for work D:<br /><br /><strong>yesterday</strong> morning was like a zombie...<br />couldnt get cab so took bus then train<br />sleep till keep falling here and there<br />omg!<br />i hope i didnt sleep on people's shoulder till dont know like what :x<br />got home use com till dose off...<br /><br />woke up at 4+<br />cycling plan fail!!<br />its raining! how to cycle :c<br />change date to next week!!<br />use com all the way till at night<br />after that went down to <em>bee</em>loved's house<br />brought food over...<br />hope its enough to fill his stomach :)<br />after that i drawing awhile be4 going to sleep<br />i woke up so late and i can still sleep till so shiok<br />i love this feeling best :)<br />too bad its not always when i can sleep till so shiok beside someone i love<br />couldnt wake up<br />time passes super fast!!<br />how i wish we could just remain like this longer..<br />but he got work!!<br />pei him wait for his bus come then i go take cab<br />my hair super uber straight till i look like the oldies!!<br />omg!<br />cant take train with that<br />i really look like yao guai if i liddat go take train<br />now home and missing him<br />he not replying me :c<br />but i will wait!<br />i feel like texting him second msg but scared irritate dao him <br />nvm..wait!!<br />here are the photos <br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0165.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0165.jpg" /></a><br />fishball 1<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0166.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0166.jpg" /></a><br />fishball 2<br />ballball so photogenic!!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0167.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0167.jpg" /></a><br /><br />food bought for <em>bee</em>loved<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0168.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0168.jpg" /></a><br /><em>bee</em>loved <strong>tan weixian</strong><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0169.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0169.jpg" /></a><br />random da bian!!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0174.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0174.jpg" /></a><br />my pig so cute!!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/?action=view¤t=DSCF0176.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/30%2007%2010/DSCF0176.jpg" /></a><br />art <strong><em>fail!!!</em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4105960824920112869?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-11709632412627623542010-07-30T05:49:00.000+08:002010-07-30T05:49:51.103+08:00currently in fiona's house<br />everyone asleep while im left awake<br />watching things go pass me and acting like nothng is happening<br />didnt have great appetite today<br />ordered delivery and all that could get in is just veges<br />salad gone but pasta half...<br />came out after that<br />feeling that im ok and all<br />i know im ok...<br />went to kuan house to rot and fiona's house after that<br />slacked and take photos and wx pg came after that<br />slacked eat and drink and SING!!<br />nothing is going wrong<br />now is 5+<br />everyone all sleeping deeply in lalaland<br />im just stoning infront of my com<br />knowing im ok but the fact is im not<br />tears never fail to burst out when they want to<br />seems like im not ready afterall<br />maybe time is the best remedy,hopefully<br />watching him just like that<br />leading his life while im just trying to lead mine<br />knowing i can still contact him like usual but facing him wasnt easy afterall<br />i wanna see him.so? it doesnt matter to him afterall<br />i shall just stop all emo post<br />i am who i am afterall<br />i know im not the one who will bring him happiness so why am i holding on for..?<br />no point<br />learning to control your own emotions is the best way to keep things from going bad...<br />knowing what the answer is yet holding on,it only brings unhappiness<br />whats the point?<br />what do i get? consolation? i shall just enjoy living in my dreams where everything will go my own way<br />crying? big fuck? who gives a damn? NO ONE!!<br />you cause everything,you ought to be te one clearing the mess<br />i mess everything up,i clear the mess<br />no one can help<br />but thanks amelia for always being there for me<br />the world wont&nbsp;change just because of your&nbsp;pathetic tears<br />i shall just continue to learn how to control my emotions..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1170963241262762354?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-35336101219455272112010-07-29T10:35:00.001+08:002010-07-29T10:35:49.415+08:00im ok im ok<br />i know im ok and i will be ok<br />its ok<br />evertyhing is ok<br />i wont be not ok<br />i am ok..<br />i know i am<br />im ok<br />im ok<br />im ok<br />im ok<br />im totally ok<br />im so fine..<br />okokok<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3533610121945527211?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-48773508271938271042010-07-28T14:36:00.000+08:002010-07-28T14:36:53.320+08:00kns!! now stomach freaking cramp till like mad :c<br />that explains why last wednesay i emotion break down..<br />lols!!<br />wonder what wil happen 3weeks+ later...<br />so pain luhs!!<br />last night stomach ache<br />today stomach cramp<br />didnt go school today<br />wweeeeeeee~~~~~~~!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4877350827193827104?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-11564607103814836942010-07-27T18:36:00.001+08:002010-07-27T18:36:10.275+08:00seems like the answer is as clear as CO2<br />i will try my best to back out then<br />good bye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1156460710381483694?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-12313271542330832812010-07-27T17:53:00.000+08:002010-07-27T17:53:54.692+08:00today late for school for half an hour<br />stone all the way<br />didnt listen in class<br />felt so moodless<br />kept repeating the same song over and over<br />tears felt like bursting<br />i didnt wanna let it out<br />kuan is just beside me and i chat with him on facebook<br />he ask me what happen and i answer a few words le and i burst out into tears<br />i feel so drown by it...<br />could not take it<br />told latha i wanna go home coz im not feeling well so she allowed<br />i didnt lie to her man.i really not feeling well in the heart<br />train home and down on my bed<br />msg amelia and she counsil me :)<br />thanks girl.LAUGH YOU!!<br />felt much better after telling weixian how i feel<br />now the only thing that made me quite sad is that he seems to have lost his feelings for me<br />im the cause of my own misery<br />how horrible can i ever be to myself<br />so&nbsp;i should not pamper myself too much then coz listening to myself too much aint any good thing<br />haven been eating anything till now<br />somemore&nbsp;now daddy buy so many food le<br />shall try to force everything in bahs<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1231327154233083281?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-56048563196595251472010-07-27T12:45:00.000+08:002010-07-27T12:45:17.065+08:00i feel so lifeless without you around<br />hearing your name triggers my heart<br />i cant stop my tears from flowing down<br />i want you!<br />come back to me<br />i regret<br />teach me how to cherish you<br />teach me how to trust you more<br />i really regret <br />if you have no feelings for me or you have fallen for someone already tell me<br />pls!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-5604856319659525147?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-76910210316071133722010-07-27T08:11:00.001+08:002010-07-27T08:12:27.344+08:00<span style="font-size: x-small;">我好想她,现在好吗?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7691021031607113372?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-62791018661135373112010-07-26T23:34:00.000+08:002010-07-26T23:34:15.120+08:00i feel so drowned in tears<br />its in my body waiting to flow out!<br />i cant take it anymore<br />i feel like bursting into tears but no point<br />being strong and&nbsp;learning to hold back my tears isnt it better<br />bursting it out doesnt helps<br />it only makes me emotional breakdown<br />i gotta learn to be strong<br />the emotional me should be gone!!<br />i believe i will be alright..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-6279101866113537311?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-26215814635392763522010-07-26T16:24:00.000+08:002010-07-26T16:24:21.106+08:00i cant stop my tears from falling!!!<br />i cant stop!!! <br />blogger help me!!<br />i dont wanna cry<br />its barely a week and i start regretting so badly<br />i want him<br />i regret say all those<br />i changed his thoughts and all!!<br />im horrible<br />i regret<br />true<br />i like him he got feelings for me doesnt mean we must be together<br />TRUE!!<br />but now i wanna be with him<br />i regret<br />i typed it out coz i feel so<br />i dont know how am i gonna face him after that!!<br />but yet i dont wanna say it out coz afterall i wanna see him<br />its just that i dont know how to face him<br />how can i train my emotions to be stronger!??<br />how i can i not follow my instincts!!??<br />why does trusting feel so difficult!!??<br />regrets,written all over my mind<br />i surrender...<br />thankfully it doesnt stop me from eating<br />thats me,selfish,inconsiderate,only know how to follow what my mind wants and not giving a second thoughts..<br />I SURRENDER TO LOVE!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2621581463539276352?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-40950586009379229232010-07-26T10:06:00.001+08:002010-07-26T10:07:07.862+08:00<strong>yesterday</strong> is finally the last day of work!!<br />after all the standing up and talking to customers for their address and all<br />i can finally enjoy sitting down talking to friends<br />now that i got my pay,i shall try not to spend so much<br />altho they provide lunch and dinner but i have been eating alot!!<br />after eating the food provided,i go out to buy mash potato and etc <br />FAT FAT FAT!!<br />i had my whole time rotting and enjoying michael jackson's move till i got so engross<br />didnt wanna allow the others to continue the stupid repeating stuff<br />its so irritating!<br />nicholas keep kaobei me and i only know how to laugh XD<br />ytd was the busiest day and more suaku cum kiasu ppl inside!!<br />a few customers tell me they haven walk around then they decided&nbsp;to come phillips buy tv<br />lols!<br />endure my whole day till at night<br />amelia finally came and she look like ghost!!<br />omg,she her liddat i also scared sia<br />if she dont eat she will sure faint<br />but nvm,i still LAUGH her =D<br />went home use com then rest awhile and went to sleep<br /><br /><strong>this morning,</strong>although i slept early but i cant&nbsp;wake up!<br />lift my lazy body up and bathe<br />my heater is on! but its still freezing cold :c<br />use com awhile and went to school<br />ate 2 donuts and now rotting<br />not in the mood for studying at all<br />other than rotting,nothing else i can do...<br />i feel like just lying down on my bed and enjoy the music and go to sleep<br />the weather is so nice and i want my bed only<br />at least when im home i have my laptop to watch movie!<br />i wanna watch eclipse!<br />funshion one is so damn blur<br />see the front part nia i dont wan continue le<br />deleted in straight away :s<br /><br />now i feel that work is like killing me<br />its my punishment for not going to school on tuesday and thursday<br />fri sat sun really did train some muscles for my leg<br />tiring!<br />but thankfully my colleagues are nice enough :)<br /><br /><em>im not a princess, this aint a fairytale.</em><br /><em>even if im fortunate enough to be a princess,</em><br /><em>i will never have a happy ending like how fairytales shown.</em><br /><em>i will turn out to be a widowed princess but afterall,<strong>fairytales dont exist...</strong></em><br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-4095058600937922923?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-28678219469173607042010-07-24T23:10:00.000+08:002010-07-24T23:10:15.458+08:00<strong>yesterday</strong> was first day of work<br />woke up late and was almost late for work becoz of me but end up cabbing down<br />reach on time<br />stand for 10hours!!<br />omg! tiring!!<br />keep sitting down awhile coz leg bth :c<br />keep laughing and having fun with amelia<br />shes so much for my entertainment<br />saw one camera(tempting)<br />went back to booth and kept thinking abt it<br />BOUGHT IT!! yay! happy<br />but at night i was too tired to be excited to use it..<br />went home alone while shirlen jasmine and amelia had bfs to pick em up..<br />i may feel envious but thats me...<br />didnt go for cousin's 2 yr old birthday coz no one staying plus there so inconvenient<br />didnt go out with pg they all becoz got home and feeling tired<br />the weird thing is my cheeks and body feels so hot but im not having fever..<br />thought im having one so didnt go<br />i missed out my fun.. :S<br /><br /><strong>today</strong> could not wake up but manage to reach on time<br />amelia haven wake up<br />damn it.spammed her to nearly 20 calls still no answer<br />finally around 12 plus she picked up nicole's call<br />she could not come work today so i thought i wld be lonely<br />thankfully nicole and active enough<br />felt like dosing off at work<br />sitting down makes me wanna sleep but and standing up wont but my legs are tired!!<br />haven been standing for long hours in a long time!<br />today was much more busy as compared to yesterday<br />i think its better that way... :x<br />went home right after work..<br />didnt go ph today..<br /><br />ps,i dont really know what i want know<br />just as i expected,im just so me<br />always the selfish one who isnt cherishing...<br />amelia was right,she hit the spot<br />maybe thats what that makes us sisters<br />sometimes i dont even know if i belong to the shy one or the daring one...<br />at times im too shy that i dont show it out,turning out to be i dont care abt it<br />when im kidding you take them seriously...<br />its the language that me and you didnt understand..<br /><em>[ XD= most of the time symbolise im kidding but i dont say them out]</em><br /><em>[haha=means im feeling happy or showing im alright or its just a habit when im bored]</em><br /><em>[without haha=im not in the mood or im down]</em><br /><em>[lols= im really laughing or really is the laugh out loud]</em><br /><em>[alright then= what more can i say or no comments]</em><br /><em>[liddat lor= if you really wanna do it then go ahead coz theres nth more for me to say]</em><br /><em>[ni happy jiu hao=go ahead and do it since you really wanna do it coz i cant stop you and i cant say much anymore]</em><br />i guess all these are something that you will never expect bahs<br />i will never make it to a good girlfriend<br />the choice is made by you,cant possibly be because i let go and so you let it be<br />if you want it thats way and it makes you happier that way,no one can stop you<br />others cant decide your future but you can<br />im never the best choice but im also never the worst<br />sometimes letting go doesnt mean i dont like you anymore<br />reasons are not easy to explain<br />whatever everyone do and all may not need a reason<br />its just a matter of whether you want anot<br />but everything is too late bahs<br /><br />i use to everytime say everything is never too late but now i learn that&nbsp;it all depends<br />sometimes one word may have many different meaning but afterall,the are spelt the same way<br />maybe thats what that makes language complicated yet smart<br />i guess there is nothing much me to say anymore<br />afterall,im the criminal who changed everything<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2867821946917360704?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-84157997817205052282010-07-22T19:04:00.002+08:002010-07-22T19:06:35.155+08:00once again<br />ive learn alot of things and afterall thats me<br />my current actions just proves why my rs doesnt last<br />maybe the word "<em>relationship</em>" doesnt work on me<br /><em>single</em> seems to be tailor made for me<br />getting into an almost together relationship and the guy ended up getting is not hurting myself more but im hurting the guy most<br />it afterall depends on how much the guy loves me<br />letting go of something that doesnt belong to you may be the right thing but it may be wrong becoz afterall its just a one sided thing<br />i always cause a <strong>relationship</strong> to become <strong>relationshit</strong> so its the worst thing<br /><br />for now,i can say as much junks as i want but soon,more emo post shall come out<br />afterall,my forte is giving up&nbsp;and end up regretting<br /><br />now i understand trust is jus a one word that is not easily done<br />im always having doubts on him<br />isit becoz&nbsp; believe in my feelings too much or isit i just chose to have doubts<br />just that one word,everything is not easily done<br />maybe there are many other reasons? i dont know<br /><br />now ive learnt even though you 2 may have like each other but there are obstacles to go<br />you may think as long you 2 love each other you 2 should be together but its not as easy as it thinks<br />it just depends on whether you are willing to take the challenge or to give up <br />it may be an easy one it may be a difficult one<br />it depends on how deep is your love<br />it shows that mine was just a like afterall<br />its not easy to defy if you love someone or you like someone<br />if you truly love someone,grab it hard and try not to lose the chance<br />if you like,take your time to slowly decide if you should be with the person or not<br />rs is just a part of everyone's lives<br />geting into a wrong rs may cause you to be a different person<br /><br />rs cam never be learnt in a textbook<br />you can only learn it by experiencing it<br />only then you will know how to advice people who have been in your shoes <br />if parents restrict you from not doing what they say especially getting into a rs<br />they are 100% certifide stupid(my dad is one of em)<br />its true that they will worry but without them,how would you learn how to handle such stuff<br />only if you learn then you will know how to face it<br />if they restrict you from being together with someone you love and wants you to be with someone you dont<br />you are not worth being born<br />becoz they dont know whats love ad so,your mum made the worst choice ever<br />if youre fated to be together,dont make the little cupid boy too tired trying to tie knots for you<br />even if you dont wanna be with this person,he will always be somewhere around you<br />wan run also bo bei zhao<br /><br />after typing what a love loser thinks<br />i guess its enough<br />thanks weikiat so much for listening<br />felt alot better<br />although i keep saying why i cant explain it but you thought me somethings dont need resons <br />i guess i should not follow my instincts and how i feel too much coz i end up hurting and disappointing the people around me <br />if YOU manage to read this long naggy post,thanks :)<br /><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">相爱没有那麽容易 每个人有他的脾气 </span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">过了爱做梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">幸福没有那麽容易 才会特别让人着迷</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">什麽都不懂的年纪</span><br /><span style="font-size: x-small;">曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8415799781720505228?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-7172313372137061292010-07-22T15:34:00.001+08:002010-07-22T15:38:32.825+08:00today is also a bad day<br />how great am&nbsp;i to make my upcoming everyday miserable<br />vey great<br />not going school today but only going for cca<br />im so not in the mood to go out...<br />can i not go for cca today too..?<br />haiz~!<br />i wanna stay at home today<br />i cocked up my days<br />i better not cock up on tomorow's job<br />tomorrow work work work and money come come come!!<br />i wanna spend!!<br />i wanna pamper!!<br />haiz~<br />i shall watch how miserable i will be for my next few weeks bah<br />im sorry<br />im very sorry <br />thanks for being so nice to me<br />ive let you down<br />i know everything can never be like before<br />im sorry<br />im sorry for the sleeples nights<br />im sorry for the quarrels<br />im never that good to you<br />im sorry<br />i dont know what more to say but sorry<br />thank you for loving me...<br />shall hope that the word regret wont appear in my dictionary bahs<br />i guess only she can bring you happiness<br />take care loads :)<br />you can always contact me anytime..<br />my phone have no restrictions<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-717231337213706129?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-72794026658240816082010-07-22T02:21:00.000+08:002010-07-22T02:21:11.282+08:00im neither a great lover nor&nbsp;a great friend<br />i thinki should fuck off from the people around me<br />i am emotional and i am useless..<br />nothing great about me..<br />i cant do anything but to watch the fat pig who only knows how to show her big eyes<br />who would be like that..?<br />it may be a good thing to be selfish but you gotta know whats right..<br />i cant help friends<br />im useless<br />im a negatve person who is always forgotten and neglected<br />today sucks..<br />i should just stay at home and be the girl daddy wish i am<br />always home and early<br /><br />sometimes i feel im just not the person for you<br />im neither great to you nor understanding<br />i dont know how to cherish you<br />thanks for loving me so much but all i do is throw tantrum at every single thing<br />starting almost every quarrel<br />i make your life miserable<br />i cause your sleepless nights<br />im horrible<br />i guess its better if you lead your life without me coz i bring misery to people<br />i may know how to talk but when it comes to me,im just a noobie<br />i dont know what to do<br />im neither perfet nor lovable<br />i guess i should make your life less miserable without me around<br />we are not even together yet but we quarrel alot already..<br />i have no idea what more can i say but to make you be happier...<br />im not a good girlfriend material...<br />bye~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7279402665824081608?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-14324840827310333382010-07-21T10:57:00.000+08:002010-07-21T10:57:48.736+08:00for the pass few days have been quite busy yet quite bored...<br /><br />FRIDAY woke up damn early then train down to bee'shouse<br />breakfast was already waiting for me..<br />its nice but im too full to finish :s<br />after eating went to sleep<br />woke up and went prime market to buy ingredients for laksa<br />altho its abit screwed up but we had fun ^^<br />use com and disturb ball ball awhile till at night then prepare to meet the other at concorde for movie<br />watched <em>inception</em><br />altho i dose off awhile but the movie is interesting!<br />altho we dont really understand that much...<br />movie ended and outside raining super uber heavily!!!<br />sucha nice weather to sleep yet im trap in cine :s<br />we had our time trying to kill time XD<br />fianlly turn smaller and they go mac while i go home..<br />as usual,i dose off!<br /><br />SATURDAY i slept till gao gao<br />msged bee and he told me he is in cine alr<br />felt so wtf so quarreled/ignored<br />at home watch my drama then went out at 8 to meet esther<br />manage to see firework!! WOOHOO~!<br />my bus ride too 45 mins all becoz of ndp and change routes<br />wow..<br />waited for esther awhile then go up suki sushi to makan<br />THANKS LAOPO FOR THE TREAT AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D<br />had fun eating and felt damn full!!<br />cab down to ph after that and went in from guestlist as the q was damn long...<br />slacked inside for the others to come and so happy to see my powerhouse people!!<br />had fun inside =D<br />thanks people!<br />chatted with jonus&nbsp;boyster and ahbee&nbsp;awhile then went home<br /><br />SUNDAY,went out late to meet kc and clique for steamboat<br />miss the times going out with em!<br />it was fun!<br />went to eat tian tian huo guo and i learn from em how to cook some stuff<br />chatted and suan people,SO FUN!!<br />after makan train down to raffles to go bq<br />my hair totally stinks coz of steamboat plus ciggy<br />went liquid to drink and we had the tv to ourselfs<br />went of at 1plus and couldnt wait to bathe<br /><br />MONDAY woke up for school<br />usual routine in school and rotted<br />after school went home rest awhile then went vivo get my phone then down to little india to meet kugan for tattoo session<br />added flowers and the outline hurts like mad<br />as compared to first session when i only did my vines<br />something is wrong with me..<br />after that train down to boon lay,bought food and down to bee's house<br />poor boy got fever..<br />accompany him awhile then go home<br />got school next day<br />reach home and cook soup and eat with rice<br />finish all of it man!!<br />woohoo~!<br />went to slp after that<br />woke up awhile coz had diarhoe<br />i guess its becoz of the bread<br /><br />TUESDAY woke up late so skipped latha lesson<br />8 am lesson&nbsp;is never a good idea for me :s<br />woke up at 12 makan bread and went to shit again<br />confirm is bread got prob<br />no more bread from there anymore!!<br />went for lifeskill for 2 hours and home!<br />wanna watch my tan qing shuo an in e end funshion down want function for me<br />so sad!!<br />watch dvd instead<br />internet yesterday also sucks to the maximum!!<br />SO FREAKING LAGGY!<br />sieh dulan ehs..<br />roars!<br /><br />JUST NOW,woke up late(as usual)<br />waited for new laptop to come then left house.excited!!<br />5 then can use coz of charging...<br />no external hard disk for me :c<br />shall see how am i gonna transfer those stuff bahs..<br />haiz...<br />cant wait to use it =D<br />class is boring..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-1432484082731033338?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-34381412152454768722010-07-15T21:20:00.000+08:002010-07-15T21:20:06.048+08:00omg! im so right..<br />today is truly a tiring day for me..<br />woke up late but attended school for the sake of lessons<br />facebook and e-buddy all the way in class<br />meet ronghui and weixiong for lunch at paya lebar then back to school and rotting<br />keep hearing my name in class coz they keep using my name for cs<br />i dont even play and i exist inside...PRO!!<br />went home to change and all then back to school for sw<br />played badminton with qayyum amirah and uthaman<br />so tiring!<br />sweat like mad!<br />rest in canteen awhile then go dance<br />rot till alex come then start<br />got tangled up by the steps!!<br />need to work hard<br />home after that<br /><br />now hand sieh suan ehs :c<br />tomorrow need someone feed me le.. :x<br />i just ate finish dinner and im now waiting for breakfast<br />hahahahaha!! cant wait!<br />gotta get my butt up early later!! <br />see you soon &lt;3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3438141215245476872?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-21615686170493158102010-07-15T02:20:00.001+08:002010-07-15T02:21:46.793+08:00school day are boring...<br /><br />monday blues are horrible..<br />boring man! came late for school<br />only have cravings for soup..<br />weird taste buds of mine<br />came back to school and home sweet home<br />drama all the way<br />chit chat on phone at night with cherylene...<br /><br />tuesday i pon school!!<br />couldnt wake up then msg kuan<br />he told me he not going to school and that gave me a high temptation to not go school!<br />gosh! im so bad..<br />while slping keep receiving calls and msg<br />cant have a good morning sleep<br />ronghui called to ask me if i wan go makan with em and i told em in at home XD<br />wootsy!<br />last call answered be4 i woke up and the confirmation of my laptop!<br />yay!! new laptop coming next wed!<br />so happy =D<br />cant wait!<br />rot my whole time at home in the afternoon<br />daddy ask me why never go school i change subj XD<br />at night went over to market to get my bursary thing..<br />MP say wad my father thought he really got do the homework to check on and all<br />nonsense man<br />the mp is just encouraging!<br />no complimenting..<br />bought bobo chacha and odeh odeh home to eat<br />full like mad<br />the cai fan daddy bought the rice become sour le..<br />cant get it into my mouth..<br />at the lala chicken and mushroom only<br />at night insomia<br />4+ then slp<br />gosh!<br /><br />today,late for school as usual..<br />wait for break to start then go meet colin..<br />wait at foyer for ronghui and weixiong then go makan at nearby market<br />sieh cock man these ah bengs..LOLS!<br />keep yawning sia..<br />so tired<br />after makan go back class to blow air con and use com <br />after school go home..<br />bathe and rot awhile then go slp<br />slp for 4 hours!<br />tonight no need slp le<br />hoseh!<br />somemore tmw long day in school!<br />lesson from 9-3 then PE and dance<br />home at around 7+<br />omg!<br />TIRING!<br />after school shall go toh at home bahss..<br />woohoo~!<br /><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">ps,i admit im giving you attitude and all but whatever</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">not in the mood</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">dont know is i paranoid or sensitive or whatever shit</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">cant seem to be bothered now</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">everything you do happy jiu</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">whatever not happy liaos let me know</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">sorry but to make you feel so...</span><br /><span style="background-color: #f3f3f3; color: white;">bwg liaos..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2161568617049315810?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-73542221450082330192010-07-12T09:57:00.000+08:002010-07-12T09:57:03.741+08:00hoho!<br />welcom back!!(saying to myself)<br />so long never blog and bee is complaining!<br />ok,shall start from here<br /><br />school have always been so boring!!<br />is either this or that and nothing can even go in! :c<br /><br />my current spending is like mad!<br />keep spending and spending and spending!<br />no money is coming in!<br />i haven been working in a long time in everyway!<br />im too lazy :c<br /><br />bee have been sweet enough to come by my house to pei me till his last train!<br />woots~! sweetness!<br />at least i wont be so bored like mad!<br /><br />my last last weekends have been nice!<br />ful of activities with bee and friends:<br />last last&nbsp;week friday&nbsp;kuan birthday then all down to 69 to celebrate with him!<br />woohoo~!<br />girls decorate cake while guys do the job for liquors!<br />had fun =D<br />kuan drunk XD<br /><br />last last&nbsp;week saturday i went jiaming birthday<br />spend 1 hours half waiting for cab at pasir&nbsp; ris<br />mistaken nsrcc as hometeam chalet<br />cab was made <br />but its worth it<br />chalet was fun!<br />had a great fun =D<br />first seeing myself red for drinking liquor!!<br /><br />last week was a whole loadsa blast with fun activities!!<br />had my whole weekend spend with bee:<br /><br />last friday badminton at jurong's gekpohcc<br />couldnt wake up on time!<br />so went down late.. :P<br />reach there and bought bee bread<br />expected that he havent eat yet!<br />went down and only played with jasper once<br />sweat like mad!<br />went bee house after that<br />my fear for fishball is not so bad already with bee's help :)<br />left house to go down pg house nearby to eat then cut hair<br />14.40 eh<br />not bad ehs but they say no dif :c<br />train down to town after that<br />watched knight and day and pool<br />knight and day is nice!<br />i likey! =D<br />after that go makan then they share cab with me<br />lols! power!<br />kallang then jurong XD<br />hsh!<br /><br />saturday woke up at 3+ then go down town meet kuan and all<br />ate koufu then slack&nbsp;in cine and swensons!<br />fat fat fat!!<br />after swensons we went to pool(similar to friday)<br />after pool wanted to walkathon but change plan to go makan wanton and watch soccer<br />watching idiots screaming like an idiot to the screen<br />lols!<br />retarded!<br />after that cab home with the same formation! XD <br /><br />sunday made myself woke up early<br />couldnt wake up and everyone woke up late<br />woke up and prepared and confirm everything then go down to bee's house<br />bought food again!! XD<br />shared with bee then sleep awhile then leave house<br />meet em at jurong east mrt to buy food then walk to kuan house<br />slack awhile and prepared then makan!!<br />so shiok!!<br />not long later sister come<br />all makan then like the woohoo~! <br />eat till damn full!! <br />8 packets of golden mushroom all gone just like that!!<br />love it ttm~!<br />after makan watch tv then go out le<br />walk to science center and fool around! XD<br />so fun! <br />after that train home with sister and home! <br />feeling so tired<br />having big eyebags!<br />need to sleep early le :c<br />spend like almost $100 for my weekend man<br />gosh!<br />so chor!<br />i now on budget alr!<br />next weekend we are stil going out =D<br />so fun!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7354222145008233019?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-33150749259496916102010-06-27T23:48:00.000+08:002010-06-27T23:48:39.959+08:00oh my goodness!<br />i now sieh sot ehs<br />so many things happened last night and this morning<br />so fun!!<br />money spent last night is all on cab!<br />didnt calculate how much i spend on cab but its worth it =D<br /><br />went to JD with kuan and clique<br />its seems so dull<br />was alright after that<br />eddy spend so much to try to get a toy and i spend only $4 to catch a winnie the pooh XD<br />sucker!!<br />drank tiger after that chivas<br />i dont know why tiger beers in siam tiu always taste better<br />after aron reach oasis<br />i prepare to leave JD<br /><br />reach oasis le went to meet aron<br />woots! <br />miss that bro!<br />meet him and drank becks<br />the music there so much better than JD!!<br />had fun and had my talks<br />4+ le went back to find kuan they all in 69<br />they are so drinking martell<br />watching free show in 69<br />so damn funny!!<br />a 19 yr old and a 36 yr old..<br />hmmhmm<br />after having fun at 69 went home<br />i took bus home with wx's company :)<br />he pei me take bus to my bus stop i walk him to the mrt<br />woohoo~! thanks ("v")<br />went home online and chatted with my dear friend mr plk<br />had a good time chatting with him<br />i really thank you<br />hope our friendship wil never change :)<br /><br />after being online i dont know how i dose off XD<br />slept till tai yang shai pi gu!!<br />homely for today<br />thanks people for the great time =D<br />cheers to you guys :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3315074925949691610?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-89413662146446323642010-06-18T02:16:00.001+08:002010-06-18T02:18:17.717+08:00<strong><em>R.I.P to my dear friend</em></strong><br /><strong><em>Mr Soh WeiHao</em></strong><br /><strong><em>although i may not be very close to you but thanks for being my friend</em></strong><br /><strong><em>you have brought me joy and fun when we go out together</em></strong><br /><strong><em>im grateful to have you as my friend</em></strong><br /><strong><em>hope you will have a better life up there where you will be stress free</em></strong><br /><strong><em>im so surprise about your death because i didnt know anything of it till today</em></strong><br /><strong><em>i dont know what more can i say to you but all i can say is thank you...</em></strong><br /><strong><em>from the bottom of my heart,GOODBYE!</em></strong><br /><strong><em>i will never forget a friend like you :)</em></strong><br /><br />a great sigh to life<br />why does it have to be so cruel<br />weihao is the third person that have been taken back by you<br />you gave us life but you also let us die<br />first is my dearest mother,second is michael foo and now is weihao<br />how many more man...<br />you have let me learned that the greatest fact is life is death<br />everyone will go but its just a matter of time<br />watching friends or loved ones leaving you just like that isnt any happy stuff<br />although they may not be close to me but the friendship still lies within<br />learning to treasure to people around me but...haiz<br />sometimes i really dont know how to put the words together..<br />now come to think,i have no idea who will be the one crying badly for me when i die<br />i truly sympathise on the people around weihao now<br />his gf loves him so much and now he is suddenly gone just like that<br />the saddest person on earth will be her<br />he have a daughter who is very young,now that she have lost her father at sucha young age<br />poor girl<br />his brother around him must be griefing badly<br />they have gone through thick and thin afteralll<br />haiz...i got nothing more to say<br /><br /><strong><em>rest in peace my dear friend,i'll never be able to see you anymore...</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-8941366214644632364?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-36090530685970345422010-05-17T22:06:00.000+08:002010-05-17T22:06:15.215+08:00havent been blogging in a long time...<br />next time then upload photos coz im lazy!<br />anyway,have been retarded and foolish with the mood swings and all<br />its swings here and there and i wont know when will i ever be happy FOREVER!!<br />im greedy!<br />humans are never satisfied!<br />met new friends for the pass few weeks...<br />IM EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD!!<br />good bye to borrowing ic!<br />hangovers are horrible,especially after drinking white liquor plus chivas plus beer<br />tar it and the kick is up! continued drinking and i end up not remembering what i did when i wake up<br />i wonder how great is that feeling of forgetting so much stuff that happen until you see the photos..<br />thanks weixian so much for looking after me and being there for me so much..<br />love you loads &lt;3<br />closest i can currently get and i dont wish to lose him<br />always there for me...hope it doesnt change<br />as usual, cherylene and esther will also always be my closest girl<br />no matter how far they drift for a moment,they will still come back to me...<br />although things happen but what have happen already happen,it cant be change<br />just let time pass and we shall all let go of the unhappiness<br />after seeing tyson's blog i feel time changes so many things...<br />raymond forever drifting further and never ever coming back..<br />great times spent are just stuck in me,what i can ever do is to just keep within me<br />no more false hope given to myself<br />time passes and we all gotta move on :)<br />we all can do it =D<br />always look on the bright side of life...<br />things may turn out to be something you thought it is<br />long naggy post are just so part of my blogging experience<br />never fail<br />many things happened and it comes and goes..<br />my life never goes smoothly<br />one thing i can ever do is endure!<br />relying too much on someone is never a good thing..<br />the best word invented is <strong>INDEPENDENT</strong><br />so damn awaiting to get inked on the back but cheryl is never free! :c<br />shall just bud up my patience!<br />shall blog next time =D<br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3609053068597034542?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-72873187164321334022010-05-08T13:23:00.001+08:002010-05-08T13:24:57.150+08:00<strong><span style="font-size: large;">THURSDAY </span></strong><br />just a normal boring school day<br />hate ashish lesson<br />he seems to be picking on me :c<br />i use com also pick on me,throw rubbish also pick on me<br />fuck him!!!<br />break time went to eat at canteen with qixiang perry mingyan hongsen donald kuan yikai<br />after that all go mrt for smoking break<br />after so long im lighting a ciggy!<br />lepak awhile jiu go cathay for movie(perry didnt come along)<br />saw sister inside<br />he is still the same old ignorant one while im the spammer<br />watch ipman 2 again<br />restart phone in cinema coz feeling weird tt no one msg me<br />in e end 8 msges all come in one time<br />had my time msg-ing in cinema XD<br />this time i cried watching this movie<br />its still so nice !!<br />after movie me mingyan kuan train back to school while others go home<br />went to class for 15 mins jiu dismiss le<br />ashish didnt wanna mark our attendance(but thankfully brian helped!)<br />went home to rot after that back to school for dance<br />its so damn tiring!!<br />but i like~<br />i realise i suck in following!!<br />at least i had my skills :)<br />train with yufan after that<br />home and crazy online! XD<br />felt like as if im high on alcohol but i didnt drink em<br />didnt join sibos and zhunbos for prawning coz broke plus tired<br />went to slp after counting down to my 1 week XD<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size: large;">FRIDAY</span></strong><br />woke up not knowing what to do plus i want go kelly services<br />in e end decided to find weixian<br />train down to tampines for registration then bus to woodlands<br />suddenly rain so heavily<br />my mind is laughin at the bikers XD<br />reach already went causeway<br />ate curry with rice coz hungry!!<br />after that train to batok to meet fiona<br />kuan took a faster time to reach than fiona !<br />went to walk around westmall<br />bought hair dye coz got caught but see how if i wan dye anot<br />went arcade after she reach<br />games really make me feel so noob<br />looks simple yet difficult!<br />bus down to kuan's hse near by to slack while waiting for him and pg<br />fiona and i prank call people<br />so fun!!<br />kuan came down and i finally feel so busy!<br />my phone cant stop ringing...<br />one msg and another,so are my phonecalls<br />train down to somerset then 69<br />ariel came along after that...<br />went in and spam photos and songs! fun!<br />69 is damn biase!<br />they put priority on other tables<br />made friends with another grp of guys from other table XD<br />played king and did stupid stuff<br />chit chatted and after that home!<br />walk to train station with amelia while the rest cab<br />still love her best :)<br />home and down!<br /><em>(shall upload photos&nbsp; later)</em><br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size: large;">THURSDAY</span></strong><br />slept for 3 hours only!<br />damn it!!<br />my fart never stop coming out of my butt and martell is rolling rolling rolling in my tummy<br />went to shit and no better<br />now spamming water...<br />no plans for today!!!<br />sian! shall rot my saturday off!<br />shall just work my ass off sua!! kns!<br />roars!! <br />sibei sot right now!!!<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">talking to myself(needa rant!):,fuck man! he dont give a damn u care so much for what</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">so kaypoh for what!? if i had ignore jiu hao liao lor!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">add problems to myself</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">ignorance is bliss! MARK THAT IN MIND!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">now angry luhs..since morning till now</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">happy sibo!?</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">now dont even have the mood to talk to him</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">wake up to ur senses man sandra tan!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">GROW UP!! </span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">altho he comforts u but the anger is still in there!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">kan kai yi dian luhs!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">COOL DOWN LUHS FUCK!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">roars!!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">brain wash brain wash brain wash!!</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">feel like killing someone now</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">kaypohness <strong>MUST</strong> be kicked off</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">shall not interfere</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: xx-small;">he wan give his key give his wallet give his everything also not my prob!</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-7287318716432133402?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-32135070434257257822010-05-05T21:53:00.000+08:002010-05-05T21:53:29.584+08:00another boring day of lesson!<br />dont understand what ashish said<br />almost quarrelled with him<br />dose off in stress management talk<br />END OF SCHOOL!!<br />went to meet tan ian!<br />kns! kena bully till cry! :c<br />i wanna be ladylike but he made me failed! :c<br />but i got my revenge after that =D<br />but not to the maximum :x<br />train down bishan meet kokwai for long john..<br />chit chat and the guys pei me shop<br />bought pen JUMPER &amp; socks<br />broke now! :x<br />drop by to say hi to weizhi<br />train home with kok after that while jannifer go vivo<br />chatted loadsa stuff with kok in train<br />got someone pei me go school when i move to balestier..! yay!<br />home and now rotted<br />spamed loadsa ♥ ♥ ♥&nbsp;to weixian =D<br />he likes it<br />yay bro!<br />sleeping soon! so lack of sleep for the pass few days<br />calling job agency tomorrow!!<br />i wan a new phone :s<br /><br /><strong><em>THATS ALL FOLKS!!!</em></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3213507043425725782?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-38115102908317900502010-05-04T19:48:00.000+08:002010-05-04T19:48:48.078+08:00las night didnt go geylang!!<br />cherylene finally reach my hse<br />went down to market to eat instead to meet charles and chee siang...<br />ate rice with yellow melon soup and oyster ommellette<br />so damn full<br />bus down to katong after that<br />had to use coins coz i didnt bring ez-link card down&nbsp; :c<br />went down katong and they all play l4d while i rot<br />charles com keep having problem that he had to keep changing com! XD<br />went out to chat on phone with weixian instead<br />his voice on the way to recover! yay~<br />just nice wx put down they are done with their game!<br />slack awhile le jiu go home<br /><br />slack use come and after so many mths of not watching tv,i am watching it <br />too bored<br />cherylene help me squeeze blackheads!! woohoo~~<br />shiok!<br />dont have to do it myself<br />in e end my nose so damn swollen!<br /><br />woke up with breakfast!<br />couldnt wake up...<br />i woke up earlier then cherylene when she is suppose to wake up earlier than me!<br />makan le jiu leave hse...<br />saw yikai while walking in<br />gotta report to multi porpose hall and we saw only brian inside so we u-turn to canteen<br />saw wanie and co.<br />chit chatted and waited for hasbi they all to come<br />woots!! miss meimei and hasbi!<br />baocheng and shihui late for school so they bus down by emself<br />went up hall and listen to the talks<br />damn happy to listen to the brass band play pink panther song!<br />im so obsess with pink panther!!<br />went behind to do some catching up with bc and sh<br />kns! bc have been speaking ill of me in class!<br />after the talk went to find kuan they all and left school<br />nelson drove us down to pasir ris to book chalet then went to subway eat<br />fun fun fun!!!<br />went back to school when lesson start alr and i catch no ball<br />sat all the way to the back and could hardly see anything! :c<br />end of lesson!<br />went to look for mr samri for attendance can go off but he is gone!<br />waited at canteen <br />saw azzy and the guys!<br />pinch em like madness!!<br />after that look for ernest then chit chat with em awhile then attendance and home!! :)<br />esther jio me out for sibo movie but lazy<br />end up changing blogskin and haven eat yet :c<br />gonna eat then go to sleep!<br /><br /><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">ps,cheer up brother! you still got me =D &lt;3</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">although cant always go jurong find you</span></em><br /><em><span style="font-size: x-small;">but my spirit will always be with you!</span></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-3811510290831790050?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-21271158239497381772010-05-03T16:18:00.000+08:002010-05-03T16:18:54.281+08:00yesterday is sucha boring day!!<br />wanted to eat astons!<br />in e end all wake up too late never go!<br />went down lakeside to meet weixian<br />laugh at him and di siao him about his voice *SO FUN!!*<br />dont sad luhs after seeing this post :)<br />bus down to peiguan hse from there<br />got there and pg slping like pig!!<br />laughing at the way weixian waking him up!!<br />use com and watch american pie 7<br />suddenly pg's uncle come(look so fierce)<br />then it seems so wrong that we are watching that infront of the uncle<br />so we went down to eat<br />i ordered raw fish(FAVOURITES!) and prawn noodle<br />cant finish the prawn noodle!<br />ordered sarsi in e end pg bought grass jelly for me!<br />jialat!<br />cant finish e grass jelly so pour it to wx's waterbottle<br />waited for chonghui and one guy for 1 hours plus!!<br />wx pundeh! keep bullying me! <br />even his grass jelly leak out and kena abit of my bag! he heng not all!<br />after they come we slack then walk around pasa malam then go home<br />train home with the company of smses<br />feeling so lonely when im sitting between 2 couples :X<br />finally home!<br />rotted and dose off!<br />com drop off my bed!<br />damn it! it lost its virginity alr! :s<br /><br />could not wake up from the damn alarm clock<br />keep pressing snooze till never press le<br />woke up at 8.24am!<br />kns! start school at 9!!!<br />but dont care...woke up with 2 breakfast sitting infront of me!<br />one is kui i bought from pasa malam the other is sausage mcmuffin!<br />in e end one kui and burger!<br />FEI SI WO!!<br />went to school and reach at 9.30!<br />leg knee damn pain! dont know why :c<br />study abit in class latha say com is here!!<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view¤t=LGIM1165.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/LGIM1165.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/?action=view¤t=LGIM1166.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/LGIM1166.jpg" /></a><br />so damn loads of em man! impress!<br />help out abit and rotted!<br />the keyboard is so damn old fashion! :x<br />qixiang is a damn bully!!<br />in e end we are dismiss early!!<br />went home instead coz qx wanna go far to watch movie while kh they all wan go far too!<br />i go home sua!<br />wanna ask weikiat for movie but he end school at 8.30!! damn sad!<br />in e end too lazy go out<br />cook porridge and now too full to slp!<br />wx nagging at me!! lols!<br />shall go nap soon and wait for cherylene wake me up! XD<br />dinner at geylang!! woots!<br /><br />and yay! after so long me and wee teck contact&nbsp;again :)<br />lok lok here i come soon!<br />jb or friday or not..? :s<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8103432474040416742-2127115823949738177?l=story-of-my-day.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sandralifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10625831572901404175noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8103432474040416742.post-24874230302966267112010-05-01T19:57:00.000+08:002010-05-01T19:57:48.274+08:00yesterday,<em>WHAT A DAY!</em><br />woke up early just to eat and ended up to full to slp!<br />went to meet weixian instead...<br />spend one hour liddat to reach his hse..<br />the journey really can kill ppl siol!<br />reach already the dog hug my leg!<br />after that start running to me and barking at me! <br />making me feel scared of it! :c<br />ended up stuck in weixian room dare not even go out!<br />he leave his room nia i straight away go to the door and close tightly!<br />i scared it bite siol! :S<br />then the pundeh keep scaring me..<br />rest on his bed awhile then go off le<br />i feel so bad,i never greet his mum coz the dog keep frightening me..!<br />i ran out of the hse with weixian helping me to hide the dog XD<br />went down to arena to play pool<br />he and reagen play while i play stick wars<br />play until damn shiok siol!<br />in e end low batt XD<br />after that all bus down to jp<br />i train from there while he jalan jalan till kuan come out of cinema<br /><br />IM LATE TO MEET MY GIRLS!<br />in e end i reach cine le waited for em<br />me and apple deliver drinks to stanley in gallery<br />damn quiet siol!!<br />omg!<br />so high class :x<br />went back cine and wait for the girls..<br />went hk cafe after that<br />chit chat over so many stuff<br />i feel so lost :s<br />haven been clubbing with em for 2 weeks and so many things happening <br />IM SO SAD!!<br />THEY GOING OVERSEAS ON THE DAY I RESUME CLUBBING!!<br />ON MY BIRTHDAY TOO! :C<br />damn sad lor after hearing that news :c<br />my closest not with me,a news i hate to hear!<br />after eating went to lepak outside cine<br />saw so many ppl!!<br />listen to stories by the girls and plan what to do next<br />went to change to lepak at somerset mrt nearby coz cine too noisy<br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1153.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1153.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1154.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1154.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1155.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1155.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1156.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1156.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1157.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1157.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1158.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1158.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1159.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1159.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1160.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1160.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1161.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/LGIM1161.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://s718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%20o4%201o/?action=view¤t=LGIM1162.jpg" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i718.photobucket.com/albums/ww181/sandralife/3o%